Disclaimer: Yeah I still don't own Twilight, but I do love playing with the characters.
A/N: Okay so I know it's been a while since I updated, but I've been busy, extremely busy. Anyway, if you haven't been reading You'll Be Mine by Jasper'sNaughtyGirls or Into The Woods by Jasper'sDarkDarlinAngels, what are you waiting for? I mean seriously, run on over and read them.....YBM is a Darksper(Dark Jasper)/Bella story and ITW is a Jasper/Edward lemony slash...Okay so I'll let you read the new chappie...Enjoy!
BPOV
Rose and I walked into the hotel lobby and went to the front desk. The lady smiled and said, "How may I help you ladies?"
Rose smiled, "I have a reservation under Rosalie Hale." The receptionist found our reservation and quickly handed us our room key. We went in the elevator and up to our room.
Rose opened the door and when I looked around the room, I gasped. She giggled and said, "What's wrong Bella?"
I arched a brow, "You know what's wrong. Why do you Cullen's insist on spending so much money all the time?"
She rolled her eyes, "Please Bella, with all the money that we have, it's hard not to spend it. Just wait until you have Jasper and Carlisle buying you things."
I shuttered at the thought and she just shrugged. I knew she was telling the truth and I would have to figure out how to stop not one, but two men from buying me things. Rose flung her arm around my shoulder and we went into the room where the beds were.
I kicked off my shoes and climbed in bed. "Hey Rose, what are you going to do while I'm sleeping?"
"I'll probably go for a hunt, but I won't leave until you're asleep."
I nodded and closed my eyes. I could feel sleep taking over and I gladly welcomed it. I opened my eyes and found myself in a beautiful meadow. I looked around and smiled when I spotted Jasper.
I walked towards him, but he held up his hand to stop me. I looked at him in confusion, but he smiled. He dropped down on one knee and pulled out a box. When he opened the box, there was this beautiful ring and I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes.
He looked at me and I could feel how much he loved me, "Bella, my love, you are my life and I want to spend my eternity with you. Will you marry me?"
"Yes Jasper, I will marry you." He jumped up and slid the ring on my finger. He pulled me to him and kissed me with more passion and love then I have ever felt before.
He pulled back and said, "I love you, Bella."
"I love you too, Jasper." The meadow and my fiancé slowly disappeared and my eyes fluttered open to find Rose staring at me.
She smiled, "Morning Bella. So what do you want to do today?"
I smiled back and said, "Can we go shopping?"
She arched a brow, "You want to go shopping?"I nodded. "Okay, Bella, where do you want to go shopping?"
"Well I was thinking that we could go to Fredericks, if that's okay with you."
She giggled, "Looking for anything in particular?"
I smirked, "Well, maybe considering I have two men back home that I love dearly and want to surprise."
She nodded, "Okay you want to surprise them, and I know just the thing. Get up and get dressed so we can get started."
I got up and quickly got dressed in clothes that apparently Rose had packed because I never did and when I was finished, she had my breakfast on the table in the living area of our room.
I ate and then we were out of the door on our way to Frederick's. I was nervous and excited. I didn't know what to buy and I sure as hell didn't know how Rose felt about shopping for lingerie with me.
We got in the car and I decided to ask, "Rose, are you okay with going with me to shop for lingerie? I mean if you don't want to come with me, I'd completely understand."
She rolled her eyes, "Please, if I don't go who is going to help you pick out some stuff?"
I sighed, "I just don't want you to feel like you have to help me and I don't want you to be uncomfortable."
She shook her head, "I'm not uncomfortable and I don't feel like I have to help you. I want to help you. I want us to be friends, sisters. Besides, I am going to buy stuff for myself too."
I giggled, "Okay. I want us to be friends and sisters too. I don't mind if you buy things for yourself either."
She pulled up in front of Frederick's and we climbed out and proceeded to walk into the store. We walked in and she pulled me in the direction that she wanted to go and began thrusting bras, panties, lingerie, and corsets in my arms.
She then shoved me into a dressing room and said, "I want to see what everything looks like."
I tried on everything that she gave me and not surprisingly, she loved all of it and said that I was getting it all. I tried to protest, but she just showed me her pile and smiled. I sighed and didn't argue because I knew she would buy them whether I wanted her to or not.
We left Frederick's and went to a spa. "What are we doing here?"
"I thought we could get facials, manicures, pedicures, massages, and get waxed." She looked at me like all of this should have been obvious.
I nodded and we walked into the spa and the ladies that worked there quickly began to pamper us. I loved the facial, manicure, pedicure, and even the massage. But when I went to get waxed and the lady said she was going to do a Brazilian Wax, I almost ran out of there, but decided to stay. I should have gone with my first instinct and ran out of there. That was a very painful experience. It looked great, but it hurt like a bitch.
When we were finished, we got in the car and went back to the hotel room. I ordered my lunch and we sat and talked. I was about to take a bite of my burger when Rose said, "Bella I want you to know something."
I looked at her and said, "Okay Rose, what do you want to tell me?"
She took a deep unnecessary breath, "I don't exactly understand your relationship with Jasper and Carlisle and I'd really like to understand it."
I nodded, "Okay, well I love them both and I'm pretty sure they both love me. Isn't that the most important thing?"
"Yeah Bella it is, but is this for all eternity? Or are you and Jasper going to one day decide that you don't want to share your bed with Carlisle?"
"Rose, I'm not going to hurt Carlisle and I'm pretty sure that Jasper would never do anything to hurt him either."
"I know that you two wouldn't hurt him Bella. That's a good thing, but have you thought about your relationship with them two? What if they both want forever? What are you going to do? What if one wants forever and the other doesn't? Then what are you going to do?"
I thought about everything that she asked me and I honestly wanted to answer her, but I knew this was a conversation that I needed to have with Jasper first, especially since I was his girlfriend before we asked Carlisle to join us.
Rose took in my silence for a moment, "Bella, listen to me, I don't expect you to answer me right now, but I do want you to think about it. When you figure this out you need to talk to Jasper since he was your boyfriend before Carlisle came into the picture."
I nodded, "Thank you Rose; I will think about everything that you've said."
She smiled, "You're welcome Bella. Are you about ready to head home?"
"Yeah I think so." I grabbed my bag and Rose grabbed hers and we went down to the lobby and checked out of our room. Once we were done, we walked out and got into our car. The drive home was pretty quiet; we both were lost in our thoughts. I wanted to talk to Jasper as soon as we got home, but I wanted to talk to him privately. Maybe there was somewhere he could take us.
We made it home and Jasper and Emmett came outside. They both groaned when they saw all the bags in the trunk, but they quickly got over it when they saw that the bags were from Frederick's.
I pointed out which ones were mine and Jasper grabbed them all and we walked in the house and up to our bedroom. I sat on our bed and he sat next to me. He placed a soft kiss on my lips and I sighed against his mouth.
"Jasper, baby, is there somewhere that we can go so we can be alone for a little while?"
Before he could answer there was a knock on our door. Rose opened the door and said, "You don't have to go anywhere. Emmett and I are going to go hunt and Carlisle is at the hospital so you'll have the house to yourselves for a few hours."
She smiled and winked at me before closing the door. Jasper turned to me and smiled, "Well their gone darlin, so what do you want to do with our alone time?"
"Can we talk?"
He nodded, "Of course, what do you want to talk about?"
I took a deep breath, "Umm, well I was wondering about our relationship. Is this a forever thing with me, you, and Carlisle?"
"Do you want a forever with me and Carlisle?"
"Jasper, part of me wants a forever with both of you, but the other part of me is wondering if that's fair to either of you."
"Darlin, I want forever with you and I'm pretty sure that Carlisle does too. Now if you want forever with both of us, then that is exactly what you are going to have. We both love you and we will do anything for you. You just have to let us."
I nodded and leaned towards him and was only going to give him a chaste kiss, but he pulled me into his lap and wrapped his arms around me. I moaned into the kiss and he pulled back. "I want to see what you bought from Frederick's. Pick something out and I will wait out here while you go in the bathroom and put it on."
I smiled and climbed off his lap and grabbed my bags and went into the bathroom. I picked out the black satin mesh and lace babydoll and put it on. I looked in the mirror and damn did I look sexy. I brushed my hair and my teeth and went back into the bedroom.
When Jasper looked up at me, his eyes nearly bugged out. He jumped up and let his eyes rake over my figure and he pulled me into his arms and kissed me with raw unadulterated passion. He lifted me up and carried me to the bed and laid me down gently. He hovered over me and trailed his kisses down my neck and slowly peeled the fabric away from my body.
His kisses traveled down to my breasts and then he kissed his way down my stomach to my waiting core. He pulled my panties down and began licking my pussy like never before. I was writhing under him so he held me down by my hips and continued to devour me. I could feel my first orgasm coming as he thrust two fingers into me and I screamed, "Jasper!"
He continued to lick and push his fingers into me and I was rewarded with another orgasm. He removed his fingers and began kissing his way back up my body. I pulled him up to my lips and kissed him hard.
He pulled back and ripped his clothes off his body. I gasped at his suddenness. He just smirked and positioned himself at my entrance. He looked at me and I could see the love and lust he had for me in his eyes.
He leaned forward and pressed his lips to mine at the same time that he entered me. I moaned and he began to slowly thrust in and out of me. He held me close and whispered his love for me over and over.
My third orgasm was approaching and he looked into my eyes, "I love you, Bella. I'll always love you and I want you to spend forever with me." He kissed me again and began to thrust faster and harder into me.
I cried out with my orgasm and he quickly followed. He pulled me into his arms and rolled onto his back. I snuggled into his chest and he held me close to his body. "Darlin, I meant what I said. I want you to spend forever with me and I plan to make you my wife."
I lifted my head and looked at him, "Really? You want to marry me?"
He smiled this breathtaking smile, "Yes darlin, I want to marry you and one day you will wear my ring."
I pressed my lips to his for a soft kiss and he held me close. I never wanted to let him go and I knew that he never wanted to let me go either. I loved him and I wanted to be his wife, but what would that mean for our relationship? If I married Jasper, would I the relationship I had with him and Carlisle be different? Would it change things?
Jasper pulled back and smiled at me. I smiled and rested my head on his chest. He held me close and I could feel sleep taking me, but not before I heard him whisper, "I love you, Bella; we both do."
I allowed sleep to take me and I knew that no matter what happened, no matter if Jasper and I got married, he would always love me and so would Carlisle. I also knew that I would always love them.
I knew I was dreaming, I had to be, right? Why was it so dark? Why did I get the feeling that I wasn't alone in the darkness? Who was here with me? "Jasper, Carlisle? Where are you? Rose, Emmett, are you here?"
Where was everyone, why wasn't anybody answering me? I looked around and couldn't see a thing, but I knew someone was here with me, but who? I moved to the edge of the bed and stood slowly. I stuck my arms out and felt around until I found the wall. I walked along the wall until I bumped into something hard and fell backwards, but before I could hit the ground, someone caught me.
I quickly moved away from this person, "Who are you? What are you doing here? What do you want?"
"Tsk Tsk Bella. It's not polite to ask so many questions. You know it's funny really, since you already know who I am."
He was talking so quietly that I almost couldn't hear him, but for some reason I felt like I knew him. I quickly backed away, but he moved to stand in front of me. I tried to get away from him, but he grabbed my arm and pulled me back to him.
"Where are your manners, Bella? Don't run from me, I'll only come after you."
I shook my head and tried to get out of his grip, but he tightened his hand around my arm and I screamed, "Please, let me go!"I bolted upright and Jasper was there pulling me into his arms.
"Darlin, what's wrong? What happened?"
I turned to look at him, "It was a dream? I don't know who he was or what he wanted, but he wouldn't let me go. He was here and you were gone, you were all gone and he was here for me. He knew who I was."
I felt a calming wave wash over me and Jasper said, "Bella, my love, I will never let anything happen to you. It was just a dream."
"It felt so real." He lay us back down and held me close rubbing soothing circles on my back. I closed my eyes and tried to forget about the dream, but there was something about the man in my dream. There was something about his voice.
I knew him, I just couldn't figure out who he was. I could feel sleep pulling me under once more and for some reason, Edward suddenly popped into my mind. I quickly shook any thoughts of him away and let sleep take me.
When I awoke later, I was still in Jasper's arms. We got up and got dressed and went downstairs. I walked into the kitchen and Carlisle was in there cooking. He turned towards me and smiled. I sat at the bar and a few minutes later he placed a plate of crawfish fettuccine in front of me. It looked and smelled delicious. I quickly devoured it with both men smiling at me.
When I was finished I stood and went to the sink to wash my plate. I turned to Carlisle and said, "Can we talk? I would like to talk about some things with you."
He smiled, "Of course Bella."
I grabbed Jasper and Carlisle's hands and pulled them into the living room. We all sat on the couch with me in the middle.
I turned to Carlisle and said, "I already talked to Jasper, but now I'd like to talk to you."He nodded, so I continued, "Do you want us three to be forever?"
"It's certainly something I've thought about. I love you, Bella and I want you to be happy. If you don't want me forever, I will understand. It will be hard, but I'll understand."
I looked from Carlisle to Jasper and knew without a doubt that I couldn't hurt either of these men and that I wanted a forever with them both. I took a deep breath and said in a whisper, "I want you both, forever."
Jasper had a huge grin on his face and when I turned to Carlisle he was smiling just as big. They both wrapped their arms around me and each kissed a cheek.
Jasper said, "You don't know how happy you've made me darlin."
Carlisle kissed my cheek again and said, "You've made me just as happy sweetheart."
I looked at both men and said, "I need to know if both of you are okay with me wanting to spend forever with the two of you."
They both were silent for a moment and I could tell that they were thinking about it before they both nodded and said in unison, "I love you, Bella."
I smiled and then we settled in to watch some television. We had watched two movies when Jasper pulled his phone out of his pocket and flipped it open. "Hello."
His eyes narrowed, "What do you want?"I heard and felt the growl that came from his and Carlisle's chest. They both knew who it was. Stupid vampire hearing, I wanted to know who it was too.
A/N: Okay so don't hate me because I left a cliffie. We all love cliffies....They leave you wanting more. So who do you think was in Bella's dream and who's on the phone? Tell me who you think in a review. Press that little green button down there and I'll send you a naked Jasper or Carlisle, whomever you prefer to have your wicked way with him. Much love, Kathy
