A week passed.

I sat in my room, staring out at the brightening sky. I was getting to the point were I could barely function day to day. I was over 50 years old, it all seemed a bit ridiculous; but after the first time I came at the thought of Jasper and I together, a flood gate had been opened. Suddenly living in a body that was eternally seventeen years old had become a problem, and I had lost control. I resorted to spending most of my time locked away in my room, where I would be safe from seeing his face, his body. Jasper had caught me staring at him one too many times since he and Alice had arrived, and now that they had settled in and were definitely staying my life had become had become a roulette game.

Each time I was near him I ran the risk of giving myself away. Just catching the scent of him made my dick get hard, and if anyone else happened to be around I had to flee the scene before getting caught. "Hearing" the thoughts of everyone around me told me that no one had noticed my strange behavior. I had always been considered a bit off, so my sudden disappearances caused no alarm. Little did they know that each time I had stole away that I had gone straight to my room. It was the only place where I could safely think of him, where I could touch myself and set myself free.

My days and nights continued to be plagued by fantasies of Jasper too. I was at the point of wishing that vampires were able to sleep, if only to escape the lovely torture that my thoughts of him caused. I tried to listen to records, to write in my journals, but nothing worked. I could not escape he and I together, doing things that had never crossed my mind to do with someone, to someone. I could not explain the sudden influx of sadistic and masochistic images that stalked my regular thoughts. But he had become like a welcomed disease. A sickness that I wanted, that I yearned for.

I was a man on the brink of madness. I was used to instant gratification. We had money, so I could buy whatever I wanted. I was fast, so I could go wherever I wanted. Now the one thing I wanted was evading me, and I had never wanted something or someone so bad.

Suddenly the thoughts of Esme were in my mind, Carlisle's face, a dress she had seen in a magazine. There was a knock on my door and a twist of the knob. I lept from my black leather couch and flew to the door. I had never locked it. I knew that this might raise some eyebrows. I unlocked and pulled open the door as quickly as possible.

"Hi Mom." I smiled, attempting to be nonchalant.

"Edward," she smiled back, "Honey why was your door locked?"

I stared at the floor. "Dunno, new people around, you know."

"Well, if they wanted to get in that badly, couldn't they just break the door down silly?" she reached up and ruffled my hair. I laughed lightly to keep up the appearance that nothing was out of the ordinary.

"Its going to rain today, so we're all heading into the city to do some shopping, do you want to come?"

"Oh, no thanks. I don't need anything. And don't worry, I'll be fine by myself." Plus, I would relish in the idea of being along.

"Oh you won't be alone dear."

"What do you mean." I asked.

"Well, Jasper is having a harder time adjusting than Alice is. He's not ready to be around humans so he's staying here."

If I were able to die I might have just then. I would have the whole day with him, just the two of us. It took every ounce of my will power to fight the feeling of my tingling dick. The images started flowing fast and furious through my mind. I swallowed hard and smiled down at Esme.

"Well, it will be nice to spend some time with him, maybe get to know him a little better." I said through softly gritted teeth.

"That's true, and maybe you could take him out hunting again, help him work on it a bit more."

"Of course." I replied.

"We're leaving in a few minutes. I'll see you when we get back this evening." she stretched up and kissed me lightly on the forehead, and with a breath was gone.

I closed my bedroom door and leaned against it. I couldn't think straight, see straight. I was on the brink of panic.

"Calm down." I said softly to myself, as I took a few deep breaths out of habit.

I changed my clothes quickly and gave myself a once over in the mirror. If my heart was still beating, it would have been pounding out of my chest.

I searched my mind for the thoughts of my family and saw that they were already in the car and on the way to the city.

I opened my door quietly and moved slowly down the stairs.

I listened for him, for his thoughts, and suddenly I could hear. His internal voice was loud, mumbling incoherently and saying "Alice" over and over.

I continued down the stairs and stopped dead in my tracks at the bottom, as our eyes met. He was sprawled out on the living room couch, looking up from a book to stare at me.

I felt movement in my pants immediately. I smiled quickly and ran to my piano.

"Do you mind if I play?" I asked without looking at him.

"No, I don't mind."

I nearly fell of the piano bench when the voice came from right next to me. A shiver ran through my body as he moved closer and our sides touched.

I glanced at him sideways and realized that his face was now no more than inch from mine.

I felt his breath against my cheek and I felt as though my entire body would burst into flame.

"Hello Edward." he whispered. "can I tell you something?"

"Yes jasper, of course." his name rolled off my tongue.

"You know, Carlisle didn't want to tell any of you yet, but Alice and I...we have gifts too."

Each word took a bite out of me, breaking me down still I could hardly hold myself sitting up.

"Oh really?"

He nodded and I felt the slight breeze it caused against the nape of my neck.

"Alice, she sees the future. Its subjective, depending on what a person decides, but the future none the less. She's been seeing a lot of strange things lately, things she refuses to share with me. You wouldn't have any idea what they are, would you?"

A streak of horror ran through me. The unexplained fantasies I was having, seeing. Alice must have been having the visions, and I had read her thoughts without realizing. But did that mean that Jasper and I would happen. No, it could simply mean that's what I wanted, what I had decided on, not that it would happen. I snapped back to reality and straightened myself up.

"No, what? I mean, why would I know what she was seeing?"

"Well.." he purred, "you see, my "gift" is that I can control emotions, and I can read the emotion a person is experiencing, what they are giving out."

"and what does that have to do with me?" I asked nervously.

He laughed.

"Oh Edward, you know exactly what it means."

I felt his hand on my knee, and the I felt it slide up my thigh, until it stopped in the nook where my thigh met my hip. My dick stiffened, tightening my pants against my crotch. I looked up at Jasper to find him smiling the smile of a handsome devil.

"when you're around I am overwhelmed by one emotion, and its so powerful that I can no longer ignore it. I have wanted to reciprocate, but I haven't had the chance until now."

He stood up and grabbed my hand, then pulled me towards the couch. He threw me down into a sitting position and straddled me. His hands ran through my hair and pulled my head back using the hair on the back of my head.

He leaned forward and licked the rim of my ear.

"Desire," he whispered.

And then his lips where on mine, and the world could have been exploding around us, I wouldn't have noticed. He kissed me ferociously, like the lion he resembled. But then the kisses turned soft, as the moved across my jaw line and down my neck. He ripped off my shirt, tearing it to threads, and the kisses continued down my chest, and his tongue stopped to swirl around each newly stiffened nipple. He looked up at me from behind the golden hair that had fallen into his face and smirked. His teeth latched on to the waistband of my pants and in a second they had been ripped off and flung clear across the room.

The fact that I never wore underwear meant that I was now sitting completely naked beneath my sexual assailant.

He paused and kneeled on the floor before me, appearing to size me up.

"Beautiful," jasper whispered.

My dick was so hard now that I was sure I would come at any moment.

He leaned forward and kissed my knee. My dick twitched.

His kisses moved onto my inner thigh and continued on until his tongue was moving around my balls and I was nearly screaming from the ecstasy I was in.

And then suddenly there was warmth, and wetness. I looked down as Jasper's mouth moved up and down on my penis. He smiled up at me around the dick in his mouth and moved slowly down until his lips touched my skin.

"Oh my god" I murmured, "my whole dick.."

He let some out and went back to the repetitive motion of his warm and wet mouth moving up and down. Suddenly the fire that had burned throughout me was concentrated in the area behind my dick.

I grabbed at Jasper and curled my fingers into the hair at the back of his head. He moved more ferociously, all the while the tongue inside his mouth nearly whirring at the frantic pace.

I felt every muscle in my body tense, my toes curled and the fire behind my dick burst out, into the warm and waiting mouth of Jasper. I opened my mouth to scream, to moan in pure pleasure, but as every time before there was silence. I looked down at Jasper in awe as he sucked at the tip of my dick like a baby with a bottle until he had gotten every drop.

The whole moment had been surreal.

"That was amazing. Thank you." I whispered.

He went back to straddling me and kissed me deeply.

"Oh, there's no need to thank me now. You'll get your chance." He flashed me a devilish grin.

"I just have one request, though."

"Anything." I said.

"Make some noise, I like it." he smirked.

"I open my mouth, I try, but no sound comes out." I frowned.

"Then we'll just have to find something that makes you moan out loud, won't we." he smiled and then kissed me again.

"won't Alice mind?" I asked.

He frowned.

"Edward, I love Alice, I do. But really? You expect me to be content with just one pussy for the rest of my life? Not going to happen. Plus, as you already know, I like to dabble in each of the sexes. So don't worry about it and do what I tell you to. Got it?"

"I guess…"

"Good," he snapped, "now get your fucking ass upstairs…you're room…NOW."

He stood up and pointed towards my room, I looked up at him in question.

He leaned his face down and looked at me from beneath his eyebrows, his voice deep and lush.

"You owe me a real thank you."