Chapter 9: Down The Rabbit Hole
7/8/09
I'm exhausted from last night and Junpei's childish tantrum didn't help my mood any. I head to class ignoring the whispers as I pass by. Today is already looking to be a shitty day.
And in class I discover finals are starting next Tuesday.
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This sucks.
Hidetoshi approaches me at lunch and asks if I'll be going to Student Council. I might as well. I head for the nurse's office for Theo's request though. Some kid outside the office said after refusing the first offer of medicine (that disgusting draught I drank) he gave him other older medicine. After refusing the other medicine he gives me the old medicine. I sniff it...urgh. Gross. I place it in my book bag. I'll take it to Theo later this evening.
With that I head for Student Council. I hope Hidetoshi is feeling better today.
Gekkoukan High School, Student Council...
It seems that the rest of the council members are here today. Hidetoshi is standing in the center. "The other day, I was talking about the cigarette butt in the boys' bathroom...The teachers want the student to be expelled as soon as I find out who it is." Hidetoshi doesn't look pleased, I mean he has the same face as always but his posture is negative. I stop and think for a moment. Wait...I could tell? Creepy.
"Huh?" Chihiro frowns. The students start talking most of them talking about how that's a ridiculous punishment. Hidetoshi says nothing. Not too long afterwards everyone leaves glancing at each other. Hidetoshi and I are the only ones left.
"Expulsion, huh...?" His shoulders slump and he looks exhausted. He turns to me. "So, Minako-kun, what do you think? …About the smoker's punishment that is."
"Way too strict."
He nods in agreement. "I think so too." he looks torn. "I think once I catch the culprit, I'll give him a good lecturing. After all, the point is to try and prevent it from happening again. It'd be great if I could get people like him to change their ways. I don't sympathize with students who break the rules, but..." I guess that stick is gone. That's a relief. "...will kicking the "bad" kids out really make the school a better place?" He looks troubled. "I don't know why I'm complaining. It's really not like me. I guess I'm just confused because I feel so powerless. I'll have more power if I do what the teacher wants and win his trust. Then, people will have to listen to me." He cheers up and flashes me a confident smile. Not again... "Watch me, Minako-kun! I'll work my way to the top."
I smile at him warmly. "I'll be cheering you on from here."
"Thanks."
I feel as though our bond has strengthened. My inner strength increased. "I have some work to do. I'm going to make a list of suspects. You should go home, Minako-kun. ...And avoid dark roads; you never know who's out there." The concern in his voice warms me and I wave as I leave.
Still the sun is still up...I might as well work a bit. I received another 7000 yen. Afterwards I head back to the dorm. Yukari greets me as I walk in. '...Oh, hey. Sorry, I need to talk to Fuuka..."
"About what?"
"Oh, um, there's something I have to clear up."
"Everyone must be tired after the mission..." Fuuka adds. "Please get a good night's rest." The two of them head upstairs. Akihiko is sitting in the lounge on one of the sofas. He looks up and our eyes meet. I remember last night and turn red, he looks down quickly blushing as well.
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I'm going to go now. With that I flee towards Paulownia Mall. I head for the Velvet Room and drop off the medicine to Theo.
...He drinks the medicine...apparently he finds it refreshing? That said he was forced to eat dry paste so...he gives me a balm of life as a reward. I head to the Police Station and buy a Platinum Watch to fulfill one of Theo's requests. Afterwards I give it to Theo and as a reward receive a summer outfit that looks like it belongs to Mitsuru. Leaving the Velvet Room, I head to the Pharmacy and buy 3 cans of Super Cat Food and a plastic bowl so I can fulfill Theo's request with that done I head b for Game Panic play Lucky Fortune.
7/9/09
After class I head over to Junpei.
"Hey Junpei I-"
"Whaddya want?" he practically snarls at me.
"What-"
"Don't bug me if it's not important. I'm heading home now." with that he walks out of the classroom. I feel like I've been smacked in the face.
"Well screw you too, STUPEI!" I yell at his retreating back. The few students left are looking at me like I'm insane. Well...that certainly will stop the damn dating rumors. In anger I slam the door on my way out. That...fucking jerk!
I bump into Saori on my way out. "Oh Minako-chan! I was on my way to the Library committee do you want to come?" I nod stiffly. She frowns at my behavior but doesn't bring it up.
Gekkoukan High School, library...
"Are you tired? I'll take over for you if you feel you need a break." I shake my head. The work is distracting me. Though...no one is here today..."Hardly anyone's stopped by. It's been like this since this morning."
"I wonder why..."
A female student enters the library but as soon as she meets my eyes she turns around and leaves. What the hell was that about?
"...She left." Saori looks troubled. "I wonder...Is it my fault that nobody's come in today?"
"Why would you say that?"
"Umm...I think I stand out a little...Then again, that's an understatement." Saori smiles weakly. "No one talks to me, no one responds when I say hello...They're not actually doing anything to me, so it's not like being bullied." That's still weird though. "It's just...everyone's being really distant to me. ...Oh, if they see you with me, they might start new rumors..." she frowns at that. I shrug.
"They start rumors about me anyways so it doesn't matter. Let them talk."
She smiles there's no sorrow in it this time. "Minako-chan...yeah...thanks." She cheered up at least.
"Ah, good. You're here." Ms. Ounishi walks into the library. What is she doing here? "There's some extra space left in the newsletter I was talking about. Could you write up something really quickly?" ...
"Oh, yes. But...What should we write about?"
"Is there anything you want to write about in particular?"
"...Not really."
"Oh, really? Hm...What were those kids saying...?"
"What kids...?"
"I did some research into articles that I thought students would like to read about. Apparently, love advice columns are very popular." And my memory has once again gone into the gutter. Damn that Shadow... "Whip up some fake letters and answer the questions."
"Love advice...?"
"I know it's the lowest common denominator, but it's what people want, so what the heck. I'm counting on you two."
"Oh, yes..." with that Ms. Ounishi leaves.
"Umm, the manuscript...Ah, this must be it." Saori pulls out the newsletter manuscript from the stack of papers on the table. "...There's a lot of space left. Can we write that much...?"
"We can half-ass it. Shouldn't be too hard."
"Yeah, you're right. Then, let's get to it. Umm...love advice...what sounds like a realistic problem someone would have?"
"Maybe something like...my boyfriend is cheating on me?" or some psycho fan girls think I'm dating- Do not think about Akihiko. I feel my face burning.
"Is something wrong Minako-chan?"
"No. I'm fine."
Saori looks down at the paper again for several moments. "...It's not use. I can't think of anything to write." she frowns. "Okay, I'll write the title and work on the layout. Can you write the article, Minako-chan?"
"Sure. Should be easy."
"Thank goodness..." Saori gives me a smile. "I don't know anything about that sort of thing after all. Neither do I really.
"My personal experiences aren't worth shit here." I do a double take. Did Saori just swear?
"Shit?"
She bursts out laughing. "Sorry, I just wanted to try cursing for once. How did I do? Did I say that right?"
"It was great!" I give her a thumbs up. She laughs some more. "Ah...that was fun. It's so wonderful to be able to say what I want. Speaking your thoughts out loud...it's a wonderful feeling. ...That's what I thought when I was watching you. I must've been envious of you...Thanks." she looks refreshed and gives me a true smile. I feel our bond deepen as a result and my inner strength grows. "Let's get to work on that article. What should the next letter be about? "I'm in a long-distance relationship and I miss my boyfriend sooooooo much!" ...Does that sound believable?" I nod. And we get back to working, Saori's so much more relaxed now and she says what she means. It's nice to see her like this. It doesn't take us long to finish up either and I head back to the dorm.
My cell is ringing. I answer it.
"Hello? This is Theodore. I sense intense power deep within Tartarus. It seems a path that was blocked is now open...Please be careful. Have a nice day." with that he hangs up. I place my phone back in my pocket and continue walking towards the dorm.
Dorm, 1st floor lounge...
"Welcome back." Mitsuru greets me Akihiko looks up and our eyes meet for a second before he goes back to looking at his beef bowl. "With each full moon, the Shadows are getting stronger. They are employing more dangerous attacks, as well...So even though we have a lot of time until the next full moon, we had best use that time wisely." I nod in agreement and head for Paulownia Mall. I spot Takaya by the fountain. I go over and talk to him.
"Today, I'll tell you a funny story...you know, these days, even a first grader knows how to buy stocks online. How about you? Are you interested in stock trading?"
"Not really."
"What a pity...The stock market is the future of investment. Women need just to smile...I absolutely hate that point of view." ...So because I'm not into stock I'm an idiot? What kind of dumbass point of view- Tanaka sighs heavily. "My company just went public. Since our sales have been skyrocketing, we decided to sell shares. And guess what...? The number of shareholders skyrocketed too." Obviously. "Listen, this is the funny part..." he begins grinning. "The majority of our shareholders are also our customers! They keep buying more of our products, so of course the stock will rise!"
He shakes his head in amusement. "...Isn't that hysterical? You should learn to appreciate the irony. I'm thinking of offering you a job, so you should come up with some stories of your own." Okay...I feel as if I'm slightly understanding Tanaka now, my inner strength increases as a result. "Have you been keeping your promise? You didn't tell anyone, did you? If you go back on your word, I'll find where you live and ring the doorbell every night at midnight!" he walks off. What kind of threat is that? What is he going to do annoy me to death? With that I head back to the dorm shaking my head. Crazy people all of them.
7/10/09
After School
I contemplate approaching Akihiko but when our eyes meet we both turn red in the face and look away from each other.
"Akihiko-senpai about what happened..."
"Yes?" Akihiko looks up at me before his eyes trail over my body. His face turns even redder. "I'm sor-"
"I'm not angry you know...it was the Shadow."
"Yeah...uh...you didn't-"
"I said I wouldn't didn't I?"
He nods. "Um...do...do you want to train later? Next Monday I mean...today's...well...maybe not next Monday because we'll have vacation but-"
I smile brightly at him. My face is still red but at least I don't have to worry about him not talking to me too. "Yeah...I'd love too. Don't worry about it Akihiko. The Shadow was messing with everyone's heads." He nods a little stiffly. He probably feels bad about what happened but for some reason I'm not too bothered. I wonder why...I know that reaction isn't normal but...eh what the hell I'm not going to question a good thing. With a final wave I walk back up the stairs and head for the student council room. As I'm heading for it I hear bizarre music playing from the PA room.
"What the heck...!" Sounds like a male student... "'Gekkoukan Boogie'? Why does the school have music like this...? Must be a teacher's theme song or something. ...Crazy." he laughs. I go inside.
"Sorry, you have to have permission to be in-"
"Can I have it? The music I mean."
"Huh? This music?"
I nod.
The student bites his lip. "I have no idea what it's for, but it says "Gekkoukan Boogie" on it. Though...if you really want it...I guess you can have it. We don't have any use for it, anyway. Here." he hands me a record. "Now, get out of here, before you get me in trouble."
"Thank you." with that I leave.
Gekkoukan High School, Student Council Room...
Chihiro's the only one here for some reason.
"Minako-san...Today's meeting was cancelled. Um...what happened to Hidetoshi-san?"
"What are you talking about?"
"Just now, a teacher called him to the office...The teacher seemed really upset..." she's scared for some reason...
What happened? I go down to the Faculty Office. Hopefully I'll run into Hidetoshi.
Gekkoukan High School, office hallway...
Someone's yelling in the office. I walk up to the door to hear better.
"Don't be so stubborn!" Isn't that the teacher Hidetoshi was speaking too? That voice sounds familiar... "Just put her name on the list!"
"Minako-kun was chosen by the President to be in Student Council." Hidetoshi sounds annoyed. "She's very responsible. That's why I don't consider her a suspect." Huh. He's defending me?
"There are witnesses who saw her wandering the streets at midnight!" What the-? Oh come on! I was probably going to one of those stupid Shadow missions. Or going back to the dorm after work. You'd think I was selling drugs the way he's acting. "A high school girl wandering the streets at night...there's only one explanation for that, isn't there?" Actually no there's several but I'm sure your sleazy mind only came to one. "I thought you hated students who don't follow the rules..." and that proves you know nothing about Hidetoshi you moron. Hidetoshi doesn't hate them, he may not like them sometimes but he certainly doesn't hate them!
"I don't doubt that there were witness, but...I believe in Minako-kun." ...Hidetoshi... "So, I'm not adding her to the list of suspects. ...Besides, I thought we were talking about the smoker. Your accusations of bad behavior...are you trying to slander her? What exactly do you intend to do to her using this list?" His voice goes from annoyed to angry.
"In the end, you're just an adolescent interested in the girls too, huh? I never thought you'd fall for a girl...forget about our deal."
"...If you'll excuse me, then." I don't manage to get away from the door fast enough before I'm face to face with Hidetoshi. He looks at me and then closes the door behind him.
"...You were listening?" he looks a bit uncomfortable at the thought.
"You defended me?" I can't help but ask.
"It may have sounded like that, but I just did what I thought was right." He nods in satisfaction. "That teacher thinks it was you...Did he really pass his certification exam? Don't worry, Minako-kun. Even if the whole school turns on me, I won't sell you out." Is this the same Hidetoshi I met in the beginning of the year? He's changed...but I suppose so have I. I feel our bond strengthen immensely due to his friendship. My inner strength increases again. "...Be careful of that teacher. You don't seem to realize why he's got his eye on you. ...If something happens, call me. See ya, Minako-kun." with that he walks off. I might as well head to see Bunkichi and Mitsuko. I can't remember the last time I saw them.
Iwatodai Strip Mall, Bookworms Bookstore...
Bunkichi and Mitsuko both look uneasy.
"Oh, Minako-chan. We were just talking about you." I feel a bit like a douche now for not visiting for so long. "I'm sorry for troubling you about the persimmon tree..." Wait that wasn't why they thought I stopped coming right.
"Oh no! It wasn't that...I just had a lot on my plate recently that's all." It certainly was true at least.
He nods in understanding. "I see." I remember about the persimmon tree at least. The rumor...I never got to the bottom of it.
"Though...uh...It's what you 'beleave'." Oh god that was corny. I can't believe it just came out of my mouth.
Bunkichi laughs at my terrible pun. "It's really nice having you around...I can make stupid puns whenever I feel like it! ...That persimmon tree is a reminder of our son...Before his death, he was a teacher at Gekkoukan High School...He planted that tree on graduation day with the students in his first class."
"That tree is about to bear fruit..." Mitsuko sighs heavily. "Why now...? Why do they want to cut it down now?"
"Don't worry...I'm sure it'll be fine."
"...Thank you, Minako-chan." Mitsuko has a smile on her face now at least. "...That makes me feel a lot better, it's very comforting talking to you." she appreciative. But...what can I do for her other than give her words.
"Your kindness encompasses everything Minako-chan." I flush a little at the compliment. I'm not that nice of a person. "It's like I'm looking at my wife when she was young!" I know he didn't mean it like that but still. Squick. With that I feel closer to both of them and my inner strength increases. Its getting dark now...
"Don't worry too much about the tree. Just stop by when you get the chance." Bunkichi adds. "Oh, and take this. It's left over, but it's still good..." Bunkichi stuffs a crab bread in my pocket. "Take care."
"Goodbye!" I leave both of them and head back to the dorm. Halfway there I remember the cat Theo asked me to feed. He told me it was behind Port Island Station. I sigh and head back...the sun is still up at least. There are two punks there but neither of them pay me any mind as I take out some cat food. I take a plastic bowl I bought for the request as well and pour the Super Cat Food I bought from the pharmacy into the bowl.
"Eat up!" the weak cat begins to chew as it eats it purrs and the more it eats the more the purring strengthens. Oh good. I stroke its back gently. It looks a bit healthier now. With a final scratch behind the ears I head back to the dorm. I'll probably feed the cat again tomorrow.
Dorm, 1st floor lounge...
Junpei opens his mouth as if to greet me but closes it. "I'm going to study tonight." with that he turns and heads upstairs. Asshole. I'm too angry to study so I turn around and head back for Paulownia Mall. I head for Club Escapade. Some strange man gives me some leggings after telling me how I was stuck in his mind since the first day he saw me. I awkwardly thank him and head up to talk to the monk.
The monk frowns slightly. "Hey, I remember you...I told you not to come back here...Hmph, kids...Well, I don't care as long as you don't get on my nerves. Here, take a seat." I sit next to the monk. "...So, what're you doin' here kid?"
"I'm here to see you...?" I mean...isn't it obvious?
"Don't answer a question with a question, kid. I'm the one askin' the questions here." Wait...what? He scowls at me. "...Still, what's up with the lack of discipline these days, huh? You better watch your mouth, kid. You think you can just shoot off your mouth 'cuz you're a kid? If you were my kid. I'd give you a swift kick in the ass. You don't have to revere me, but at least show me some respect." he's pissed.
"What should I call you then?"
"Mutatsu. ...That's my Buddhist name, of course." he seems to be proud of it. "And don't forget to put "san" at the end." he grins at this bit. "The world's not a forgiving place, kid. You gotta show other people respect." great. Just what I needed. A lecture from a monk that smokes and drinks. Though...he's not doing it to be harsh. I think I understand him a bit better now. I feel more inner strength increase as a result. I yawn...I'm getting pretty tired. "Well, I don't really care what happens to somebody else's kid, but...just go home, alright? And don't ever come back here." with that I head back to the dorm.
7/11/9
Gekkoukan High School, Front Gate...
Junpei approaches me...I wonder why.
"Hey, what's up...?" I don't say anything and we stand there awkwardly for a few moments of silence. "Uh, exams are pretty soon. Have you been studyin'?"
"No...not really."
"...Seriously? Like I care." YOU FUCKING ASKED STUPEI! My eye twitches and without another word I storm off. Fucking asshole.
After School
I'm about to leave when I get a text message...it's from Akihiko. "Ikutsuki-san is coming tonight. He has something to tell us. We'll meet on the 4th floor as soon as everyone is back." the message ends there. Sighing I close the phone. First I head for Port Island Station back alley so I can feed the poor cat afterwards I headed for Naganaki Shrine. I'd hang out with Maiko today. My inner strength doesn't increase but I enjoy talking to her.
Dorm, Command Room...
Mitsuru gives an account of the battle at the hotel to Ikutsuki, thankfully she skims over us being enchanted and finishes. "...So that's what happened on the night of the 7th. It was a difficult operation."
"I see. They're getting tougher...But, it's not all bad news...I called today's meeting because-"
"I'm sorry." Yukari interrupts. "Before we go on, I'd like to ask Mitsuru-senpai something."
"Me...?"
"Since I joined, so many things have happened...I went along with it, without really understanding what was going on...But now, I need to know. I'm gonna ask you straight out..." she looks angry now. "You've been hiding something from us, haven't you, Senpai?" well no shit Yukari. I'm surprised it took this long for you to figure out. "You act like you don't know anything about the Dark Hour and Tartarus...but they're related to that accident ten years ago, aren't they?"
"What accident...?" Junpei turns to Yukari in surprise.
"Y-Yukari-chan..." Fuuka sounds shocked. So this is what the two of them was whispering about.
"There was an explosion near our school, and a lot of people died. It must have been big news back then. You know about it, don't you?" she looks directly at Mitsuru.
"...Yes."
"Luckily, no students were injured. But...around the same time, a large number of students were reported as absent. ...Seems like more than just a coincidence."
"What do you mean?"
"I dug up the old school records, and found something interesting. The students who were absent...They all collapsed suddenly, and had to be hospitalized. Sound familiar? You know, like the girls who bullied Fuuka..."
Mitsuru looks away guiltily.
"There has to be an explanation! What really happened on the day of that accident? The Kirijo Group built our school, so you must know something! Tell me the truth!"
"...I wasn't trying to hide anything from you. It just never seemed relevant. But..."
"...It's okay. It's not your fault." The Chairman sooths Mitsuru.
"...Alright. I'll tell you the whole story...The Shadows have many mysterious abilities. Some research indicates that they can even affect time and space. We think of them as our enemies, but what if we could somehow use them to our advantage? They would be a source of unimaginable power, wouldn't they?"
"What...?" Yukari stares at Mitsuru in shock.
"Fourteen years ago, one man pursued that line of thinking. He was the former leader of the Kirijo Group, Kouetsu Kirijo...my grandfather. My grandfather was obsessed with the Shadows...He wanted to harness their power for something extraordinary."
"Like what...?" Fuuka's eyebrows knits.
"He assembled a team of top scientists, and over several years, he put together an impressive collection of Shadows."
"He what! Damn, that's freakin' crazy!" Junpei shakes his head.
"However...ten years ago, during the final stages of the experiment, they lost control of the Shadows' power...And in the process, the very nature of the world was altered." ...10 years ago? Around the same time I started experiencing Critter Time? Its THOSE bastards fault?
"Oh my...do you mean...?" Fuuka gasps bringing her hand up to her mouth.
"Yes...Tartarus and the Dark Hour." Oh that's bullshit. It's their fault my life has been a goddamn mess?
Yukari sighs.
"By their account, the mass of Shadows they collected split into several large ones that then dispersed. These are the Shadows we've been encountering on nights when the moon is full."
"Is that why they've appeared in different place?" Fuuka is fascinated.
"Wait a minute..." Yukari interrupts a confused look on her face. "If what you said is true, then why did our school turn into Tartarus?" she gasps. "...Don't tell me...That's where they conducted the experiment!"
"...Yes..."
"Then...those students who were hospitalized."
"I'm afraid it's just as you're thinking. Port Island must have been an ideal location for them. It was a highly-populated area, and the Kirijo Group had influence there. They could do as they pleased...As you guessed, the experiment ten years ago was conducted at Gekkoukan High School."
"Does that mean...all we've been doing is cleaning up their mess!" Well someone has to do it. "...You lied to us?"
Mitsuru looks down again.
"You knew too, didn't you, Senpai!" Yukari turns her anger to Akihiko. "They've just been using us! Or, do you not care as long as you get to fight?"
"I never said anything like that!" Akihiko snaps back. "I...have my reasons..." he looks down at that.
"Think what you'd like...It was my decision not to share that information. I'm sorry...I never intended to deceive you." I sigh heavily rubbing my temples again. Grand...just fucking grand. "Convincing you to join SEES was my highest priority. As absurd as it may seem, only we-with our Personas-can fight the Shadows."
"How could you...!"
"Besides...some of us were never given a choice."
"That doesn't give you the right to take ours from us Mitsuru." she looks down again at my words. Ouch.
"I..."
"Mitsuru...Don't." Akihiko places a hand on her shoulder.
"Yukari...It's those in the past who are to blame. And they lost their lives as a result of what they did. We're all in the same boat, here; none of us deserve the burden that's been thrust upon us."
"But...ugh."
"It's been ten years since that incident...no one knows who those Shadows suddenly returned. But, since they're active, at least we can find them and destroy them. Do you realize what this means? What if I told you that those twelve Shadows are the cause of everything?"
"Then, if we defeat them all, Tartarus and the Dark Hour will disappear..?" Akihiko turns to the Chairman in shock. I call bullshit. That's simply too damn simple. Nothing would be that fucking simple.
"Exactly! That's what I was going to tell you earlier. See, it's good news, isn't it?"
"Is that true?" Fuuka turns to the Chairman as well.
"There's evidence to support it." What evidence? "Now, our true battle begins."
"I see..." Yukari sounds disappointed almost.
"Regardless of what's happened in the past, we must fight to protect the people. The Shadows are gaining strength. We can't afford to just wait for them."
"...Indeed." Mitsuru agrees.
"And there are many mysteries still surrounding Tartarus. Why did such a gigantic structure appear in the first place? The answer must lie within it." So more running up nearly endless stairs. Fantastic.
"Mmm..." Yukari still doesn't look pleased. With that we separate. I head for Paulownia Mall. At least there's only six left. I head for the Velvet Room immediately and hand over the CD to Theo. For some reason he had my summer outfit...I just look at him. He did ask me not to ask how he got it after all. I wonder if he raids people's closets in his free time. With that I leave and head over to Tanaka.
"Today's lesson is called "The smaller the dog, the louder its bark!" Have you ever wondered what it would be like to be able to see through people's bathing suits at the beach?"
"Please don't tell me that's possible." Squick. Thinking of all the dirty old men, and young men spying on me is just annoying.
"Oh, yes. You ARE a woman, huh. To me, you're just a cheeky brat, so I completely forgot that." Perverted old man. "Our company has introduced a special filter for digital cameras. Simply attach it to your camera and voila! Start peeping! We've been advertising it in adult magazines. Our ad slogan is "undress them with your camera eye." It's been selling like hotcakes! In fact, it's our number one seller! Unfortunately, customers have been complaining that it doesn't work." Oh thank god.
"I told my employees to just ignore them. Nowhere does it guarantee that you'll be able to see anything. And it's not like anyone would actually admit they brought me. ...By the way, try to cut back on the donuts and cupcakes. I have an idea for an ad campaign. Oh, and keep playing around at night to a minimum." he smiles at me when he says this. What is he planning? "The innocent look may be old, but being viewed as promiscuous is still a minus for your image. You "act" in front of the man you want, right?" Uh...no? "You need to do the same for the customers in front of the TV." ...He's giving me some pretty weird advice. I'm sure it'd be useful...but...I think I kind of get him now. My inner strength increases as well.
"Have you been keeping your promise? You didn't tell anyone, did you? If you go back on your word...It won't be my fault if you get a lot of pizzas delivered to you." What is with his lame threats? Shaking my head I head back to the dorm. You'd think an multi-millionaire would think of something a little more creative.
7/12/09
I do my usual Sunday ritual. Except I feed the cat before going to work. it's a lot better now.
Bedroom, Dark Hour
I sense Pharos.
"It's good to see you again." I sit up in bed and smile at him.
"It's good to see you too."
"How long has it been since we first me? Time passes so quickly. So, how's life as a Persona-user?"
"Something's...missing."
"I wonder what...I hope you'll find it soon. I remembered something else about the coming of the end. It all goes back to an occurrence that took place many years ago...Ten years ago, if I remember correctly." Why does everything go back to that day. "Hey...Didn't your parents pass away about ten years ago? A Persona is like a mirror. Which means, a Persona-user can never escape from his true self. Regardless, I will stay with you...because we're friends." I feel the bond between Pharos and I strengthen. "Good night..." with that Pharos vanishes.
7/13/09
After School
I head for Duck Duck Burger I have nothing else to do. Jeez. That bit about the Shadows has left me depressed.
Dormitory, lounge...
Mitsuru and Yukari are sitting in silence. Everyone is there except for the Chairman.
"What's wrong, everyone? Are you guys hungry?" And Akihiko is oblivious as always.
"N-Not really..." Yukari murmurs. Another awkward silence fills the room. Good fucking grief. All this drama over nothing.
"Umm...Y-You know, it's almost summer break. DO you have any plans?"
"I wish I could go to the beach. Hot sand, cool breeze...babes in bikinis." It takes a great deal of strength for me not to yell at Junpei that he's an asshole but I don't say anything. "Man, it sure would be nice! Somewhere in the south, where the water is crystal clear! But first, we have exams to worry about...Ugh, what a drag..."
"Now, now, you'll be fine. But yeah, I'd love to go somewhere famous for its beautiful beaches, like Okinawa."
"Well, it's not Okinawa, but how about Yakushima?" The Chairman comes in.
"Mr. Chairman...I didn't realize you were here."
"I happened to be in the area, so I thought I'd drop by and tell you my schedule for next week. Mitsuru, your father will be vacationing in Yakushima during the break."
"He will...?"
"You'll all have some time off after exams, right? Why don't you go and pay him a surprise visit?"
"Seriously! We're gonna go on a trip? Yes! Beach babes, here I come!"
Yukari sighs. "Men." Fuuka just chuckles.
"How about it, Mitsuru?"
"But...my father is a busy man; I don't want to ruin his vacation."
The Chairman just laves. "Don't worry…no father would be upset with a daughter who came all that way to see him. You've all done a great job. You deserve to relax for a while. We already know when the next operation will be, so it should be fine."
"...I don't know..."
"I could use a break."
"Senpai! I'm beggin' ya!" Junpei turns to Mitsuru.
She sighs. "...Alright. I guess everyone needs a break now and then. Let's do it."
"Woohoo!"
"Hmm, the beach...I should design a special training regimen..." Ah typical Akihiko. Maybe I could ask to join him.
"Dude I'm stoked!"
"I have to go buy a swimsuit..." Fuuka bites her lips in thought.
"Hey, don't worry! I got an extra pair you can borrow!"
"Nice try, man." Akihiko shakes his head in amusement.
"Are you going to swim too, Ikutsuki-san?"
"I'm afraid I can't. I'll turn to dust if I'm exposed to sunlight." What?
"Whoa, was that a joke?" It was pretty bad one.
"Of course it was..." Akihiko sighs.
Between them talking about the vacation Mitsuru gets up and leaves a few seconds later Yukari follows her.
"Anyways...I need to get to Paulownia Mall. I have work tonight."
"You're always working." Akihiko smiles at me.
I shrug. "Hey. Money makes the world go 'round." with that I'm gone. I get 2500 yen for working.
7/14/09 - 7/17/09
There's exams I don't do much other than come back from school and study some more.
7/18/09
I meet Junpei at the gate. While he talks to me I just nod. I'm still pissed.
After School...
"I'm done, baaaby! The dark days of testing are finally over! The sun is shinin' bright!"
"So, how'd you do?" Yukari looks over at Junpei.
"Hey, check it out! I aced P.E.!" ...you've gots to be joking.
"Well, that pretty much answers the question." Yukari shakes her head.
"Psh, a real man doesn't dwell on the past. I'm thinking ahead to Yakushima!"
"Oh yeah, that's coming up soon. Isn't it...? Are ya read?"
"Not really."
"I see, I guess I should be more enthusiastic, huh?" I shrug. I'm not that enthusiastic myself. "Hey, I don't have practice today, so do you wanna do something? Whaddya do you say, Minako."
"Sure."
"Sounds good! Where we goin'?" Ugh. Does he have to come? "If you need to buy a swimsuit, I'd be happy to help!"
"As if." Yukari shakes her head. "Alright, gimme a sec. I'm gonna go grab my stuff from the locker room. Oh, I'll invite Fuuka, too." She leaves.
"Hey..." Junpei whispers to me. What the fuck does he want? I glare at him in response and he sighs. "Um...I'm sorry about the way I've been acting. I was just in a bad mood and I took it all out on you. I know it wasn't too cool of me." No, it was downright childish.
"Whatever."
"Aw...don't be that way!" I scoff. "Anyways how about we go back to how things used to be between us? Alright, let's get going." he shoots me that smile of his but my heart doesn't skip a beat anymore. Shrugging I pick up my bags and we leave the classroom we run into Yukari and Fuuka right outside.
Gekkoukan High School, Front Gate...
Akihiko is waiting for us here.
"Woohoooo! Freedom at last! What should I do now?"
"Don't worry, I'm sure you'll think of something." Fuuka looks relieved that testing is over as well.
"Hell yeah, I will! ...Hey what're you doing here, Akihiko-san?"
"Ikutsuki-san called me. I think he wants to talk about a new candidate."
"Does that mean another person is going to join?" Yukari looks at Akihiko curiously. I wonder what the new guy will be like.
"Maybe..."
"Ooh, is it gonna be another girl?" What a typical Junpei question.
"How should I know?"
"Fuuka!" Its that girl from before...Natseki? Tasuki? Something.
"What's wrong, Natsuki-chan?" There we go. Natsuki.
"Do you think you can stay after school with me for a mandatory study session? There's, like, no one- Oh you're going back to your "home" home today, huh? Okay, then never mind."
"Hey, wait. It's alright. Let's go. Sorry, I'll see you all later back at the dorm." with that Fuuka leaves with Natsuki.
"I'm really surprised at how much she's changed."
"Ah, friendship...How beautiful!" Huh? What's the Chairman doing here? "Adolescence is such a wonderful thing! So full of vibrancy!"
"Mr. Chairman!" Yukari stares at some kid beside the Chairman.
"Oh hello, I just stopped by to pick someone up. I might as well introduce you to him now."
"Hello." Its an elementary school student. He's pretty small and skinny with brown hair and brown eyes. Other than that there's nothing remarkable about him. Well...he's awfully soft spoken for someone his age but that could just be shyness at meeting a bunch of people a lot older than him.
Akihiko stares at the kid as though he recognizes him and doesn't like it.
"Oh, hi, Ken-kun. What's up?"
Akihiko turns to Yukari. "You know him...?"
"He doesn't leave during the break because of his...circumstances."
"Oh, I heard about that...something about his parents." Nice Yukari...real sensitive. Bring that up right in front of the kid why don't you?
"It was only me and my mom, but she got in an accident, and she...she died." Damn it Yukari! "It happened two years ago."
"...Right now, one of his distant relatives is paying for his school expenses. But, stay8ing at the elementary school dorm all by himself isn't proper for a child his age. So, I decided to move him to your dorm for the summer." So its more proper to send him to Freaks Dorm? I wonder if Ikutsuki was dropped on the head as a child.
"To OUR dorm? Do you really think that's a good idea!" Yukari is justifiably alarmed. This is ridiculous. The kid is liable to get himself killed hanging around us.
"Why, of course. He has the potential." You've gots to be kidding me. A kid? What's next a robot and a dog?
"Then, he's the new candidate...?" Akihiko's not pleased with this.
"Yes...but, as you can see, he's still just an elementary school student. So, it is merely a possibility for now."
"Hm..."
"Are you...Sanada-senpai?" the kid looks up at Akihiko in admiration.
"Um...yeah."
"I've heard about you...You haven't lost a boxing match yet." Hah! Got yourself another fan Akihiko. "It's a real honor to meet you!"
"Yeah, well...It's nice to meet you." its awkward the rest of the day and even going shopping doesn't alleviate it.
Dorm, 1st floor lounge...
"Finally, some time off. Yakushima, here we come! I can't wait for Monday! And then, one week of school 'till summer break! Frickin' awesome!" Junpei's practically jumping up and down in excitement.
"Aren't you getting a little carried away? I mean, the trip is only for a few days, and we'll still have to fight Shadows over summer break." Talk about mood spoiler...jeez Yukari. "In other words, we can't afford to stop training in Tartarus..."
"I know, I know!" Junpei laughs it off. "But, my energy level is so high during summer, no one can stop me! Anyway, tomorrow I'm gonna start packing, so if we're going to Tartarus then let's do it today."
"I have someone to see..." I go upstairs place down my bags before heading back to Paulownia Mall. I go ahead and head to Club Escapade and talk to Mutatsu.
"I thought your face looked familiar...You here again kid? Even Buddha's not that forgiving. Alright, that's it. I'm gonna hand you over to the bouncer and...well, there's no Buddha in this world, so...alright, kid. Stop lookin' at me like that and sit down." Oh. I was glaring at him? Oops. I sit next to the monk.
"...So tell me, is it fun pesterin' an old monk like me whose own wife and kid left him? ...How come you're always alone when I see ya? Don'tcha got any friends, kid?"
"It's not like I don't…" I can't resist it. I want to see if it irritates him.
"What the hell's that supposed to mean?" bullseye "Either ya do or ya don't. Can't ya gimme a straight answer?" He's a bit upset. "What's a "friend" to you, anyway? Where do you draw the line between "friend" and "not friend"?" Huh. Never really thought of that too much. "...Let's define a "friend" as...someone you hold dear. True friendship is seen through the heart, kid, not the eyes...People always want something' in a relationship. They only really love themselves." What a harsh view of the world. "You don't call someone who doesn't like you your friend, do ya? No, you don't...'cuz you know you won't get nothing' from 'em right? Which means, in this world, there's no one you can hold dear."
He taps his foot impatiently and takes another deep drag on his cigar. "At the end of the lonely road of love, kid, you're the only one left standin' there. But, you see those dames over there, the ones on the dance floor?" he gives me a somewhat lecherous smile. Granted...its not directed at me but still... "If you can bring one of 'em over here. I'll be your friend in return. Eh? Whaddya think?" Some monk. I feel his trust for me though and our bond strengths. As it does my inner strength increases.
I yawn. "...Your eyelids're startin' ta droop. Go home for now, kid. You're gonna come back again anyway, even if I tell you not to, right?" with that I head back for the dorm.
7/19/09
Hm...the break begins today. I pack for Yakushima and then head out to Naganaki Shrine. I spot stripped shirt guy sitting on a bench. He looks up at me with such a sad and lonely expression on his face. "Your eyes are so clear...your soul must be burning brightly...the me that I see reflected in your eyes and the real me-if there is such a thing...how far apart are they?" What is he talking about?
"You get hit on the head?"
He gives a weak chuckle. "Good one. Your words are very beautiful. If I had something to write with, I'd write them down. I have a fountain pen...It uses red ink-blood red." Why the hell is nearly everyone I meet a jerkass, freak, or a creep? I can never get any goddamn normal people! "My pen is my supporter, my spokesman, and my friend. However, it seems to have disappeared. Without it, my screams are silenced." The last line is said in a mere whisper but its so filled with pain I feel myself feeling guilty. He just looks so sad.
Before heading into the theatre I go into the back alley and feed the cat a final time. It purrs happily all its energy regained. I head to Paulownia Mall to tell Theo I finished the request.
"Ah...you were able to feed it. I'm glad. I find some similarities between you and cats...That is why I cannot bear to see cats go neglected." What? He hands me some more clothing. Looks like this is Yukari's. I really do want to know how the hell is he getting our clothes. I head back to the theatre, make 9000 yen and go back to the mall once the sun has set. I spend some more time with Mutatsu. His advice while somewhat harsh is very useful.
7/20/09
Time to head for Yakushima.
Yakushima-bound ferry...
"Awesome! There it is! Ya-ku-shi-maaaa!" Trust Junpei to be so damn happy. I sigh the damn atmosphere on this boat is downright oppressive.
"W-Wow, so many tropical plants! Take a look at that one…"
Yukari sighs. Mitsuru just looks out ahead blankly. ...damn...I sigh heavily and lean over one of the railings and stare down into the water.
"Um..." Fuuka looks like she wants to say something.
"I-It's totally amazing, huh! Man, this is so awesome...I'm not even kidding!"
"Junpei-kun." she smiles at him.
Junpei sighs as he looks at the rest of us.
The Kirijo family Yakushima mansion...
Good grief. Mitsuru's fucking loaded. The mansion is huge and beautiful everything looks so clean and well taken care of, as long as being ridiculously expensive.
"Wow..." Fuuka looks around in awe.
"It's like we're in an episode of Lifestyles of the Rich and Fabulous." Junpei's looking around as well.
Suddenly two women in uniform approach us and bow deeply to Mitsuru. "Welcome back, Milady."
"We won't be here long, but I'll be relying on you during our stay."
"You have maids...?" Yukari gives Mitsuru a once over. Seriously Yukari? You didn't expect this? That said I had the unfair advantage of seeing that video tape but still...
"And you must be her schoolmates, correct?" the maids look the rest of us over. "Welcome to the Kirijo vacation home. Please follow me."
"Um, is this the right place?"
...Obviously Yukari. You know any other Kirijos?
"Dude, real-life maids..." and I don't even think I want to know what Junpei's thinking.
"I knew she was from an important family, but this definitely confirms it."
Suddenly some man with an eye patch walks up to us. He's really impressive and a bit frightening. His hair is black and he's handsome in a battle scarred warrior sort of way.
"It's good to see you." Mitsuru says to the man. He just walks away. Damn. What an ass. I hope that wasn't her dad.
"Oh, he left...was that...?"
"Her father?" Yukari adds. If it was that was certainly a cold as hell reception. No question where Ice Queen gets some of her personality from.
"Dude, talk about scary!" ...You do realize Mitsuru can here you all right? Oh whatever. "He's not gonna make us walk the plank, is he?" Ah. Junpei. The ridiculous things out of your mouth still manage to astound me.
"Don't be stupid." Akihiko just glances at Junpei as he says this.
Mitsuru chuckles. "We won't be here long, but make yourself at home."
"Sweet! This is gonna rock! Hey, wanna go to the beach? It's right there. Dude, this place rules! Come on, let's go!" Whose he talking to?
"What, already? I mean, sure, but let me get changed first! Then, I'll see ya there. I'm not gonna waste a single minute!" with that Junpei runs off.
Yakushima, at the beach...
It didn't take me long to change into my swimsuit but when I arrive Junpei and Akihiko seem to be talking about something.
"Ahh...Got my sandals on...Givi' my feet a chance to breathe...Yup! Summer's here!" Junpei's bouncing around like an overeager puppy as usual.
"Ugh, could he BE any louder...?" Yukari sighs next to me. "But yikes, what's with Akihiko-senpai's swimsuit...?" Damn Akihiko! Wearing a damn speedo of all things! My eye twitches as I remember that night. Ugh. I don't think I'm ever going to live that down. Damn them all. "I can feel my face getting red just looking at it..." Think of slimy tentacle monster...think of slimey...ew...yup. I think it worked. I'm not blushing anymore at least.
"Yo, about time you guys got here. Hm? Something wrong, Yukari?"
"That's a pretty...sma...swimsuit..." Should she really be talking? I can't help but wonder. I shrug. Whatever.
"What, don't you know? Swimsuits like this reduce water resistance and-" Of course...typical Akihiko. A
"Oh, that's okay...It doesn't need to be justified. ...Hey Junpei, what's the matter? You look even dumber than usual."
"Maaaan...Talk about a feast for the eyes, haha." ...I sigh. Why does Junpei always make something innocent turn perverted?" Yuka-tan's wearing a more aggressive model that I had imagined! Could be her boldness come from the confidence that her club training has toned her bod?"
"What?" Yukari glares at him.
"And check out our leader! She's one cute mermaid herself! Those curves she usually keeps covered up are lookin' good! I can't ear my eyes away!"
"...thanks?" I'm not sure how to respond.
"Maaaan, the beach is so great. I love this place!"
"Is that umbrella taken?"
"Ooh, and here we have the lovely Miss Yamagishi! ...Wow, Fuuka, I had no idea you were so...I mean, you should wear a swimsuit more often!"
"huh?" Fuuka gasps her cheeks turning red and covers up her stomach with her hands. Yeah...not working Fuuka.
"Oh come on, there's nothing to be embarrassed about!" he chuckles. Jeez. Junpei can act like a dirty old man at times.
"Stop that creepy laugh, you perv!" Yukari glare intensifies.
"And here's our final contestant..."
Mitsuru walks up. "...Hm? Is something wrong?" As usual Mitsuru looks drop dead gorgeous. I swear some people have all the damn luck.
"Wow...Mitsuru-senpai, you're beautiful." Is Fuuka blushing?
"Yeah, your skin is flawless! Did you already put on sunscreen?"
Mitsuru blushes at the scrutiny. "N-no, not yet..."
Akihiko and Junpei are whispering something to each other. Whatever Akihiko says makes Junpei jump up and look directly at me and then back to Akihiko again. "Really?" What did he just say? ...oh whatever it couldn't have been bad. "K-Keep your voice down!" Akihiko looks annoyed that Junpei was overheard and looks at me in alarm. I raise an eyebrow before turning back to Yukari and Fuuka who are still fawning over Mitsuru.
"What're you two smirking about?" Yukari noticed too huh.
"Nothing?" Junpei gives a completely false innocent whistle.
"...Okaaay."
"Man, this is great! I'm in heaven! How 'bout a swim? Buh buh buh bump ba baaa! Charge!" he starts running towards the water.
"Whoa! I'm not letting you win that easily!" Akihiko chases after him.
...huh? Is...someone watching me? I look around. I don't see anyone but the whole time the hairs on the back of my neck are standing up.
"Whoa, it's cold! Hahahahahaha!"
...it's gone now...how strange. I shrug and head in the water. After a few moments of playing I come out of the water. Mitsuru is resting under the parasol. I try to forget about the presence I felt before but I can't. I turn back to the mansion.
"You're leaving already?" Junpei calls to me as I go. I nod in answer and he pouts. "Aw...you suck. Well your loss!" he resumes splashing water at Fuuka and Yukari.
Kirijo family Yakushmia mansion...
I end up walking all the way back to my room. It doesn't take long for me to shower and change clothing. Seeing that I have plenty of free time until nightfall I decide to head out to the forest. I have nothing better to do and it's a nice day.
The forest is peaceful, but...it's too quiet. I hear nothing. No animals, no wind. Just the silent crunch of branches and dried leaves as my feet step over them. That presence from before is watching me again and I shiver. Who or what is watching me and why? It feels...different from when I'm in Tartarus. Those eyes are probing as if waiting for me to ripen. These eyes have no negative vibes to them but I'm still creepied out. I keep going through the forest until I come across some strange sort of field. What's a clear field doing where there was once dense forest? Have I gone insane?
[Minako! Stop!]
Orpheus cries out to me. But...is that? No...it can't be. …Why is he here? How can he be here? My heart feels like its breaking and there's tears in my eyes. Even through the blur I can make out his shape. …how is this possible?
[It is not who you! Stay where you are-! That is a classic trick of his! Stop! Minako-!]
Even if it is a lie. I have to see it for my own eyes. I'm sick of sitting here like an puppet for others to manipulate my strings. I ignore Orpheus' warnings by running into the field.
"AH!" The ground gives way beneath my feet. As I fall I glance upwards to see a pair of bright blue eyes, with that I plummet. I reach upwards for anything and my fingers grip the strangers hand, however it is no use. I'm falling too quickly. His hair is blond is the last thought I have before my vision explodes into shards of a bright white.
End Chapter 9
You guys were due a cliffhanger sooner or later. *laughs evilly*
Answering Reviews Time!
XxXTwilight-SinXxX : Thanks! I'm glad you liked it! I think they don't actually do it in game but rather see each other naked (because of that window that shows you everything in the bathroom) thus why the poor MC gets smacked.
NightmareSyndrom : LOL. The end of Mitsuru's S-Link with the female PC "Hold my hand while I watch the scary movie" adds yet another point. In Mitsuru's defense she's practically the Big Boss of MGS Everybody wants her.
Kisdota-The Freak Gamer: Thanks for the insight. I'm not good at writing lemons so yeah. That'll be the last one. I'll just stick with suggestive. Besides most people can imagine a better smut scene than I'll write.
cartoon moombo: LOL he is. It's not the PC's fault he/she is so awesome! Yeha he is. I suppose so. I might change that too a more I'm sorry it was the shadow's fault thing. But then again Akihiko's the type to blame himself for everything. Hm...now you've got me pondering...and this will be the last update for a while I think. I want to have you all suffer in the wake of the cliffhanger! Can't update too quickly in that case. XD
I always figured the female/male PC would be a little mentally unstable from all the Personas running around their heads. Granted they do tend to show it if you choose all the positive choices for each of their Social Links. I might do a (not too great) fic about it.
Eh. I did a poor job the first time so this is the re-edited chapter. Yay!