Hi I'm back. I'm free on a long weekend. I just watched Charlie St. Cloud. It is so awesome, and kinda sad, about Sam dying and all that. I read the book first.

But I started a new story! I know I don't update enough already, but I ;ve been working on it more than this.

Chapter 26:

" Thank God!" Emily yelled. I chewed on a toothpick that I found in my pocket. I looked at the table.

" Been there, done that. Next experiance please." I said. Everything got silent. I looked up at them. They were staring at me.

" What?" Sam asked. He was shocked. He doubled over. He put his hands on his hips.

" You heard me." I said, snottily. I got out of my chair and went into the kitchen and got some gatoraid out of the refridgerator.

" Yes, we all did. But I think Sam meant why?" Paul said. He was shaking bad. No one stopped him. He was going to burst soon.

" Why?" I asked. " Why would anyone do it? I wanted to feel something different than pain. Something worse, something worth living for. Thats why dad sent me here. He wanted to get me away from all the drugs, all the alcohol, and all of the sex. Not like did it with anyone of those slimbags, but I did do drugs, I got addicted, and got put into a sauna for a week, no drugs, no cigaretts, no alcohol, no guys, no girls. Just me." I said. Everyone was silent. I didn't smile. It wasn't a pleasent memory.

" Your first kiss was Paul." Leah said. " We watched that." I just looked at her and sighed.

" Leah, I never said that." I said. I was ashamed. I looked into Paul's eyes. Tears formed in mine, his gaze was angry. My bottom lip started to quiver.

" You told me I was the first guy you kissed." Paul said. He was mad. He was shaking. All the guys walked outside.

Tears rolled down my cheeks.

" I never lied, to Paul. I've said it before and I'll say it again. He was the first Boy I kissed. Ya'll must have forgot." I said... I just sat in the chair and cryed, not for me, but for Paul, who was really upset right now.

Sorry for the really short chapter! I love you all, but I want to try to update on Mondays. And I also want to thank all the people that update! Thanks.

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