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...Chapter 19...
...It's Not What You Think...

The next morning, Sasha woke up to someone pounding on her door. She looked at the time on her phone and '7:45am' is what she read. "Who the hell is that?" she groaned, getting out of the bed, and opened the door. She saw Jax, Happy, Tig, Opie, and Kozik looking very pissed off. "Uh, can I help you?" she yawned. "This early in the morning?"

"You need to come with us." Jax demanded.

"Alright." she nodded. "Give me ten minutes."

"Hurry the fuck up." Happy seethed through his teeth.

Sasha was taken aback. "Okay, okay, I'll hurry." she said, before shutting the door. "What the hell is their problem?" she muttered, then quickly got dressed. Sasha put on her bulletproof vest, packed all of her weapons in her back pack, and had a few hidden on her, and walked out of the room.

"Come with us." Tig crooked his finger, then they walked over to the van. "Get in."

"Okay." she nodded and got into the van, then the rest of the guys got in and Happy drove off. "Where are you taking me?"

"Oh, you'll see." she saw the look in Jax's eyes and knew that whatever they were planning, it wasn't going to be good for her.

About two hours later, Happy came to a stop, then all the guys got out first. "Let's go, Sasha!" Happy yelled out.

"Alright." she climbed out of the van and noticed that they were at a wooden area, then saw all the guys with their guns pointed at her. In an instant, she pulled out hers, pointing one to Jax's head and the other pointed to Opie's neck. "What the fuck is going on!" she yelled.

"Put your guns down, Bitch."

Sasha glared at Tig. "You first, Asshole."

Jax, still with his gun pointed at her, walked up to Sasha a little bit. "Look, one of our guys has been taken, so why don't you tell us where he is?"

"I have no clue what the fuck you're talking about."

"Oh, yeah? Look at this." Jax held up a polaroid. "This was taped on my bike at my house, along with one of your business cards."

Sasha looked at the picture and her eyes widened. "OH, MY GOD... JUICE!" she screamed in her head, then looked up. "That's Juice." He was tied up, on a chair, bloody and beaten up, with tape around his mouth.

"Yeah." Jax nodded. "It is, now tell me where the fuck he is, because we have no problem killing you."

Sasha sighed in defeat, lowering her guns, and putting them in their holsters. "I was going to wait to do this, but it looks like I don't have a choice."

"Do what?"

Sasha got closer to Jax and looked into his eyes. "You absolutely sure you wanna kill me?"

"Yeah, if you don't tell us what we need to know. We'll kill your whole squad, until we find him."

"Okay, but first, can I show you something?"

"Oh, what the fuck, Jax!" Tig yelled. "Let's just kill the bitch and call it day!"

Jax glanced back at Tig, then nodded with a smirk. "Hurry up, Darlin', you don't have much time."

"Alright." she took off her vest and dropped it on the ground next to her, then she turned around, and lifted her shirt. All the guys saw the familiar crow on her lower back.

"Where the hell did you get that?"

"It's me." she turned around and saw Jax with his eyes wide. "Nicole."

"No, we saw the picture... Nicole is dead."

"No, Jax." she shook her head. "Connor and Logan staged that to make you all think I was dead, but I am very much alive."

Kozik slowly walked up to her and lifted the back of her shirt, looking at the crow, then gasped, looking into her eyes. "It's..." he cupped her face with his hand and rubbed her cheek with his thumb. "Shit, it's really you."

"Yes, it's really me, I..." then all of a sudden, Sasha got cut off by Kozik's lips. Once she realized what was going on, she pushed him away. "Get the hell off me!"

"Nicole." Jax walked up to her. "Why'd you do it then? Why'd you send us that picture with Jaden?"

"Do not call me Nicole... it's Sasha." she took a deep breath, then saw all the guys with confused looks on their faces. "Okay, I'm only gonna explain this one more time." she put her vest back on, then put her hands on her hips. "Connor and Logan sent the picture, because they had these big plans for me, and if I hadn't gone through with it, then both of them would have went to Charming and killed everyone I loved and cared about, mainly you, Juice, Jaden, Happy, and Kozik. I didn't want that to happen, so I stayed away to protect my family and the club... and as for Juice, he gave me a note, before me and my squad left yesterday to meet him at the marina, alone, because he had information on those diamonds we're looking for, and he figured out who I was."

"How?" Tig asked.

Sasha looked over at Kozik. "I accidently dropped an orange tic-tac at T-M, and I guess Juice was doing a little more digging, because he found out that my middle name is Jade, which I had it shortened for Jaden." she paused. "Anyway, I left Juice on the boat and he was fine... I honestly don't know who has him, but I will find out, it's what I do."

"What were you two doing on the boat?"

"Oh, grow up, Jax... what do you think?" she shook her head, seeing the disappointed look on Kozik's face. "Juice and I came up with a plan.."

"Was that before or after you fucked him?"

Sasha smirked at Kozik. "Actually, it was after, but thanks for asking." she rolled her eyes. "We're gonna get rid of my squad and my boss, so I can come back home to my family."

"Okay, when is this supposed to take place?" Jax asked, taking out a cigarette, and lighting it.

"This is what supposed to happen, according to my sqaud... get rid of Jimmy, grab those diamonds, give Zobelle to Lorenzo, and take the diamond back to Prague."

"Wait." Tig stepped forward. "Back up, you said Zobelle? As in Ethan Zobelle?"

"Yeah, he's our target." she raised her eyebrow. "What do you know about him?"

"We're after Zobelle, because of what he did to Gemma." Opie said, lighting a cigarette.

Sasha looked at Jax. "What happened?"

"He had these white-hate pricks rape Gemma, because he didn't want the club was selling guns to the Mayans or the Niners."

"Holy shit! Are you serious?"

"We got the guys that did it to her, but we couldn't get Zobelle, something came up with the club, and the son of a bitch left town."

"Well then." she shrugged. "You can get Jimmy and Zobelle when we go on that mission."

"What about Juice?"

"Jax, I'm gonna do everything I can to find him, like I said, it's what I do... but I need to get back to the motel and find out if my squad knows anything."

"What if they're in on it?"

"I'll be careful, Tig. I know what I'm doing." Sasha took a deep breath. "Okay, until we go after Jimmy, can I trust you guys to keep your mouth shut about who I really am?"

"Why?"

"Because, Jax... if my squad and Lorenzo finds out I'm actually Nicole Morrow and not Sasha Rosco, let's just say, it could get me killed... and it almost did, with you guys."

"Okay, we won't say anything." he gave her a hug and held on tight. "I missed you, Sis."

"I miss you too, but." she backed up to look at him. "Soon, all of this will be over, and I can come home to my family."

"A'ight." he nodded, letting go.

Sasha gave hugs to all the guys, except for Kozik, he had his arms out. "What? No hug?"

"Nope." she shook her head, then looked at the time on her phone. "You'll have to drop me off a couple miles down from the motel. I'll just say I went for a jog or a walk or something."

"We can do that." Jax nodded. "So where's Logan and Connor?"

"Logan is in a coma over in Rome and I killed Connor, while we were on a mission in Tokyo, but nobody's supposed to know that. They all think, it was our targets, and I made it look like it was." all the guys looked at her as if they wanted her to continue. "Uh, it's a long story, and I swear I'll tell you all about it, I just have to get back to the motel, before Declan wonders where I am."

"Why?" Kozik crossed his arms over his chest. "You fucking him too?"

Sasha raised her eyebrow. "Jealous?" he glared at her for a few seconds, then looked away. "Jax, I need to go."

"A'ight." he nodded. "Keep in touch and let me know what's going on."

"Done." she put her hand on his shoulders. "I'm sorry you had to find out about me this way, it never was supposed to happen."

"Don't worry about it, I get why you did it, to protect the club..." she smiled at Jax, then he looked at the guys. "Let's go." then all of them got in the van and Happy drove back to Charming.