A/N ok i know im like been gone forever but i was busy and well i dont really have a good reason...considering its finals right now...but anywho i hope you love this chapter its been on my computer for like a month or two i didnt ever realize that i didnt update this on here...anyway i really do love my fans and thank you for being my fans even though i barely update

Disclaimer: i dont own twilight or any of the characters i just write about them...i wish i did...ooohhh on my christmas list this year...

Dear Santa,

for christmas this year all i want is to own the rights to twilight...well that and taylor lautner (have you seen his abs Santa) please Santa pretty please

Love,

Savannah

Dear family,

If you're reading this, then I'm most likely dead, or you decided to look through my stuff.

Thanks to everyone for accepting me into your family. I love you all and will miss you where ever I go next. I'm hoping you all help Edward take care of Nessie.

I'm sure you, Edward will try to kill yourself again, but please think of all of our family and Nessie. She'll need you now more than ever. Tell her all the good times, well not all…but you know any you think she should know. I think she should also know the bad that has happened. Warn her about the Volturi and how she can't trust them no matter what they say.

And most importantly tell her that true love does exist, I've experienced it myself. I love all of you with all my heart. And wherever you all go I will be with you. I'll send you signs whenever I feel the need.

Esme and Carlisle thank you for making my life as a vampire fun and for being like a parent to me. Rose, thanks for telling me your story even though that could have made me hate you, but I finally understood why you didn't want me to be a vampire. Emmett thank you for the fun times and the times that you were making sexual jokes IN FRONT OF MY FATHER; and thank you for loving me like a sister…and hahaha I won the arm wrestling match hahaha. Jasper thank you for trying to kill me on my 18th birthday…if you hadn't I wouldn't know what heartbreak feels like and I wouldn't fully appreciate love. Alice thank you for being my sister and helping me no matter what the issue.

Oh and Alice I don't remember if I ever told you about Rio, but Rio was where I was gonna send Nessie and Jake when the Volturi came.

Love ya lots,

Bella (don't call me Isabella) Cullen

A/N i would love reviews they might make me write faster...love ya