A/N: (PLEASE READ) I'm back i know i hadn't wrote for a long time.. as i'm having a MAJOR writers' block.. GOMEN NASAI!! i'll try to update more.. cause, i'm just back onto writing.. And, btw i think my writing style has changed, so pardon me!!


"Fine, Soichiro-san, i'm very fine with it. At least i can get that weirdo off me already.." Ryuuzaki forced a smile out.

Matsuda was surprised, but he knew he couldn't expressed a very big expression out; it would expose Ryuuzaki and Raito's forbidden relationship. Soichiro Yagami remained calm, but the pouring sweat betrayed him. After a long silence, then came Soichiro Yagami's statement. Raito was to be chained to Matsuda. Having all eyes on him, Matsuda hardly managed to forced out even a faint smile, instead, one large drip of sweat poured down his face. Ryuuzaki sloppily returned to his room, where his lover was waiting patiently for his return, without any knowledge of their soon parting.

"Ryuuzaki, what was it about?" Raito asked, still sitting on the bed when Ryuuzaki entered the room.

"... ..." Ryuuzaki did not know how to answer Raito, he sat next to Raito, reluctant to raise his head and put his eyes on his lover.

"Ryuuzaki? Ahh... Nevermind, let's play...?" Raito said in a childish and playful manner.

As Raito raised his hand and attempt to cover Ryuuzaki's eyes, Ryuuzaki turned away. Raito continued to try, thinking that Ryuuzaki was just playing. Just as Raito wanted to strip him, Ryuuzaki turned and stared at Raito.

"RAITO! Err.. just ... just... stop that..." Ryuuzaki stammered through the last part as he knew he had shocked Raito when he yelled his name.

"Ryuu... Ryuuza... Ryuuzaki... Ryuuzaki.. look at me... look at me... Ryuuzaki..." Raito tried to make Ryuuzaki look at him; but to no avail.

"RYUUZAKI!! LOOK AT ME!!" Raito cupped Ryuuzaki's face with his hands and forced Ryuuzaki to faced him.

"Daijoubu desu ka (Are you okay)? Ryuuzaki. Daijoubu?" Raito was very worried, especially when Ryuuzaki wanted to look away.

"...Raito... Raito... Raito... let's... let's just forget about all the things we did together... alright..." Ryuuzaki wanted to cry.

Just as Raito wanted to speak, Ryuuzaki covered his mouth. Raito soon kept silent and Ryuuzaki started to help Raito get dressed. He combed his hair, he wiped off the drops of tears which Raito had on his face when he got worried for Ryuuzaki just now. And throughout all those things, they both kept silent. Perhaps to think about what they had done, what they had said, what they never regret, and what they regretted.

It was when Matsuda came in knock on their door, Ryuuzaki finally spoke.

"Raito, let's just forget what we did together... I'm the great detective, you are the suspected murderer. I'm gonna investigate on the kira case. You should be keep 24hours in the jail, but you are here, helping us to investigate, directing us off you. But, i'm not gonna take my eyes off you, kira. I'm just testing you, it seems that you could act and cover yourself up quite good. As i said, i'm not gonna be fool, kira, i'm not as stupid as -" When Ryuuzaki paused to take a breath, Raito broke out in tears.

"STOP IT! STOP ALL THAT!! Naze (why)? Naze?! Why do this to me?! I thought we were real?! Aren't we? Why... Why do this to me now... why... why..." Raito shouted till he had no energy to shout, and was mumbling 'why' all over.

"PIANG! Yagami Raito, you are officially shot dead by the great detective, L!!" Ryuuzaki excalimed.

Raito's whole face was soaked in tears, he did not know what to do except for gripping on to his shirt to relieve stress and the pain he is feeling at that moment. Ryuuzaki then went to wipe off the tears on Raito's face, and said

"Do not fake tears, Kira."

Owari. o6/o6/o7.


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