Hey! this is chapter two this one has a bit more cursing and other "things" so yeah i hope you like it and i dont own inuyasha im am going to try to update as soon as i can its just school is almost over and i have to study for my final exam (High School Stinks!) and umm dont hate me for the things im making rin go though just remember what the story is called "My savior" ok then read on and enjoy
My savior
3 yrs and a ½ later
I was in the middle of my junior year of high school still I was miserable, I just turned 17 and I had one more year off hell left. In the time period of 3 yrs my abuse was worse my dad had a girlfriend (who lived with us) who was some lazy ass, crack head, meth head bitch who helped my father beat me. My father found a new way to torture me. sexual abuse. he raped me even if I didn't do anything I now hated him but i loved him I keep thinking that my old dad will come and that we would be happy again like when my mother was alive. at least my acne cleared up and I went down to a size 5 but my hair was still dull and now I had dark circles and tried lines under my eyes from not being able to sleep from the noise my dad and his girlfriend made when they were fucking their brains out and the fear of him coming to rape me at night while I was asleep and not to mention the fucking damn nightmares I been having all this cause me to barely sleep. I was a loner at school I had no friends even though Kagome and Sango tried to talk to me every now and then but it seem as though their giving up on talking to me.
Of course Kagome and Sango are the most popular girls in school along with their boyfriends Inuyasha and Miroku and some other kids every day at lunch Kagome would ask if I wanted to sit with them but seeing as though I said no to much she stopped asking now I sat alone two tables from the left of them where I had a perfect view of them not. that I was watching them I usually just sat their staring at my food thinking about how my life would be after I turn 18 when I'm allowed to get out of the hell hole that surrounds my low and miserable life.
I promise myself that I'm going to have a great life after I get out of here and do something with it. I refuse to die lonely and sad. I smiled at the thought of having a husband and children and just being the happiest person alive. Then the bell rang for 3rd period oh how I hate block scheduling 90 mins in a class was a total bore but I did get good grades seeing that if I didn't I would be in grave danger. As I walked to my 3rd period class some kids were making fun of me as usual they would say 'close your legs' or 'the silent slut' because I had a hickey on my neck that was given to me by my father while he raped me one night I know, I know Its so gross but I wasn't allowed to wear makeup so I couldn't cover it up. I ignored the nasty comments and went to math class and sat in my usual seat in the back.
the teacher was always trying to get me to talk which was getting pretty annoying
"Class we are going to be working on a project every one will be partnered with someone"
'oh no! why god most you torture me so! OMG I cant work with anyone I smell! (still have to ask dad about showers) shit shit shit! Please forget about me please please please'I thought
"Rin you are going to be partnered up with Sesshomaru our new student I also want you to catch him up to where at in class" the teacher said 'FUCK'
I stared at the teacher my eyes wide as can be I cant do this I turned my head to see Sesshomaru I was totally captivated by his golden orbs and his long sliver hair he was the most handsomest boy I ever seen…wait a min. I know him….from middle school yeah that's it I had a major crush on him in 6th grade great now I had to sit next to him I smell horrible! The bell rang. 'yes saved by the bell now I have to beg my father to let me bathe'
The rest of the day went by quickly I literally ran home I had to try and beg my father about the showers I would do anything I didn't want to smell bad anymore I didn't want my smell to bother Sesshomaru when I got home I knocked on my father's door "What!"
"dad it's me I have to ask you something" i said nervously
"come in"
I opened the door to only see my dad and his girlfriend naked she was giving him head and it was the most grosses thing I ever saw I turned around to leave but my father called my name
"yes?" said in an low voice
"what did you want to ask me ?" he said
"your busy"
"tell me"
"ummm…I wanted to ask you if I could take a shower everyday with no time limits"
"hmmmm….let me think what will you give me in return?" he said with an evil smirk "
What do you mean?" I said afraid of what he would say
he push his girlfriend off him and stood up walking towards me 'Shit'
"you have to give it to me willingly…" he said as he gabbed my left breast massaging it with his fingers I could feel his pulsing member rise "No!" I said pulling away from him "then you can forget about your bathes bitch" he said as he slapped me with the back of his hand I fell to the floor and tried to crawl away but he pulled me back to his feet and punched me in the stomach felling the air knocked out on me I grabbed my stomach he kneeled down beside me and licked the tears that escaped my eyes away "hey baby come and help me hold her down" he said to his girlfriend She walked over to me and held my arms above me as my father pulled down my jeans and panties I had no strength to fight them off so I just laid their crying really hard and screaming "please stop" my face was red and I coughed in pain as he thrust his member inside of me. when he was done he teased me by putting his fingers inside of me I screamed and screamed no one came to my rescue once again 'what did I do to deserve this'
After they were doing stuff on me i laid their on the floor half naked I laid their for about another 5mins. My dad came back and carried me to my room he threw me on my bed making me hit my head on the headboard of my bed causing the corner of a book to hit me right on my cheek bone. I could feel the bruise coming great now I had to go to school smelly and on top of the a bruise on my face why do I even bother living? I couldn't sleep the whole night I was thinking about Sesshomaru I haven't thought about him in forever
Even though I just got beaten and raped I felt ….happy? Yeah I felt happy for the first time in years just the thought of him made me see a speck of light in the darkness I was living in. Was he that powerful over me? 'No I have to take a shower I really do' I thought about how could I take a shower without people or father noticing? 'Oh I can go to school early and take a shower in the girls locker room brilliant! I wish I would have thought of it sooner but oh shit the doors would be locked…damn…oh wait theirs a window I cant break into'
ok well thats all for now i hope you liked it
please reveiw i'll update soon ok then buh bye everybody
-Slayprincess