chap.4
My savior
RIN'S POV
So my plan was working and I bathed every single day and it was great I looked much more cleaner but I didn't feel clean I started crying every time I took a shower I just couldn't get this dirty feeling off of me maybe it was because my father was still raping m and touching me. I couldn't help but feel so useless and horrible I just wanted to sink in a little corner and stay their forever but the thought of Sesshomaru who had become my one and only friend who I secretly am in love with (expect kagome she totally knows I'm falling for him) but the weird thing is that I see him every morning staring at me he probably thinks I don't notice so I just leave him alone even though it is a little creepy. After I was done getting ready I went to my usual spot up in a tree and started in to space thinking about Sesshomaru waiting for sunrise. The day went by the same as always it was a pretty good day at school that is at home well that's a totally different situation. T
The next morning before I headed to school I started to wash some dishes then my dad comes out of nowhere yelling because theirs no beer then he started yelling at me saying that I drank it all I tried to tell him it was him but he wouldn't listen he was really mad you can never mess with a drunks beer.
He grabbed me by the hair and dragged me to the bathroom he took off my clothes and made me bend over I grabbed the sink counter and screamed as every thrust was harder and faster I cried and cried as my dads girlfriend laughed and laughed
he was hurting so bad he had never been so rough before and I was scared when he was done he throw me on the floor and went on top of me and touched my privates while kissing my neck and giving me a hickey. Finally when It was all over I grabbed my clothes and ran out of the house with all my stuff I cried the whole entire way I walked to school then I remembered Sesshomaru always watched me so I dried my tears and jumped the fence to take my shower I put the water on all hot and sat down with my head on my knees crying as the hot water hit my back. I was truly miserable
after my shower I got up and got dressed I wore light blue jeans and a teal plain shirt I was in such a rush this morning that I forgot my sweater so the cut and bruises on my wrist were clearly visible. When i went to go jump the fence I fell horrible on my ass which made it hurt more then it already did I walked to my tree and deicide not to even attempt to climb it. My lower body was hurting terribly and I didn't want to hurt myself again so I just sat on the floor my back facing the sunrise ' Sesshomaru is probably laughing his ass off from my fall'
As I heard the school bell ring I got up and head to class I didn't even pay attention I felt pain all over my body my father had defiantly gone to far when lunch came I didn't even bother to eat then I saw kagome waving her hand to get my attention
"Rin you-who over here"
I turned my head to face her "hey rin come sit with us" kagome said
I shook my head no "oh come on there is a seat for you right here" kagome said pointing to the chair that happen to be right next to Sesshomaru "no thank you" I said and turned my head and grabbed my fork to act like I was eating then from the corner of my eye I could see her coming towards me I dropped my fork down on the table in irritation which everyone at the table saw including kagome "kagome what do you want"
"I would like it if you sit with us"
"I don't want to"
"Rin yes you do! now your coming!" kagome said I finally gave in I rolled my eyes in frustration I was In pain and her insisting was making it worst I got up and went with her to the table I sat right next to Sesshomaru and looked down everyone in the cafeteria was watching them I went to tuck my hair behind my ear when I heard some one gasp I looked up to every one staring right at me
"whoa" Inuyasha said "what?!" I snapped "rin what happened to your wrist"
I looked down at my wrist and saw three bruise shaped as fingers on each of them 'oh great I need an excuse'
"umm…I-I-" I could feel the tears coming I had no excuse they were going to find out they all stared waiting an answer "umm" I could feel the tears swim in my eyes 'I would not cry in front of them I would not cry think of any excuse'
"umm long story…I was climbing…yeah and I was going to fall and he grabbed me by my wrist so I wouldn't fall?" I said nervously they so bought it!
"oh yeah I remember you love to climb things" Sango said "yeah so anyways what you been up to your always by yourself" Inuyasha said "studying I want to get in a school in America"
"really wow but that doesn't mean you cant have friends" Kagome said
"yeah well I have to go"
"but-"
"bye" I ran out of the cafeteria they were asking way to much questions and again as I was walking to class the jerk said another rude remark this was really pissing me off. I got to class first so I was able to cry a little bit but then Sesshomaru came in and I wiped my tears and took my hair and clipped it up but I totally forgot about the hickey I had so it was clearly visible on my right side the side that Sesshomaru was on. I notice him staring at me so when I turned my head to ask him what he wanted he had an eyebrow raised I looked at him confused but then it hit me 'MY HICKEY! OH GREAT NO HE'S GOING TO THINK I'M A TOTAL SLUT' I hit my forehead and unclipped my hair so that it would hide that disgusting mark my father made I heard him chuckle and I looked at him "it's ok that's your business" he said smiling I turned my head to the left and silently cried
Sesshomaru POV
When I saw her fall I just wanted to go run up to her and see if she was all right but I didn't want to lose my cover. Then I noticed she didn't climb the tree or look at the sunrise I wondered what's wrong with her. Then at lunch when she sat with us we saw these really bad bruise on her wrist and I could tell she made up that story about the climbing thing then in class she had a hickey on her neck and I couldn't help but feel a tad jealous I wanted to be the one kissing her neck wait what the hell am I thinking!? So what if she has a boyfriend but then she turned her face and I could tell she was crying like how she wanted to cry at lunch
Normal POV
After 3rd period rin went to her next class when everyone was settled the boy who always made fun of went up to her "oh what is that another hickey? who knew someone as silent as you was such a slut you know rin you will always smell like shit to me"
Rin was beyond angry she had a pounding headache the lower part of her body sore from that morning. Sesshomaru saw from the corner of his eye rin's hand clutched in a fist her knuckles white and her face red she was very, very mad just as Sesshomaru was going to stick up for rin she got up from her seat.
"YOU KNOW WHAT YOU GOOD FOR NOTHING SON OF A BITCH HAS IT EVER ACCURED TO YOU THAT YOU WERE THE ONE WHO SMELLED LIKE SHIT SEEING THAT YOUR SO FULL OF IT! AND WHAT I DO AFTER SCHOOL IS NONE OF YOUR CONCERN" rin said walking out of the classroom leaving every one in awe Sesshomaru also got up and followed rin outside
Sesshomaru POV
I ran to catch up to her she was already outside and it was raining I saw her on her knees on the floor I went to go get my car and I beeped the horn to get her attention when she looked at me I saw all her sadness overflow her "come on" I said She looked heist for a second but then she got up and went inside my car I drove around the town while she cried and cried then I stopped the car in a parking lot and she looked at me with the saddest expression I ever saw I quickly pulled her close to me and let her cry on my shoulder I don't usual do this I'm not a very nice person but this girl made me feel warm inside and I had been longing to touch her but then that simple touch caused me to cup her chin and kiss her softly on the lips then I realized she had a boyfriend so I let her go and started the car 'what did I do?!'
RIN'S POV
'OMG he kissed me!' it felt so good…I just had my first real kiss but why did he pull away?…oh shit the fucking hickey! Damn he thinks I have a boyfriend should I tell him I don't? no then he'll think that I'm a slut because of the hickey'
"Where do you live?" he asked me I gave him the directions I was almost home but then I looked at the clock "4:00!?" I yelled 'oh no I'm in for it now'
I was always to be home right after school at 3:30 and I was half an hour late and a boy was driving me home I was in deep shit.
As he pulled into my drive way I saw my dad out side with an umbrella "shit" I said under my breath i'm sure Sesshomaru heard me because he looked at me when I said that My dad walked to the driver side of the car and Sesshomaru brought the window down "hello sir"
"oh hello thank you for bringing my daughter home…rin you had me worried "sorry dad" I said in the lowest voice I got out of the car and followed my dad inside I was in deep ,deep shit but just before I went inside I saw Sesshomaru still their I mouthed "go" to him and he looked at me weird but my dad didn't know he was still out their so he grabbed my hair and pulled me inside he closed the door behind me and dragged me to the ground "WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU DOING WITH THAT BOY"
"DAD IM SORRY WE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING" I cried "OH IS THAT SO YOUR GOING TO GET IT NOW"
"NO NO NO NO DADDY NO!!!!!" I screamed as he pulled off my shirt I tried to get away from him but it was no use his girlfriend came to the room and helped him hold me down he removed my bra and jeans and started slapping me like he never did before he then took off my underwear ready to rape me yet again as he pulled down his pants and went on top of me I squirmed underneath him I would not let this happen to me twice in one day then he put his hands around me neck choking me 'OMG he's going to kill me mom please send someone to help me' and at that thought Sesshomaru came burst in the door and grabbed my dad off of me and started punch the shit out of him when he finally got knock out I was on the floor naked shaking and crying my secret was out My fathers girlfriend locked herself in the room from fear. Sesshomaru walked up to me and just held me tight I totally forgot that I was naked and held him back he was my savior.
Sesshomaru POV
When I saw her mouth "go" to me I thought that was a little weird but then I saw a hand grab her hair and dragged her inside. I got out of my car and walked to her door then I heard yelling and her pleading. I tried to open the door but it was locked until I could finally burst in the door I saw her naked with the man she called her dad on top of her trying to get him off her then I saw him trying to choke her to death I ran up to him and punched the shit out of him until he was knock out cold now it all made scenes from the sudden change of personality to the bruises to the hickey's she was being abused I couldn't help but feel sorry for her she had been though a lot kagome told me that her mother died when she was in 8th grade and from that moment she changed.
I looked at her naked form in the corner of the room sobbing in her pain I walked to her and held her close to me "don't worry I'll protect you" I whispered "thank you" after about 5 mins. She got up and walked to her room "I'll be out in a sec" she said in a small voice she came back out wearing a black matching jogging suit "I'm going to call the police" she said and she did within mins. The police came and arrested her father and his girlfriend I saw rin cry I walked to her and hugged her tightly. I really don't do this for just anybody but I feel this strange connection towards her I cant really explain it. I held on to her as she cried and cried I wouldn't let her go not after what she's been though I cant I couldn't she held on to me and for the first time in years I felt whole.
ok thats all for today please review! i hope you liked the rin and sesshy moments! thanks for reading
-Slayprincess