A/N from A.C.: This chapter totally makes no sense but it is kind of vital! Our little medic is important! Hehe, this was fun to write.

It's been two days since Barry and Hogan came to 'see' me. I heard that they had raped another prisoner just an hour after they had seen me. They scarred and hurt the guy so much he was sent to the infirmary. The two guards were suspended from their jobs for about a month. Firenze said that he got in trouble for not stopping them, but at least he helped me out.

That's how I get my news. Firenze will come over and talk to me when he gives me food.

He came to see me today with someone new. They got some new guards to replace Hogan and Barry. But I don't think this guy is one of them. He looks like a medic, and I think that's what he is.

The guy that came with Firenze today is called Colin. He acts like a child. Odd choice for a medic, hm? He must be good at what he does. He's visited me one other time but only watched as Firenze and myself talked.

"'ey, pet, brought yer food." Firenze held the chocobo meat out between the bars of my cell. I got up from my cot and walked over, taking the small tray. I stood in front of him busying myself with picking off little bits of the old meat.

"Thank you…"

"Colin needs ta give ya a physic'l, 'kay?"

I gave a small nod, "Okay…"

I stepped back when Firenze took out his keys and unlocked the door. Colin's blue eyes were locked onto me, and I gave him an evil smirk.

Colin walked into my cell cautiously and put his medical kit down on my cot. I frowned as he turned to look at me.

"Uh... I- I'll need to see you..."

I continued picking at the rotting meat and looked at him, "You're looking at me right now."

Firenze spoke up from outside the cell, "Jus' let 'im check ya, pet. 'e ain't gonna do nothin' bad to ya."

I snarled, "Only Weiss is allowed to see me like that."

Colin looked confused, he must be new to the Tsviets all together, everyone knew about Weiss and I. He pulled rubber gloves on and looked at me. "Listen to the guard. I just need to do a few exams and that's it."

I narrowed my eyes and quickly stripped out of my clothes, "There. Happy now?" I wasn't embarrassed of my body, no. But, only my brother should see my private parts if I had anything to do with it.

He walked up to me and kicked my clothes away. He reached up and grabbed my chin, pulling me down to his level. His fingers traveled, lifting my unpper lip to check my teeth, lifting my eyelids to look at my eyes. He pulled at my hair, poked and prodded me and checked my jaw.

I feel like a slave for sale.

He made me open mouth and he got a tiny flashlight and shined it in my mouth to check for Shiva knows what. The medic moved the light to shine in my eyes and ears next. This is really getting annoying.

And here I thought that I would just be hanging out in my cell all day and occasionally talking to Firenze.

His hands moved to trace over the tattoos that covered nearly every inch of my body. He felt my muscles and skin before checking my hands and fingernails (that had basically turned into overgrown claws).

Colin took a step back after a while and asked quietly, "Could you please put your hands on the wall and lean over?"

I snarled at him, "Why?"

"I need to check your prostate. It's one of the few things I can check, we don't want you dying from a cancer there if we can help it. I couldn't find anything wrong with the outside of your body, now I have to check the inside. Plus, it's just a harmless test, don't worry."

I growled and looked to Firenze with a 'Do-I-really-have-to-do-this' look and he just nodded.

Quietly, I got into the position that Colin wanted me in. I heard a cap open and a squirt of something and a cold prodding at my entrance. "This might hurt..." He warned as his finger slipped into me and I hissed lowly.

He felt my channel tighten up and whispered, "Sorry..."

My mind ventured off to think of Weiss... I haven't been touched in such a long time, even if this is a medical appointment, it still feels good. His finger wriggled around inside me and I bit back a moan. He pushed his finger deeper in me and prodded at my spot. The tingling sensation made me drop my head forward, moaning softly. My mouth opened, letting out panting breaths and I felt my cheeks burn red.

The medic let out a little squeak, "I- I guess I found it..."

I let out a low hiss, "No shit! Hurry up, damnit!"

"O- Okay." He prodded at it again and I let out a low groan, clawing at the wall.

A few seconds later, he pulled his hand away. I looked over my shoulder at him, not wanting to show him exactly what that 'harmless' exam did to me. He moved away from me and removed his rubber gloves.

"Thanks for cooperating… I'll give the results to the guards." He mumbled quietly with a faint blush on his cheeks. That was the last thing he said before he grabbed his medical kit and walked out of my cell.

I lowered my hands from the wall and moved back to my cot, lying down on my back. I wrapped a hand around my swollen member and stroked myself slowly, moaning deeply. I looked over to the cell door and saw Firenze watching me with a blush on his face. My eyes eventually looked back to the ceiling as I kept stroking myself, bringing up memories of my dear Weiss. How his hand would feel around me… how his warm, wet mouth would feel around me… Oooh…

Footsteps clunked down the hallway as Firenze locked and left my cell.

I stroked myself faster, jerking my hips up into my hand as I thought about that one time that Weiss let me top… That one, single time… Oooh, it felt so good.

I let my head drop back against the cot and arched my back as I came with Weiss' name on my lips.

He is with me even now… Even when I'm alone in my cell… Weiss is here…

What can I do..?