Seth shot up from the ground from where he was sitting and started running, not bothering to change just in case any one caught his drift of though.

Five minutes later he was in front of the wet lawn, the grass was firm and slippery from the rain that was pounding down from the sky, making Seth slip but right before his face was about to hit the ground something grabbed his arm and pulled him to his feet, Seth felt like he had just gotten hit be lighting were the strong, large hand had grabbed him, and he looked up to see who it was.

To his surprise it was Paul. And he found himself wondering if Paul had felt the same, had felt the lighting or was it him just going crazy?

Paul grinned at him .

" You should be more careful, huh, pup, wouldn't want the baby wolf getting hurt now would we?"

" I'm not a baby!" Seth growled momentarily forgetting who the hell he was talking to and instantly regretting it when he saw the blank look on Paul's face. Worrying that he had made him mad and he would attack him or even worse not talk to him ever again.

But after a moment Paul grinned down at him and ruffled his hair adorably.

" Hey, sorry, I'm just kidding Seth, no need to get all Mr., Aggressive Wolf, that's my job remember?"

Seth laughed.

" Yeah, sorry man. And yeah that is your job, always will be." he said turning around and beginning to run towards the house.

" Bye Seth," Paul yelled, and Seth could have sworn he heard sadness in that normally rough, sex, husky voice.

"Bye Paul." Seth yelled back feeling bad. A shiver ran throw his body as he said Paul's name.

He opened the door holding on making sure he didn't slip and fall on his ass, like he had almost done in front of Paul. Which was so embarrassing to him. Paul must think I'm stupid I'm a werewolf I'm supposed to be good at not falling and killing my self. ( A:N yeah I know a little exaggerating there, but this is my story and in my story Seth exaggerates a lot, just like me [: )

He stepped throw the door wiping his pair feet on the blue walk-in thingy carpet.

He made his way to the table were Emily was sitting on the table alone doing a cross-word puzzle she was doing. The house was quiet. And no one was there.

" Emily?" he asked quietly not wanting to bother her or scare her from his quiet hesitant approach.

She lifted up her head slowly and when she meet his eyes she smiled hugely and warmly at him. Her eyes were confronting and welcoming as though she had known for the reason why he was standing here in her house looking scared as hell and crazily nervous.

"Hi, Seth." She said warmly.

"Um, I, Hi E-Emily." he stuttered out.

After a moment of silence of Seth looking around the room trying to avoid Emily's eye, and Emily looking at him with a confused expression, Seth sighed and said,

"Emily can I tell you something?" he asked sounding like he wanted her to say no or that she was busy or that she had already known so he didn't have to tell her, and say it out loud.

" Of course Seth. No ones here. Everyone's out for the day." she said pushing a side her cross-word and resting her chin in her folded hands.

Seth bit his lip, wondering how to tell her, wondering how she would react, or if she would laugh at him, or worst TELL SAM! Then he found himself blurting out everything, so fast he wasn't sure if she had understood.

"Emily,I''mgoigcrazy."

Emily's eyes widened and she throw up her hands.

"Seth, Seth ,stop, slow down I don't understand a word that your saying."

Seth took a deep breath, and his eyes glazed over, and he was blinded by the tears that had appeared in his eyes. And he said it as simply as he could, he was nervous because no one knew about this.

"I'm gay."

And in stead of being shocked, and disgusted or laugh in his face Emily smiled, a silent message of her saying it was okay and he could tell her everything without him worrying or embarrassed.

Seth felt relived, happy, and finally like someone totally understood him, and liked him for who he was, and wouldn't judge.

He felt at peace, even though there was so much thing to explain, and he had someone to share it with.