Hey guys thanks for the awsome review you really put a smile on my face! I had a stressful day i had to take a final exam for science and i didnt know crap! i didnt know velocity, speed and accerlation werent the same piece of crap!they all have to do with how fast! gosh i'm so mad!!!!! (dont think im stupid i have A's and B's but i just get science)so ok then i'll stop boring you and let you read the story this chap is really mushy!!

SESSHOMARU POV

Before Rin came out of the shower I was thinking about her about my feelings towards her. I wanted to tell her I really did but what if it was to soon? then when I saw her come out of the bathroom we talked a little I was hoping that she would come down stairs with me but she didn't want to go. Then one things led to another and we start making out. I was so happy that I had her in my arms I wanted to stay like that forever but that's when the moment was ruined by my family. god I was so mad I felt like ripping their eye balls from their socket and tearing their throat and eating it for breakfast now what was I suppose to do I couldn't keep rin here but where would she go? Maybe if I explained her situation to my father maybe just maybe he would let her stay but I highly doubt it but it was worth a try. so about an hour later we both went down stairs and my step-mother asked me if I have a relationship with rin I so badly wanted to say yes but I didn't want to freak rin out so I just said she was my friend which was true

"oh so friend you just have sex with??" father said "nothing happened" I said "and what does it matter I'm 18 anyways"
" Sesshomaru it's not the age that matter's it's the fact that you did it in our home!" his father said "I understand that but- 'I love her'" I thought "but nothing I need her out of the house this instant"
"she has nowhere to go!" I yelled "that is not my problem I want her out of the house I mean look at her you could tell she is nothing!" he said pulling rin's arm and heading for the door "don't talk about her that way!" I said looking at rin who had tears in her eyes pulling her back towards me "don't tell me this girl means something to you"
"so what if she does?!" I yelled "how could you settle for something less than you!?" he yelled at me my father was a man of pride "Sesshomaru I'm sorry…I'm leaving" rin said running to the door and leaving crying "how could you be so full of your self she has no where to go!" I yelled running to get rin back but my father stopped me " "leave that miserable piece of shit!" he said I couldn't control myself anymore I punched him straight in the face making him fall back to his wife who was crying "no one will talk about my rin that way"
"Sesshomaru are you crazy you just punched our father" Inuyasha said running down stairs "shut-up!" I yelled I left the house running to catch up to rin who was no where in sight.

RIN POV

I had to run. I was nothing everything Sesshomaru's father had said was true Sesshomaru would never fall for a girl like me I was just being used again like always "where do I go' I thought I would go anywhere that had nothing to do with a group home or anything but at this moment that was looking like an option I ran and ran till my legs couldn't no more a part of me wanted Sesshomaru to save me and tell me everything was going to be alright but the other was telling me to run. run away from all the problems and be dismembered by all my hate and sorrow. I ran to the park and sunk into a swing and cried all my sorrows 'oh I already miss Sesshomaru agr I'm such an idiot!' I thought I wanted to go back what was I suppose to do now sleep in the fucking park?!! I guess I had to I had no choice my apartment was already up for sale so I was officially homeless great I didn't know my life was that crappy I guess I was wrong. Duh. I spent that night at the park I wasn't able to sleep because of my sadness and my fear I was just to caught up with my thoughts that I didn't realize it was morning and still I was alone.

SESSHOMARU"S POV

I looked all night for rin I couldn't find her and I was being to worry. My father was looking for me too and when he found me he told me that what I did was unforgivable and that I wasn't allowed to step a foot on his house and that I would be disowned by the family if I stayed with rin. I didn't care I didn't even like my family. me and my father never really got along anyways so it did matter to me I needed rin and I wanted to know that she was safe I deicide to go to school to see if rin went. She didn't. now I was really worried "Sesshomaru are you ok?" Inuyasha asked. kagome was right next to him "I'm fine"
"have you seen rin?" kagome asked "no" I said "what you did to father was way to extreme I'm sure if you apol-
"I will not apologize to him if anything he should be the one apologizing to me for offending rin!" I yelled "ok calm down I didn't know she meant so much to you gosh" he said backing up " I'm sure she'll turn up" Kagome said
I stayed silent I hoped that kagome was right but I had to keep looking for her what if anything happened to her if anything bad was to happen it would be on my shoulders for the rest of my life I had to find her.

RIN POV

I walked to my job to collect my pay check maybe with that money I could buy a bus ticket and start all over with a new life. I know it would be hard at first but I could ajust I got my paycheck and quit my job I told my co-worker my plan and she gave me $100 now I had enough money to live a couple of day before I could get a job. I went to the bus station and bought my ticket for a new town the bus left at 7:00 and right now it was 5:00 so I had two hours to wait I sat on a bench waiting for the bus to arrive.

SESSHOMARU POV

I was going crazy looking for rin 'maybe she's at work!' I thought I drove to her job and looked all around the store "she's not here" a worker said "well where is she!" I yelled " I'm real worried about her she said she was leaving"
"where"
"I don't know go to the bus station maybe you could catch her"
I ran out of the store and to the bus stop I hope she didn't go yet when I got their it was 7:00 and I saw from a distance a girl who looked a lot like rin "rin!!!!!!!!!!!!"

RIN POV

It was 6:50 when the bus came and everyone started boarding at seven I was the last one to bored the bus I was really hesitant I didnt know weather or not I was making the right choice and just as I was about to take the last step onto the bus I heard my name "rin"
I knew that voice I felt all the air being stuck out of me my heart skipping a beat and my stomach flipping and my brain feeling as though it would burst at the thoughts of the night before when his lips touched mine I turned around fast and saw him running towards me "I cant let you get on the bus" he said pulling my arm and embracing me in a hug I hugged back my legs wrapped around his waist as tears flowed down my cheeks at that moment I forgot all the bad things that happened and the thought of him using me. I loved Sesshomaru and the hug that he gave me told me he did too. "rin don't scare me like that!" he said as he kissed the top of my head I just had my head on his chest and arms around his neck as I inhaled the scent of love. "I'm sorry" I said I couldn't feel more happy then in his arms. I couldn't believe I was going to make the biggest mistake of my life for leaving to another city. Sesshomaru was truly my savior.

That night we stayed in his car well it was better then staying in the park right? In the morning Sesshomaru went to his house when his dad was at work and got all of his things when I found out his father kicked him out I was very shocked and I felt as though it was my fault he told me it wasn't and it was because he punch him in the face because of me. well I don't know about you but I think that has to do with me! I felt bad I didn't want to drag Sesshomaru along in my miserable life but he said that he has been miserable for all most all his life so mine wasn't any different from his accept the abuse part. Days went by a we were still living in his car we didn't go to school because we were trying to find somewhere to live and it basically took all our time seeing that we didn't make a lot of money I mean hello I only make $8.50 an hour and I work for about 20 hours a week that's only 170.00 dollars ( I got my job back) and Sesshomaru works at some retail store and he makes 10.00 an hour and works for 25 hours a week which is 250.00 add it all together we have $420.00 Sesshomaru says when we find an apartment he'll pay the rest off it from his savings account but it was still hard to look for a decent apartment that didn't cost too much. Another week past and still homeless and I feel horrible that we haven't attend school.

life is so hard we even go to bed or shall I say back seat hungry. Our relationship is not progressing we just work look at apartments, work apartment. and go to sleep it's really difficult we don't even talk a lot we are to wound up in our thoughts but one night while we were laying on the hood of his car looking up at the stars I was tired of the silence and decided to speak up "Sesshomaru?" I whispered "yeah"
"what are we going to do"
" sigh I don't know"
"we cant live in your car for ever you know"
"I know"
"I'm sorry"
"for what"
"for this…for making you go though this"
He turned to look at me " I would have gone though this even if you weren't in my life I was going to leave you know with nothing but then I met you and I wanted to stay just to see you"
"Yeah like when you watched me from your car in the mornings?" I said with a little smirk "you saw me?" Sesshomaru said with that damn sexy smile of his "yeah…it was kinda creepy." I laughed Sesshomaru laughed too after a while silence came back but then Sesshomaru broke it "rin"
"yes"
"what were you doing in school so early in the morning"
I closed my eyes bad memories came back "well…taking a shower" I said looking at him he had a confused look on his face "my dad didn't let me so I would go to school and do it there"
"oh" he said I heard him say "sonofa bitch" to himself "Sesshomaru? You know what my dream is"
"tell me"
"well" I said getting up to sitting position playing with my finger tips "I always dreamt of having a nice house and getting married and having kids and just being happy. happy isn't a word I use in my vocabulary a lot so being happy is just enough"
"rin I promise we are going to find place to live and your never going to go through the suffering your father put you through ok"
"I believe in you…maybe when we have our lives put back together and move on and when we see each other like I dunno 10 years from now we can talk about how great our lives are"
"yeah" we went inside the car and got into sleeping position I was thinking about moving with Sesshomaru I really didn't think it was a good idea seeing that we are not even together but what choice did I have and I did trust him and we would only live together till we get back on track I really wanted to go to America but I didn't know if that choice was even an option...

ok thats all till next time i told you it had a lot of mushy stuff but yeah i hope you like it! please reveiw and
be safe!

-Slayprincess