"Seth how long have you been gay?'" she asked after a moment.
Seth's forehead creased thinking for a second, wanting to be completely truthful.
" I don't really know, I think I always have been, but you know I've never exactly liked a boy, I though they were cute but" he blushed and bit down on his lip " I've never really liked a boy until….."
He trailed off not sure how to continue.
"Until?" Emily prompted.
Seth sighed and looked like down at the table.
"Until now." Seth finished.
"Who is it?" Emily asked in a soft low voice, as she put a gentle hand on his shoulder.
Seth looked up at her right in her eyes, gulped down the dry lump in his throat, biting down on his lip again.
"Paul." He said quietly.
Emily looked a little surprised but happiness was gleaming in her eyes and a smile spread across her face.
Seth was shocked.
"Why are you smiling/" he demanded.
Emily face turned into utter shock, more than she had when she told her about Paul, than she looked a little mad at herself like she wanted to slap herself across the face because she had given something away.
"Are you okay, you looked a little shocked and mad?" Seth asked raising his eyebrows at Emily before narrowing his eyes at her.
Emily shifted uncomfortably , avoiding his piercing gaze that only Seth could do.
"O-Of course n-not Seth." she said stumbling over the words as she said them.
Seth glared for a moment throw his narrowed eyes before sighing and laying his head so low it was almost in his lap. He felt a little better, but it still wasn't enough, he was still in pain, it still hurt him. He didn't like not being near Paul, and since he had fallen for him he avoided Paul, but that seemed to only make it worse make him more miserable.
Like he wasn't alive.
Like dead weight being pushed and pulled a forced to do things.
He felt like he was being powered by Paul,
He was his energy, his everything.
It hurt just not to be thinking about him. Or to see he nice abs , and his stupid smirk that made people just want to punch him in the face, the russet skin, that sexy voice, and his eyes, his beautiful beautiful eyes, how he longed to look into them and to see that bright shine in him whenever he laugh or was really exited about something.
"He has great eyes doesn't he?" Seth said, not realizing he had said anything until Emily answered with a question.
"Who?" She asked as though she had no idea.
Seth blinked twice wondering what she was talking about until realizing what he must have said.
"Paul." he answered with a dreamy kind of smile on his face.
Emily smiled at the most adoring face Seth was wearing when he said Paul's name. His whole face glowed at his eyes shined and he look so happy.
Suddenly the silver like shine that had filled into the room with Seth's happiness, and Emily's knowing smile and the peaceful belonging was shattered as a light, cold, almost dangerous voice filled the room.
"What about Paul?"
Emily and Seth jumped about a foot in the air, that voice was the most least expected, and possibly the most shocking person who could be here at that moment. And Seth was scared to death by what this person might have heard.
It was Leah, standing in the door way with her arms crossed on her chest, with a wary expression and narrowed eyes that were pointed toward her brother.
Seth gulped.
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Hey people!
So what did you think? Good ? Bad? Tell me what you hated or what you loved. So yeah I know I made it sound that Emily was the only one to know, but I wanted some drama a weird spice up kind of thing, I wanted this story to represent my crazy imagination. So Leah's going to find out to!
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