Hey sorry I have not updated in a while it's just that my computer was being an ass. sorry. so anyways this is chapter 11 and I'm sorry to say but theirs going to be one more chapter. I know it doesnt seem that way but it is. hopefully you guys wont hate me. ok then on with the story.
CHAPTER 11
My savior
RIN'S POV
The next morning I woke up with a huge headache. I felt as though a huge weight was on my shoulders. I laid on my bed fully dress with last nights outfit I rubbed my eyes seeing flashes of what happened last night at the club it was so much fun and for the first time in my life I felt as though I belonged. I got up lazily from bed and headed to the bathroom with the things I needed for my shower. After my shower I realized the apartment was empty it was just me all by myself. 'What to do? I have no idea.' I was bored. I sat on my couch and all I could think about was the rush I got with that pill I took. Then it hit me 'I took a drug! Oh my god I had drugs! What the hell is wrong with me! I cant believe I did that but it felt real nice wait what am I saying no. no bad rin bad!' I thought but what was I suppose to do I liked the feeling was that wrong? I knew it was but I wanted more so I got up and went to my purse to get Yura's number and I dialed her number on the phone
" Hello?"
" Hey Yura it's rin"
" Oh yeah from last night what's up?"
" Oh nothing much...say what was that stuff you gave me last night?"
" Oh that (chuckle) why did you like it?"
" Um well yeah I did"
" Yeah that stuff does feel great hey do you want to get together tonight and I could get you some"
" Um...well...sure"
" Ok then..." Yura gave the instructions to her house and we were to met up at 9:00 I felt as though I shouldn't have accepted her invite but what do I have to lose right? I mean it's not like I'll get addicted. I would just do it one more time.
Around 8:30 I began to get ready to go over Yura's I put on some black jeans with a plain white T-shirt. Clipping my hair back I grabbed my purse and shoes and quietly left my room and walked over to the front door I made sure I was extra quite walking by Sesshomaru room. I made it! I was outside I was afraid that I would fall or knock something over. I'm very clumsy. I walked down the stairs and started to walk to Yura's house which wasn't very far. While walking I was thinking about what I was getting myself into is it worth it? I thought and thought about it and when I reached Yura's house and knocked on the door I was ready to feel like flying.
" Hey rin! Come in!" she said letting me step into her house
" Hey!" I said walking past her and then following to the living room where 4 other people where at.
Her house was very nice except it was a little messy, shoes and clothes where all around the floor and couch as well as paper's and on the coffee table was magazines and ash trays
"so what's up" she said sitting down on the couch snuggling to the guy that was smoking something that looked like a cigarette but it wasn't
" Nothing much I was just been real busy with getting ready for collage and stuff"
" Yeah I know what you mean I remember when I was in school I was always so stressed so that's when I met my boyfriend and he gave me the 'stress revelers' I'm so lucky to have met my friends! How bout you?"
" I never did any of this before not including last night"
" Really! Well here" she said handing me some pot and lighting it up I took it my hands shaking
" Hey don't worry" yura's boyfriend said I nodded my and took a puff of the pot I felt the warm smoke go though my body I started to cough and I heard everyone laughing
" This must be your first time" a girl with a lot of eye make up said I nodded my head
" You have to take it easy let the smoke go though you and just relax ok" she said pulling me to sit next to her while yura started making out with her boyfriend
" Ok try again" she said again I took a puff and let it soar though my body and it felt much better by almost smoking the whole joint I felt really relaxed and free. I closed my eyes and felt as if I was on cloud nine. I spent the whole night getting high and talking to my new friends finally I had friends finally I belonged and nothing wrong could happen right? Everyday from that day on I was with Yura and my other new friends kagura, bankostu (Yura boyfriend), Abi, and Naraku. I felt like I belonged to a family and that was so fucking awesome. Some night's I wouldn't even come home and Sesshomaru asked me where I've been but who the hell did he think he was my father? I could do what ever the hell I want.
SESSHOMARU'S POV
Rin has been acting very weird lately she has been very bitchy and she is hardly home and when she is home she either tells me to go fuck off or she'll go to sleep. My feeling's toward Rin haven't changed I still love her but I will never tell her maybe she really doesn't feel the say way about me. I just hope she isn't doing anything stupid.
One night I came home early from work and rin ws getting ready to go somewhere again
" Where you going?" I asked her as she walked right past me not even looking at me
" I'm going to go hang out with kagome and Sango"
" Oh ok"
" Right"
After she left about 2hours later the phone rang
" Hello?" I said
" Hey Sesshomaru it's kagome is Rin home?"
" What do you mean? she with you and Sango."
" Um nooo she's not I wanted to talk to her I've haven't in such a long time"
" So she's not with you? She told me she was!"
" No she hasn't showed up over here... Oh my god I hope she's ok!"
" Yeah listen if she goes over there call me"
" Ok" I hung up the phone and went into rin's room I was really worried maybe there was a clue to where she was. I went to her room and it was a complete and total mess clothes everywhere I walked over to her dresser and went though some of the junk she had when a letter caught my eye I read the letter careful and saw that it was an acceptance letter to Yale. I folded the letter and put it in my pocket I was about to leave the room but something else caught my eye it was a small wooden box under her bed I slide it out and opened it and what was inside shocked me rin was doing drugs and not just one drug but three different kinds pot, ecstasy, and cocaine. I was furious how could she just through away her life when she been through so much she was accepted to Yale! And she choose to do drugs rather than go to Yale and follow her dreams! I grabbed the box and went to the kitchen and took out all the contents of the box and through them all over the table rin was going to get a piece of my mind.When she got home!
At 5 am she was unlocking the door I could smell the smell of smoke coming toward the hallway she turned on the kitchen light and jumped at the sight of me.
" oh god you scared me!" she said looking at me but then her eyes met the table "WHY THE FUCK WERE YOU IN MY ROOM!" she yelled
"HOW COULD YOU DO THIS YOUR RUINING YOUR LIFE WITH THIS TRASH!"
" MIND YOUR OWN BUSSINESS SESSHOMARU!■"She said tears rolling down her cheeks I pulled out the acceptance letter from my pocket
" RIN YOU GOT ACCEPT TO YALE WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU STILL DOING HERE!"
" I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH! IM NOTHING!" she said punching my shoulders
" LOOK AT YOURSELF! stop doing this rin" I said hold her arms together
" listen to me rin you could have a better life you just need to stop this"I said holding her close to me
" NO! NO! NO! LET GO OF ME WHAT THE HELL DO YOU CARE! THIS IS MY LIFE AND IM GOING TO BE JUST FINE THIS WAY!"
" NO RIN YOUR NOT!"
" YES I AM! YOUR NOT MY FATHER! YOU WONT TELL ME TO DO! I DON'T NEED ANYONE! I DON'T NEED YOU!!' she said as she ran to the door and ran out side I ran after her and pulled her arm and held her close to my body and I kissed her on the mouth hard she pulled away and pushed me away from her.
" Let me go please" she said as she pulled away from my grip and ran away.
ok thats chapter 11 one more chapter to go! yay! wait one second I dont want to finish! (cries) anyways I hope you liked this chapter lots of drama right? well then please review thanks alot! AW-STI-LA BYE BYE
-Slayprincess