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Stephanie Meyer: Yes Felicity?
Me: Can I own Twilight?
Stephanie Meyer: No
Me: Edward?
Stephanie Meyer: No
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Gone With the Wind
Chapter three
Ghosts of the past
Edward
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I rolled over still half asleep and turned my alarm off. I had spent yet another night crying myself to sleep. You can still hear Alice scream in her sleep. It has been five months since my best friend and the love of my life Isabella 'Bella' Swan committed suicide. Everyone is still upset about the death of Fork's golden girl, my golden girl.
Alice never shops anymore, Carlisle and Esme are heartbroken Bella was like a daughter to them, these past years up till her death you might as well say they were; as she often took refuge at our house when she wanted to get away from the worries at place, and Emmett...it's only fair to say its hit Emmett the hardest.
Emmett and Rosalie are no longer together, it broke Roses heart but Rosalie was part of the reason and innocent life took itself. Emmett never smiles and hardly talks you'll be lucky if he even grunts you. Alice, Jasper and I are really the only ones he talks to. He never does anything that reminds him of her. Charlies changed he was even sobered up in time for the funeral.
Rosalie, Tanya, Lauren and Jessica became the least populist people in school after word got out that they contributed to it. As for me, I'm not myself anymore, I mean none of us are but I'm even more not myself than Emmett and that's saying something half of me is missing, is taken from me.
I was woken out of my trance by a knock at me door. Alice trudged in and sat down on my bed with a long sigh before facing me with an expression that cut my down the middle.
'Five months today?' Alice said as she put her face in her hands and started crying, which started me crying. I pulled her into my arms. Alice froze for a second and looked up at me drying her tears and giving me a sad smile before wiping my eyes and speaking.
'I had a weird dream last night' she stated so I asked her what it was about.
'I was talking to Bella in a park, then everything went blank and Bella fell into a black abyss...then I don't know it got weird there was this shadow of this person but I couldn't make out the voice but she said-' Alice paused and said in a strained voice
'She said can you help me? And she just kept on repeating it'
Weird' I agreed. Alice left and went to go get for ready for school so I did the same, not giving much effort into my appearance. I went down stairs and Esme was in the kitchen making breakfast. She had purple bruises under her eyes from not sleeping enough I insisted that she went back up stairs and got some rest but she refused Carlisle even said for her to go upstairs. I guessed Esme didn't want to close her eyes and be reminded if the sadness that encaged everyone so she kept busy. After breakfast Alice and I climbed into the Volvo. The trip to school was silent as usual the atmosphere was depressing and lately that was what I had been feeling myself slip into but I held fast I WAS not going to end up like Bella.
My first response and initial thought was that I was to join Bella in whatever place she was now
Heaven?
Hell?
The afterlife?
But I couldn't do that to my family, I don't think anyone could deal with another blow like in previous months. I thought if I move away from Forks I could forget but as soon as I left Forks there was the same force that drew me to Bella when she was alive. But it wasn't possible; she is dead. I tried to date but nothing took my mind off Bella, Alice was disgusted that I even thought about but I explained to her that I was trying to distract myself, she understood.
We arrived at school and I went to go put my stuff in my locker. I caught up with Emmett and Jasper at Alice's locker. Emmett suddenly gasped and looked like he had seen a...ghost? I asked what was wrong but he just put his hand over his mouth and tears flowed down his cheeks. I looked at Alice and Jasper who had the same expressions on their faces I followed they're gaze and I felt my eyes tear up and my mouth hang open at the sight before me.
I had seen a ghost...
It was so surreal, like a movie. The girl looked exactly like Bella. She was about 6"0 but noticing the red heels on her feet I estimated she was around 5"5. This look alike had the same lustrous brown curls that waved to the centre of her back; the same pouty lips that were fire truck red and the same wide-deep set eyes as Bella had, she was an exact replica. This girl was holding hands with a boy that looked more like an adult but in turn must have been around our age despite outward appearance.
Everything happened in slow motion in that time, the entrance doors open and an almost angelic light shone out past them. A breeze blew throughout the corridor making flyers and bits of paper rustle and fly around. Every pair of eyes turned to them, they neared us and the boy leaned to kiss Bella's look-a-likes cheek.
They walked directly past us without even ushering a word. If that was Bella she would have stopped to talk to us. As soon as the couple rounded to corner everyone stood frozen in their stance for what seemed like hours before the questions started. I turned back to face everyone.
'Was that?'
'Is that?'
'Bella?' I finished dryly. None of us knew who this mystery girl was. The force that used to draw me towards Bella was trying to push me full throttle towards the girl's direction. We didn't see much of them after that they seemed to want to keep a low profile. You couldn't blame them though. I had gym next. I entered the building only to be met with moans and surly enough up against the wall was the abnormally tall boy and the mystery girl making out. For some reason this hurt me it cut through my heart like a razor.
I noticed her shirt was on the floor revealing a black lace bra. I cleared my throat and they both looked at me. The girl blushed; another of Bella's traits she picked up her shirt and put it back on.
'Sorry to interrupt guys but you might want to relocate or else I won't be the only one seeing that' I said with a frown on my face. The guy mumbled something before kissing her on the head and leaving. The girl gracefully walked over towards me and stuck out her hand.
'Hey, I'm Misty, Misty Black' Misty said. I took her hand and felt an electric jolt race through my body.
'I'm Edward Cullen, Can I say you look oddly familiar, where did you move from? I asked I looked at her eyes and...They were the same as Bellas. This girl was Bella.
I gasped and she looked at me with confusion.
'B-bell-a?' She coked her head to the side.
'um I'm sorry I don't know who that is. I'm Misty' she repeated before continuing ' Actually i don't know who I am. Jacob, that guy that left found me on a beach a while ago. I don't even know how I got there. I guess I lost my memory' She mumbled.
Our conversation was interrupted by a booming voice.
'Bella?'
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