CHAPTER FIVE IS HERE!

I would like to write a story with another person, say

The song for this chapter is Obsession by Frankie J

Disclaimer:

Don't own twilight (insert stupid comment here)

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Gone With the Wind

Chapter five

Wanting

Bella

Charlie and I sat on the cliff for a bit longer, watching the sun finally fall beyond the horizon. It was a sad time for me. Twilight always was, no matter how well or good the day seemed to go it always ended with me not knowing who I was or where I came from in this world; I had a brief idea of that now. Charlie was the only memory I had and I clung onto that with petrified hands hugging it close to my heart and holding it tightly in my mind. I still had so many people to remember though; Alice, Jasper, Emmett who was apparently my older brother and Edward, who stared at me like he was about to jump in front of a bus for me, the emotion in his eyes was hard to discover but it looked like...love?

I think I must have dozed off because I awoke in a queen size bed canopy bed with princess style mosquito nets at the head and end of the bed. This bed was familiar I knew it, it was my bed. I could hear arguing coming from behind a closed door.

'What do mean she remembers you and not me?' a booming voice growled and I remembered it as Emmett's voice. I think now I heard it I could recognize his deep, burly voice anywhere. Charlie hushed him and explained he doesn't know why and apparently he had contacted Billy and told him that he was my father and that I would now be living at home. I liked that feeling, that I had a home a real home; my home. The door opened suddenly and Emmett walked in.

'Hey Misty' he said in a dull voice, he obviously didn't like calling me that. I still didn't remember my name was Bella though but I guess if it made everyone happy they could call me that.

'Hey Emmett and um, I guess you could call me Bella now' his eyes lit up and he opened his mouth to speak. But I put my hand over his mouth and I laughed. 'Okay Emmett here is what I want to happen I'm going to see Jacob and I want you to round up everyone and bring them over here, I'm having my own little intervention' I jumped off my bed, shoed Emmett out of my room so I could get changed ignoring his protests. I picked out a pair of grey skinny leg jeans and blue top that said 'Bite me Edward' on it, Edward might think it was for him but alas it wasn't. I have a big crush on fictional character called Edward Mason. Jacob took me and Leah to see the Twilight movie when we first started dating and the guy that plays Edward; Robert Pattinson was hot so every five minutes Leah and I were gushing over him. Jacob got pretty jealous.

The drive to Jacobs's house was refreshing it gave me time to think about what I was going to do; I think its best Jacob and I take a break whilst I try to get my memory back plus I could deal without the distractions. I had my convertibles windows rolled down. Yes, you heard me I own a convertible. The wind pushed the hair out of my face and felt nice on my neck. The moon was full in the sky. It kind of looked like Swiss cheese with all the indentations and craters visible on it. I pulled up at Jacobs's small rundown-on-the-outside-beautiful-on-the-inside-house. Jacob opened the door and led me the lounge where we sat down.

We were silent for a long time, it wasn't the peaceful type of silence that I usually felt whilst in the presence of Jacob no, this silence was so filled with tension you could cut it with a knife a butcher's knife at that.

'Well?' Jacob finally said in a soft voice putting a hand on my back. I decided to be blunt and cut straight to the chase.

'Jacob...I think we should take a break j-just until I get my memory completely back' he looked sad at first and his pain cut me. If it was any comparison the look on his face felt like it cut me on an artery, where I was sure to bleed the most, like it had cut my heart and my soul was falling out and floating away. His face to one of thoughtfulness and understanding and it patched up just a teensy bit of the rip.

'That would be...acceptable' he said weighing each word and testing me with a pause before delivering the final word. I cried into his shoulder and he held me close letting me soak his shirt till it was saturated in one particular area. After an hour and gathering my stuff that I had there he walked me out to my car. I gave him a light kiss on his lips and drove home for my own intervention.

The lights were on and two other cars were parked across the road; a silver Volvo and a Black sedan. I walked up to the porch and threw the door, I hadn't noticed but it was a beautiful door, if doors could be beautiful it was old red wood and had a stained class picture of some flowers. I smiled to myself as I crossed the threshold and found myself thinking about the thought of the trivial things that I had been thinking recently. They were happy thoughts and some were silly like how I thought my door was beautiful it was pretty funny though.

Everyone was in the living room Alice and Jasper on one loveseat together and Edward and Emmett on the other, although Emmett and Edward on the loveseat was hilarious for some reason they sat as far as they could from each other on the small seat.

'What did I miss?' I asked with a goofy grin.

Jasper answered 'While we were waiting for you to come home we decided to play truth or dare and Emmett had to kiss Eddie boy here on the cheek. It was so funny' thinking of that sent me into giggles which sent everyone into laughing. I turned after the laughing all died down.

'Okay Bel- I mean Misty you have the floor' Jasper said with a calm look on his face. I marched to the front of the room, switched off the television and faced them.

'Okay' I began 'You all know that I have a memory loss and I don't remember any of you; although you all seem familiar. Now I want you guys to try and help me remember who I am and what your relationships to me are'. I finished and they all looked confused for a minute till I guess it finally clicked in their heads that I wanted their heads that I wanted their help.

'We will help in whatever way we can' It was late so Charlie said they could stay. Jasper and Alice claimed the spare room and warned them no hanky panky in that room; after all Charlie owned a shotgun and Edward was going to sleep on the couch in my room.

'Edward, you can have my bed. I will have the couch' I insisted. God this boy was stubborn!

'No, Bella you have it's your bed' he said a voice just as persistent as mine. I had also all told them that they could call me Bella along with Emmett.

'No'

'Yes'

'No'

'Yes'

'No'

'Yes'

'No'

'Yes'

'OR...' I said

'No...Opps sorry what was my other option?' he chuckled realizing he was having a one-sided argument.

'You...could...share...my...bed...with...me?' I asked in a timid voice and blushing the colour of a deep crimson red.

'I guess...If you're sure'

'Positive...now get your butt in here' I said in a motherly tone he laughed at, I joined him. Being around Edward was a different experience to being around any other person, it was carefree that when we were only entwined in own atmosphere, our own world it was like I didn't really have any troubles outside our shinny bubble when I left him yesterday in the gym I had felt the horrendous impact that was when our bubble was popped as I hurt him and left him on the floor calling my name. Edward jumped under the blankets and we stayed awake talking about myself and he told me things that I didn't remember, what I was like at school, how I was clumsy.

'Yeah that sounds like me' I said with a wry smile on my face.

He returned my grin but it didn't reach his eyes. They're was a small pucker in between his eyebrows. I without knowing, it was like my hand had a mind of its own reached forward and smoothened it. His face softened and as I went to drop my hand he caught it and placed it on his cheek.

'That was you befor-'he dropped my hand, opened his eyes and looked away from me and my confused gaze. I pulled his face back to look at me.

'Before what?' I said in demanding voice.

He shrugged his shoulders and told me not to worry about it.

'No Edward. Tell me. If its something about me before or why I was found on the beach tell me'

'You were depressed your dad used to beat you before he sobered up and turned into the guy he is now and you were bullied, you left me a note telling me you couldn't cope anymore so you committed suicide. I don't know how but all I know is that all of was your clothes that was found' he said as a tear fell out of his eye and i wiped it awake with my index finger as it fell down his cheek. 'You don't know what you did to everyone doing that. It killed me internally. My best friend was gone' the look in his eyes told me he thought of me as more than a friend.

'Edward, where we ever more than friends?' I asked hesitantly.

'I like you more than a friend Bella, yes. But you've forgotten your memory so you don't know how you feel about me' we unconsciously moved towards each other, our lips barley inches apart. I stopped him after our lips brushed against each other. He looked hurt as I abruptly moved away but he realized why.

I couldn't be with him until I properly remember him.

We went to sleep with me in Edward's arms, this much I could allow him.

And you know what...

I didn't remember Edward completely but he did seem familiar plus the fact that I knew that I was falling for him.

It was like Déjà vu.

That night I slept without the same strange dream of the silhouette with the velvet voice asking me to find him.

I figured it was Edward asking to ask him so he could help me find myself.

Something was telling me that I was closer to Edward than even Emmett who believed we were like glue.

The sun shone through the windows signalling the start of the new day. I got out of a bed leaving a snoring Edward still in it. I got changed into some three quarter denim jeans and a yellow shirt with SpongeBob square pants on it and then I went to the bathroom and put my make up on. I put on some golden eye shadow, black mascara and a little lip gloss; I didn't want to go overboard. I skipped downstairs and went to the backyard. There was a wooden bench under a tree that I could come in handy if I ever felt the need to sneak out as a branch practically went right to my window sill. I walked across the grass feeling the morning dew dampen and wet my feet. The birds chirped and a squirrel came and jumped and scurried around the garden digging at the ground to find a spot suitable to put acorns in.

But the squirrel scurried away as they're was a loud thud on the ground and I turned around with a gasp to see Edward jumping up and down holding his butt, he had obviously fallen from the tree.

'Ouch, that's smart' he whined he turned around again and there was a wet patch on his backside. I burst out laughing and he turned around to glare at me. I put my hand over my mouth to tried and stop as he feign cried and sniffled as if I really had hurt his feelings.

'Hey don't blame me it was the trees fault'

I faked a gasp a turned around to hug the tree 'its okay baby, he didn't mean it' I jokingly murmured to the tree and stoked it.

'What about me?' Edward whined again but chuckling

'Shut we are trying to have a moment here' I said sounding irritated. We both laughed and he tried to pry me away from the tree.

'NO, I WON'T GO' I screamed and I was laughing so hard tears actually started to roll down my cheeks. Being like this; being high on life made feel as if I was on top of the world it was a giddy, feeling I fell back on the ground. I got up only to find a wet patch on my bum. Edward was in hysterics by this point and everyone was outside.

'Ah...Bella you've got a wet spot on your Dairy Air' Jasper sang with his southern ascent full on display. I recognized and suddenly I froze again and another memory flung threw my mind. It was the day I met Jasper.

'Oh Bella, you have to meet him...his so perfect' Alice gushed over her new crush. Jasper Hale was all people talked about around the school, he had arrived yesterday and Alice had four classes with him. He had a sister called Rosalie; she was coming later on in the week.

The weeks came and went and I still hadn't m et Jasper Alice never stopped talking about his 'sexy southern accent' or his 'tousled blonde locks' she wanted to run her fingers threw. We sat down in the cafeteria and Alice signalled for someone to come join us. I didn't look up it was probably Emmett or Edward.

A chair next to me shuffled , but no one sat down. A few seconds past and I looked up. A cute boy with blue eyes and 'Alice's' tousled blonde hair was looking back at me.

'S'cuse me Ma'am mind if I sit here' Jasper asked in what defiantly was a sexy southern voice.

I snapped out of it, Edward was shaking me as I was almost limp in his arms. I looked up. I stood and walked over to Jasper.

'Oh Jazz' I purred while bating my eyelashes and giving him an angelic smile.

'Ah...yea Bells' I sauntered over to him and when I was a few feet away I threw myself at him and he caught me bridal style. Everyone was looking at me with incredulous looked on their faces but Alice was glaring and me and her face was red.

'Bella...what are you doing?' She said closing her eyes, trying to calm herself.

'Oh, don't be jealous Ali Cat...you too Edbin I just remembered Jasper'. I laughed and put a sloppy kiss in his cheek before I got up and hugged Alice who now understood and was laughing at my high-on-life-attitude. The day went on and everyone ended up going home (along with Jasper). I went to my balcony and looked at the stars.

My points of reason; each individually coming back into my life after a long black, very dark night.

It could only go up from here I thought to myself.

But what comes up must come down.

... Awwww... Aren't Edward and Bella the sweetest THANG he he. Things will go up with Bella but she will still have some challenges ahead of her.

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