Don't fear chapter six is here ( Sorry Coffee makes me go Hypo

The song for this Chapter is Innocence by Avril Lavigne

Disclaimer: All rights go to the original Author. Stephanie Meyer

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Gone with the wind

Chapter Six

Desire

Edward

It was now winter and the school had been closed down for three whole weeks due to a thick blanket of snow covering it. The usual gang had decided to go on a road trip for the weeks off , we might as well use the time we were given for something?

Bella was asleep on my couch when I woke up. She stayed over last night and I volunteered m y room but she was so selflessly stubborn that I caved in and she slept on the couch. I opened my French doors and walked out onto my balconony feeling the morning winters chill caressed my neck and face making me shiver and the hairs on the back of my neck stand up on end. My balcony oversaw a lake that glistened as the rising sun reflected over it, making it look like diamonds were imbedded in the calm water. I stayed out there until the sun was just over head and a new day was started. Bella was now back at school full. Our relationship was okay we hadn't gone very far, she didn't want to start anything when her memory was still so foggy. But I was angry; she had remembered Emmett, Alice, Jasper, Carlisle, Esme and even Rosalie.

But me, no she still can't remember me. I heard movement behind me and I turned around to see Bella standing there with tears in her eyes.

'Love, what's wrong? She just fell to the ground lying in a ball with tears falling over her cheeks. I sank down to her height and pulled her to my chest.

'Let me go!' I can't do this!' she kept screaming, her hands formed fists and she bate them against them against my chest. Her tears soaked my chest and eventually her wild hysterical sobs turned to whimpers. I brushed her hair back from her eyes and kissed her forehead.

'Why? Why can't I remember you, I want to. So bad?' she choked water filled the brims of my eyes and the traitor tears flowed over my cheeks as well.

'You will remember Bella you have to wait?' I said in a strained voice.

'Will you wait for me though?' She asked. Little did Bella realize but she is all I wait for I would wait for every aching minute of forever to be near her again.

'Without a doubt' was all I said before she sniffled and got up extending a hand towards me to help me up. We walked downstairs and had breakfast. Everyone was oblivious to her emotion outburst upstairs Bella put on a brave face and gave everyone an authentic smile.

A least she could hold a smile on her face, I couldn't this pain was killing me from the inside out.

Bella

I left the Cullen's house later that night and instead of going home I went straight to my cliff. The sun was making the water a deep purple colour as it fell beyond the horizon, it was truly beautiful. I regained my memory of the people I knew and the people I held dear to me.

But not the person I wanted to remember the most...Edward.

He said that he would wait for forever for me to remember him, but what if I never could the look he gave me after telling me that said not to doubt him. But how could I not if I couldn't remember Edward for...Edward truly and being able to give my heart to him.

A breeze flew past and I felt the welcoming evening chill fall upon me. I stood up and walked over to edge of my cliff. I lifted my arms feeling the breeze blow around and threw me. I looked down to the water and my hair threw its self into the sky like it wanted to disconnect its self from my scalp and fly away.

I then noticed something on the cliff face, a piece of the cliff stuck out of the face. It was dark red in comparison to the brown cliff. I froze and something clicked.

The wound on my back.

The blood on the cliff face.

Washing up on the beach.

The clothes being found on the cliff.

My clothes being missing when I fell.

The girl jumping off a cliff in suicide.

It was me! I remembered the accident. I was the one who had jumped off the cliff.

The ocean was beautiful as the sun set. An extravagant pink was reflected in it from the setting sky above it. I closed my eyes and felt the wind blow through my Brown locks. I came here when I wanted to get away from everything.

I stood up. My hair was still blowing out around my face. I stripped out of my clothes but kept my underwear on. I realized that if I didn't drown and if I didn't get pummelled by the jagged rocks on the bottom of cliff...I could freeze to death and hopefully that would be the end of it, my life and the sadness. With tears in my eyes I said my final goodbye.

'Goodbye Alice, Jasper, Emmett and Edward. I love you all' I whispered as I stretched out my arms, bent my knees and flung myself off the edge of the cliff.

I was stabbed in the back by one of the sharp rocks, I could feel the rock penetrate my bare back and make a gash up it, I could feel blood pour out of the wound. I screamed in agony, the last of my cries muffled by intake of water as I splashed into the ocean. I could feel my warm blood colouring the crystal water that engulfed me. The blackness took over and I smiled slightly to myself that it was finished.

'Bella, Don't jump' A voice called from behind me. I spun around, losing my footing and I felt backwards and I closed my eyes so I wouldn't see me free fall to the depths below.

'NO BELLA' the voice cried in agony as they saw me fall over the edge.

My life truly was a big case of Déjà Vu.

I screamed...

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