RPOV

I opened the door expecting Alberta but its Lissa."Umm hi" was all I said. What was I supposed to say "Hey Liss, I know you're wondering why I never answered your calls but it's because I love Dimitri and he left me to guard Scarface and start a family."No way was I going to just tell her.

Lissa's face was in shock "What happened Rose? Why haven't you been answering my calls? And have you been crying? " After seeing her face and all the worry I couldn't lie to her anymore about what was going on between me and Dimitri even tho she is going to be extremely mad that I kept the biggest secrete in the world from her she has a right to know.

"Come in." We both sat on the bed, "Do you want to know the bad news."

"What is it?" She asked concerned.

"Ok, so the bad news is that if I tell you you're going to hate me. I don't want you too especially at this time when I need to the most.

Tears started welling up in my eyes. She wrapped her hands around me "Rose you are my sister, I would never hate you I can't hate you, I love you. Please just tell me what's upsetting you." I leaned back "Ok." I took a deep breath.

"Ever since we were brought back to the academy and I took extra training with Dimitri, well we fell in love with each other." Lissa's mouth dropped and was staring at me wide-eyed. "Well at least I thought he loved me until I saw him making out with Scarface in the gym this morning. He told me that he is leaving to guard that BITCH Tasha and start a family." By the time I finished I was crying. Lissa just stared at me for a few more seconds then wrapped me into a tight hug, then let go.

"I should have known something was going on. It's ok though I know you have your reasons for not telling me and I will always be there for you whenever you need me."

"At least I can always trust you; you wouldn't do that to me."

"Of course I wouldn't." She is feeling nervous about asking me a question in case I get mad.

"What do you want to ask me, I'm not going to get mad."

"Did- did you have sex with Dimitri?" I knew that question would come up sooner or later. Why not just tell her now.

"Sadly yes, 2 weeks ago was my first time. That's one of the biggest mistakes I've made. I can't believe that I actually trusted him with my heart and he just used me. And then as if that wasn't enough he told me he still loved me as if we can still be friends. So I punched him and I'm pretty sure that his nose was broken after that. He disserves all the pain he can get. "

Lissa's face tuned white, something was up. "Liss, wh-"

"I am so sorry Rose! Tasha and Dimitri came to the infirmary and I healed him. BUT, only because they said that there was an accident in the gym and many students are in the infirmary for a dislocated or a broken nose all the time. And I asked them if they saw you but Tasha said that they didn't see you all day, so if I knew it was you who hit him I wouldn't heal him. I am so sorry."

"Calm down Liss its ok, it's your job to heal the injured." We both smiled at each other and then all of a sudden I felt something coming out of my mouth I jumped and ran to the bathroom to throw up. I barely managed to close the door; I couldn't let Lissa come in and see me like that.

After throwing up I brushed my teeth and came back out.

"What happened Rose?" She looked concerned.

"I threw up, I must have food poising from the Chinese they served in the cafeteria for dinner yesterday." She still didn't believe me and had the concerned look on her face.

"Rose, if you have food poising from the Chinese the whole school should be sick and throwing up too because we all ate it too." She was right; it can't be from the Chinese.

"What are you getting at?" I ask her cautiously.

"Rose has it crossed your mind that maybe that you're, I don't know ... pregnant?