HEY, enjoy this chapter because I really enjoyed writing it. My favourite part is Dimitri with Maja , Alek and Max. What a good dad.
Anyway, I just updated my other story
KK I will stop talking or writing , ENJOY - M
Dimitri POV
Me and Tasha just arrived to Lissa's Mansion. We came for their wedding thats in a week so until then we are staying with Lissa Christian and their guardians Eddie and Rose. Rose, I haven't seen her for about 5 years. I made a big mistake leaving her, I know that now. I tried getting over her, but I can't, I'm still regretting ever leaving her. And yes I do still love her, even if she hates me. Tasha tried getting closer to me, but I have never been more than her guardian. She is not happy about it but she will have to get used to it. I know Tasha loves me but I can't return those feelings, my heart belongs to someone else.
We got out of the car and went inside. Lissa ran up to Tasha hugging her and greeting her. She did the same to me. My eyes were looking for Rose, she was nowhere in sight. We were also greeted by Eddie, Mia and Adrian. They all knew about me and Rose and they didn't like me very much because of what I did. Then behind them were 3 kids hiding. They were shy so I bent down to their height trying not to scare them.
"Hi, I'm Dimitri Belikov." Their little brown eyes winded. "And you are?"
"I'm Maja." The girl said. They all looked about the same age, triplets probably. The other boy stepped forward "Im Aleksei but they call me Alek." And then the third boy stepped up, he had longer hair that tied up at the back. "I'm Maxim people call me Max." My eyes narrowed, these are Roses children no dout about that, but who is the father? It cant be Adrian because they don't look anything like him. I smiled "Its nice to meet you."
Someone started playing the piano. Maja grabbed my hand and I looked down. She smiled and dragged me into the room with the piano. Everyone followed. When we came in Rose was playing the piano and singing. She was just as beautiful I as remember. She had on a tight red dress that hugged her every curve and her long beautiful hair was curled and let lose.
She hadn't noticed when we came in. I noticed the song right away. "It's not over" by Secondhand Serenade. It was still the beginning of the song when we came in.
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over
I do so badly wish I never left, but its over.
I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever
Thats exactly what I thought, that we would never last forever but I was an stupid idiot and was afraid to take a chance.
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever
It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over
When the song finished we all clapped.
"That was grate Rose, I didn't know you played or can sing that good." Tasha said with a grin.
Maja ran up to Rose and she picked her up and turned to Tasha. "Thanks Tasha, I learned how to play over the years and I've always known how to sing." You could tell she doesn't like Tasha but I really don't care.
"Welcome guardian Belikov." She said formally. How I hate it when she uses my guardian title. She turned her attention to Alek who was pulling her arm.
"I will be right back." She told us. And let Alek drag her away. I stared at her until she was out of sight.
"Ok Tasha, Dimitri go and change into something fancy we are going to a restaurant for dinner so in 30 minutes meet me in the living room." Lissa commanded.
About 10 minutes later I went down stairs, sat in the kitchen alone and put my head in my hands. What was I going to do; I love her I can't get her out of my mind and I—
"What's wrong?" My head shot up to look at Maja, Max and Alek. I must have been deep in thought for three children to sneak up on me.
"Hey, umm nothing just tired." I half lied, I was a little tired but that's not what is bothering me; I couldn't tell them I'm in love with their mother.
Maja came closer to me, "Your lying I can tell, and we won't leave until we find out." She said stubbornly and smiled wickedly. Wow they are their mother's children. I gave a small laugh and stood up looking down at them.
"Ok then, I guess I will just have to make you." I said smiling.
"You don't scare us." Max spoke up. "Hey, speak for yourself." Alek snapped at Max.
I couldn't help but laugh, I could watch them all day and never get bored. "Well, are you three ticklish?" I asked bending down to their height.
All three set of brown eyes widened. "I guess you will just have to find out!" Maja shouted teasingly and ran away toward the living room with Max and Alek in tow.
Max, Maja and Alek were hiding behind the couch when I came from behind and started tickling them three. They instantly laughed and fell on their backs from exhaustion.
"We..give..up!" They shouted in between breaths. I stopped and went to sit on the couch. They followed me. Maja sat on my right leaning on my shoulder and Alek sat on my left doing the same, Max looked for a spot beside me and when not finding one he let out a sigh looking sad and made a pout face looking down. He was a very good actor, so I gave in and picked him up and put him in my lap so he can lean against my chest. They were all breathing heavy and then calmly which meant they fell asleep. Then slowly my eyes started to close."
Rose POV
After I helped Lissa pick something out to wear since none of her clothes fit her we went downstairs.
Eddie, Mia, Christian, Tasha and Adrian were surrounding the couch. I walked up to get a better look at what they were all staring at. Dimitri was sitting on the couch with Maja, Alek leaning on each shoulder and Max on his chest and they were all sleeping. It looked soooo cute, father and children. I was going to have to tell him sooner or later I don't want him finding out from the kids or others that he is the father.
" Awww, that's soo cute." I whispered smiling.
"Ya I know. They look so tired maybe we should leave them to sleep." Lissa said.
The kids did look tired after running around all day and Dimitri was after a long flight. Even though I'm still angry with Dimitri I will let him sleep, if someone dared to wake me up and they are not my kids or Lissa then, well let's just say some parts of their body might hurt for a while.
"You know what guys, its ok go without me I will stay here, in case the kids wake up. And plus I'm not hungry." I said. I looked at Tasha and she didn't look happy, probably doesn't want me and Dimitri to be alone.
"Ok Rose, suit yourself." Eddie said taking Mia's hand and walking out the door where the limo waited.
"Yea see you later Little Dhampire, I would stay but I'm really hungry." Adrian said leaving.
"Are you sure Rose?" Lissa asked worried.
"Yes, I'm positive, now go have fun." I smiled.
"See she said to have fun, so let's go!" Christian said pulling Lissa and Tasha out the door.
When everybody was gone I looked at the kids and Dimitri. They look so peaceful and happy together. This is how it was always meant to be. Well things change.
I went to change into some sweats. I have baggy grey sweat pants and a tight white tank top on.
I went back down stairs to the living room. I sat down on the one seat couch beside them. I got up to get some water and I hit my pinkey toe on the corner of the coffee table. And let me tell you it hurt like a bitch.
"Damn it! Ouch." I yelled grabbing my toe and standing on one leg. I totally ignoring the 4 sleeping people 1 meter away.
Dimitri is a very light sleeper but luckily the kids aren't. Dimitri woke up instantly but didn't move. My toe stopped hurting and I stood on both feet, our gaze was locked. So many memories were going through my head. But I had to stop this, I broke my gaze first.
"They left to eat, they didn't want to wake you and the kids up.I need to get them to bed, or they are going to be very grumpy if they wake up." I didn't look at him again. I picked up Max that was on his chest.
"Wait, I'll help." He stood up, and picked up Alek in one arm and Maja in the other. I put Max in his bed and Dimitri did the same to Alek and Maja. I closed the door to the room quietly not wanting to wake them up.
"We need to talk." He said.
"Yea, we do." I nodded and led him into my room. I was nervous, what was I going to say. I sat down on my bed and motioned him to sit beside me. He did.
"What do you want to talk to me about guardian Belikov." He hated when I called him Guardian. Well was I supposed to be all "Hey comrade" hell no.
"Please, stop calling me that." He was frustrated, good.
"Sure thing, guar- Dimitri. What do you want to talk about?" I asked playing stupid.
"I am sorry I left you, it was the biggest mistake I've ever made, and I regretted it every day since." He looked down. Wow that was not what I expected.
"My heart was damaged beyond repair when you left. I cried at night when nobody was around for almost 2 months. Then when I had my kids some of my heart was repaired but not all of it and it still isn't. You hurt me so badly Dimitri." Tears were threatening to spill. "I don't know if I can forgive you, you left me for Tasha. You said you loved me and that you would always be there for me and when I needed you the most you never came." Tears started to spill. Dam it. He quickly wiped the tears from my face and lifted my chin so our eyes met. Oh, how I missed his soft touch and brown beautiful eyes.
"I love you Rose, I still do I always have and always will. I'm sorry for all the hurt I caused. It hurt me too, so much. " He paused taking a breath "My heart felt empty when I left, Tasha tried to fill the space. But she couldn't because she isn't you, nobody will ever replace you." He gave a sad smile looking down.
"Dimitri, I don't -I can't believe whatever your telling me, you don't love me. You left me to start a family with Tasha! If you really love me like you say you do you wouldn't have left me. And don't tell me you haven't slept with her or kissed her passionately I know you have and -"
"Dont tell me what I'm feeling, or what you think I did with Tasha!" Dimitri was always better at holding his self-control but now he snapped. He stood up and started pacing back and forth. He stopped at looked back at me "What about you Rose, Huh? You've had to sleep with someone if you have 3 children! Who is the father? Adrian? Some random stranger on the street?"
I stood up and went closer to him."Yea Dimitri! You caught me! I was so depressed that I went for a walk got bored then grabbed the nearest guy around me, and fucked him on the street in front of everyone!" I yelled sarcastically. We stood like that staring at each other pissed off when I heard someone start whispering outside my door.
"Hey both of you shut up, I want to hear what they are saying." Whispered Alek loudly.
I sighed and looked at Dimitri, we were both smiling then. I went up to the door and opened it. Alek Maja and Max were all leaning on the door and fell down when I opened it.
"It was Maja's idea mom!" Alek shouted
"NO! It was Alek's!" Maja shouted back.
"Hey, remember what we talked about this morning." I said kneeling down.
They all said and nodded. "Mama Can we talk to you?" Max asked. I nodded and let them drag me to their room. We sat on Maja's bed.
"What do you want to talk about?" I seriously have no idea.
" We want our dad back." Maja said. I knew this would happen.
"We're sorrie mum but-" I interrupted Alek
"No you don't have to apologize it's ok." I knew what I had to do.
The kids went to watch TV in the living room while I went to the kitchen to get a coke since I don't drink coffee. I got the coke and was about to close the refrigerator door when Dimitri came in and sat at the table.
"Do you want one?" I pointed at the coke.
"No thanks."
I opened my coke and took a sip. I sat down across form Dimitri.
"You really are a great mother, and I'm sorry for snapping at you back there. It's none of my business who the father is." He said looking down at the last part.
"Lets go upstairs I need to tell you something."
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