Hey, Sorry I couldnt update earlyer but I had to go explore the capital of Bulgara. Enjoy, love- M
Dimitri POV
I felt as if reality hit me in the face at 250km/h. What happened to me, how could I have told Rose my Roza that I don't want her and my kids that's all I ever wanted, Rose and a family. Now she might be gone and I can never say how truly sorry I am and how much I love her. I just got to meet my our kids, now they might be gone too. Tasha that bitch, she did this, she never liked Roza. She got her brother to compel me, and it took this the worst possible scenario for me to get out of it. I couldn't control my behaviour, Tasha used me and if Adrian didn't stop me that morning at breakfast I might have actually hit her.
"Lets go Dimka. The party is over." Tasha said grabbing my hand. "Now that Rose is out of the picture me and you can finally be together." She smiled. What the hell is wrong with her. I pulled my hand out of hers.
"What is wrong with you? You are crazy! You and your strigoi brother compelled me, into loving you! I never loved you Tasha! It was always Rose! You knew that so you planned kidnapping Rose and my family so we can be together? You disgust me." I growled at her. I turned around not wanting to hear her excuses. I hadn't noticed we have a crowed of our own. I ran up to Christian and Lissa they were leaving with Eddie, Mia , Adrian and a few guardians.
"I have to go with you. Please I have to be there for Rose and my family." My eyes were starting to water. Yes even the great Dimitri Belikov cries. Rose is my everything I need to be there for her.
Lissa nodded crying in Christian's chest. He was holding her trying to calm her down. The truth is I am feeling exactly like Lissa is but I am way better in controlling myself. We got into the limo, I sat the farthest window. I put my head in my hands. How could I have been such an idiot, it's all my fault. Adrian who is sitting beside me interrupted my mental breakdown
"Belikov, it's not your fault. When a stigoi compels you it's very hard to get out of it you should be thankful that you have or you would be marrying scar face." Adrian smiled to himself remembering a happy memory. "Rose calls Tasha scar face." A tear went down his cheek.
"Adrian I know I haven't been there for her in the past, I wish I had. But you have and for that I want to thank you." When I left to be Tashas guardian I felt as if I was half alive, I was never truly happy. When I came back and saw Rose I felt complete my heart was re built. I can't image how she felt when I told her that I wanted nothing to do with her or our kids.
"When you left she was a mess. We (Eddie, Lissa Christian Mia, Adrian) all took care of her. Then when she had Maja Alek and Max she felt somewhat happy but never fully. Then when you came back she felt complete. When we she almost died in the hospital after the blood loss her aura was glowing, full of love toward you. She still love you Belikov, even after you said you don't, I know you did it under compulsion. If Rose survives, promise me you won't hurt her she has been though a lot." I still can't believe that Rose was willing to give herself up, to save me Maja and Alek. And I didn't even visit her in the clinic, I'm pathetic.
"I promise. I love her more than anything. " After saying that the limo stopped and we all got out of the car. We entered Court hospital, and I ran to the secretary.
"How may I-" she started, I interrupted her, I didn't waste any time.
"There was a car accident they brought in three guardians and three kids. Where are they? "
"We can't revile that information to anybody. Are you related to anybody in the accident? " the moroi asked. Then I heard everybody else coming in.
"Yes they are my kids." I told her. She looked at the rest of them.
"Oh my, Princess Dragomir Ozera , Lord Ozera, Lord Ivashkov" She bowed at them. "I am very sorry but we are only letting in family from the dhampirs in the accident come in." She told came closer toward the desk.
"You will let us in. We have an exception." She was using compulsion. Thank god there was nobody around to catch her. The secretary nodded her head in agreement. "What happened are they ok." Lissa asked.
"The car was by another car sideways causing it to go off the road and roll into a ditch. All I know is that one guardian died and 2 other dhampirs are in a coma and three others left with some scratches and burses." Боже мой , please don't be Roza that died. We were all frozen.
"Take us to the people who left aren't hurt." Lissa commanded. The secretary stood up and started leading us through some hallways. I never liked hospitals, there are just so un welcome in my perspective. We got to a white room with three curtains dividing it up.
"These are the surviving three that are awake and stabilized, the two in a coma are in the room across you will be told when allowed to see them." The secretary told us and with that left the room. Behind first curtain was a guardian, I didn't recognize him.
"That's Guardian Smirnov, he is one of my guardians." Adrian said motioning toward the sleeping figure. We moved toward the next curtain, figures crossed for it to be Roza or one of my children. I opened it and Alek was sleeping in the bed. Sigh of relief thank god. Then there was the last one. Adrian opened it and behind it was Maja sleeping. Lissa burst out in quiet sobs. There is a chance that Rose might be dead. I felt my heart drop to my stomach. I'm happy that Maja and Alek are alright but I'm still worried. There is 50% chance that it might be Rose that died. Max is in a coma. I went up to Maja and sat by her chair. The rest went to the waiting room to wait until they are called in to see those in a coma. I opened the curtain separating Maja and Alek so that I can see them both. They look like two sleeping angels but with battle scars. Lissa healed Maja Alek and Guardian Smirnov before they went to the waiting room. I put my head in my hands; my worst nightmare is coming true.
"Dad?." My head shot up, I looked at Maja. She opened her eyes a little and was looking at me. I took her little hand a held it.
"Yes Maja, I'm here." I told her. She opened her eyes wider so she could fully see. Realization hit her, she sat up looked at Alek then turned to me.
"Where is Max? Where is Mama? Where am I?" She demanded. You could tell she is trying not to cry, she is just like Rose; doesn't like to show weakness.
"You are at a hospital Maja. You were in a car accident. Max is hurt a little more then you, he is in another room and well I don't know about Mama. The doctors didn't tell us." It's hard to tell your daughter that her mom might be dead. She couldn't hold it in anymore and she started crying. I took her out of the hospital bed and wrapped her into a hug while she sat on my lap crying. When she looked up at me her face was soaked with tears. I had to control myself from crying.
"Don't leave us again." She whispered, she was looking at me with pleading eyes. I shook my head.
"I will never leave you Max Alek and mama ever again, I love you too much." I told her kissing her head. She smiled and rested her head on my chest. I must have fell asleep because when I woke up the doctor was standing in front of me. He motioned toward the hallway. I nodded and looked at Maja. She was asleep, so I put her back in the bed. I stood up and when to meet the doctor.
"Is she alive?" I asked him. I didn't want the I'm so sorry speech; I just want to know is she is alive.
"If you are talking about Rosemarie Hathaway, then yes she is," He started, a flush of relief went over me, "but she is in critical condition she is in the Intenseive Care Unit (ICU) , we were able to stabilize her breathing and heart rate. When the firefighters found her they thought she was dead, with that kind of impact to the driver she would have never survived but somehow she has she is very lucky. She has a few broken ribs and some head trama, and in now in a coma, you are allowed to see her but don't try to wake her up she has been through a lot and it could lead to permanent brain damage." I nodded. Rose always had luck on her side.
"Are my kids going to be alright?" He looked at his clip bored.
"Maja and Aleksei will be fine they just need rest but for Maxim he has a broken arm and had internal bleeding he is in a coma right now also from trama, we will wait until he wakes up to analyze him further, other than that he will be fine." The doctor said. I nodded in understanding.
"Can I see Rose?" I asked. He nodded.
"Follow me." We started walking through some hallways, and then I saw a sigh up ahead. "Intensive Care Unit" We walked a little further and walked in the room. Everybody was already there. Lissa was sitting on the couch with Christian silently crying in his shoulder while he was hugging her. Adrian was sitting on one side of Roses bed. Eddie sat beside Christian with his hands holding his head. And Mia rubbing his back with her hand, comforting him. And then there was Rose. She was lying still on the hospital bed. She was her skin was white, she had a cut on her forehead which was now stitched together, her face was a scratched up, almost like she was in a fight with a cat. She had some bad bruising on her arms. I would have never guessed she is alive if it wasn't for the heart monitor beeping. It hurt me to look at her like this. I can't help but blame myself. If I was more compulsion resistant I wouldn't have been Tashas puppet, I would have insisted on driving the kids home and most likely it would have been me on that bed. I went on the other side of her bed where the IV isn't connected to her hand and brought the chair closer to her bed to hold her hand. I held on to her hand and put my forehead on the corner of the mattress. How could I be so stupid of course Tasha would do something like this, she never liked Rose. She would do everything in her power to get rid of her. I started to relax and listen to her heart monitor while lightly rubbing circles in Roza's hand. Her heart beat started going faster, it was so faint before. I looked up and saw the number her heart rate was 70, before it was a mere 55. I let go of her hand and watched the monitor.70..69..68. I took her hand again and started rubbing small circles.66..67..68.. 69..70. I smiled to myself, it's nice to know that I make her heart beat faster when I'm around. When I am around her my heart also starts racing.
"Wow Belikov, you have quite the magic touch." Adrian said to me. He must have seen my experiment.
"Guardian Belikov, that quite amazing actually. Her heart beat barely could go 55 per minute; which is almost heart frailer. The normal beat per minute is between 60 to 100, and with just your touch you got her heart racing; hmm I wonder. Try talking to her, say something she can hear you." The doctor said smiling, I hadnt even noticed him come in. Everybody got up and started crowding around the bed. I leaned forward so only Rose can hear.
"Roza, if you can hear me, I need to tell you I'm sorry and I love you very much I will never leave you. Please wake up, I need you our kids need you, Lissa needs you. I am going to be at your side when you wake up, I love you." I kissed her forehead and leaned back. I looked at the heart monitor; she reached 85 beats per minute. We all sighed in relief.
"Ok so can I heal her now doc. You said I need to wait for her heart to reach 80." Lissa said moving toward Rose.
"Well I don't see why not Princess." The doctor said. Lissa went on the other side beside Adrian and put both hands on the sides of Roses head. A couple seconds later she stood back up. I looked at Roses face, she regained some of her colour back, the scratches on her face were gone and the cut on her forehead is gone. She looked a hell of a lot better than 10 minutes ago. Lissa healed Max right after then she was worn out. Christian insisted no demanded that he take her home to rest. Soon after she gave in and left. Eddie and Mia also left with them; they said that they will come first thing in the morning. That just left me and Adrian. Rose's heart stayed at 80 the whole time. A couple of hours later they brought in Maja and Alek after cheeking that they are going to be fine. They stayed with Rose me and Adrian half the night until Adrian decided it was time for them to get some normal sleep and take showers. They didn't want to go but at the end they gave up and left with him. Now it was just me and Roza.
"Rose I love you, so much. I'm sorry. Tasha and her strigoi brother used compulsion on me. I never meant to hurt you. Tasha has always been jealous of you that I always loved you, and not her. Roza I love you." I told her. That's when I felt her squeeze my hand.
No, Rose is still in a coma. Ok anyway im having sort of a writers block, I dont know what should happen next, can you guys help me. Yes Rose and Dimitri are going to live happly ever after, eventually. BUT as you have seen in my earlyer chapters I love to have surprises like the car crash. SOOO I want your ideas for what should happen next. Thank you for all the reviews I have 221 now so, when I wake up in 10 hours (because im going to sleep now) surprise me on how many reviews I get :) - M