A sharp intake of breath.
Rub his weary eyes.
Bite the trembling lip.
Stop the tapping foot.
Find the strength.
Lose the sadness.
Keep the confidence.
Put on a fake smile.
Make it look genuine.
Get dressed.
Look nice.
Look like you haven't changed.
Kiss Emily's forehead or cheek.
Walk out the front door.
Drive without crying.
Park.
Walk into the office.
And start another day without Gillian.