-------------------------------ONE MONTH HAS PASSED---------------------------------------------------------
-------Bella P.O.V---------------------------------------
"Bells where are you?" asked Derek
I was out hunting and i had just finished drinking a deer dry. I licked my lips and turned around to see Derek right in front of my face. He kissed me lightly on the lips and said
"Looks like i found you my love."
I laughed slightly
"So what are we going to do today?" i asked
"Well i thought maybe we could take a run through the woods."
"Ok that sounds fun." and with that Derek took my hand and we started running through the woods. Maybe he had an idea of where we were going but i didn't. He never let me venture to far into the woods for some odd reason, he always thought i was going to leave him. The first few days of this month he asked me everyday if i would stay with him. I don't know why. He was the nicest guy i have ever met, well i haven't met a whole lot of guys because I don't leave my room without Derek at all. But he is still always so sweet and gentle with me. We kept running and i saw a small open clearing with a water fall. It was a beautiful and it reminded me of something. I always got these pangs of memories. Sometimes i would see something like a person, or an object, or even a smell and get these flashbacks. I never told Derek because he would worry to much. I liked having the flashbacks because i constantly couldn't remember things and i felt like someone had deleted some of my memories.
"Do you like it?" Derek asked. Referring to the meadow like place we were in.
"Yes its beautiful."
"Not as beautiful as you are." he said while gazing into my eyes. I kissed him lightly on the lips and pulled him down to the ground. We laid down, i put my head on his chest and just listened to the sounds of the woods. Thats when i had a flashback.
I was in a beautiful meadow. There were a bunch of gorgeous vampires playing baseball, while there was a thunderstorm overhead. Suddenly other vampires approached and looked directly at me. Then a young male vampire came quickly to my side. He had a very worried expression and held me possessively.
I had been dreaming about this young vampire a lot lately. I don't know why but i felt like i knew him. Like he was a big part of my life but i just couldn't remember. As hard as i tried i only got flashbacks when they would come to me. I didn't have a choice, when or where i got a flashback so basically i just had to wait for them. It was making me very impatient.
"Bells is something wrong?"
"No Derek everything is fine." i said
-------------------Derek P.O.V---------------------
It was like heaven on earth. Finally Bells was mine. I didn't have to force her to like me, she did all on her own. Ever since Philip deleted some of her memories she has been so much more compliant. I think she even loved me. But i wasn't about to push our relationship. So far all we did was kiss a little. I wanted so much more but i wasn't sure if she was ready. Thats why today i was planning on telling her how i felt about her. That is the reason why i took her out to the clearing in the woods. To be alone so we could talk. She was almost in a sleep like state so i decided now that she was calm and content i would talk to her
"Bells"
"Yes?"
"Well i don't know if you fell quite the same way yet but i want you to know that i love you very much. I have since the day i met you." There i said it now lets see what happens
------------------------Bella P.O.V-----------------------------------------
i wanted to say i love you back but it just felt...wrong. Like i was betraying someone. I knew my heart belonged to another man but how is that possible if the only man i had ever been with was Derek? I have to say something but what?
"Um. Well. I'm sorry Derek i just think our relationship is going to fast. Its not that i don't like you. I think i could eventually love you but i just need time." i hope he understands.
He was silent for a while. He looked extremely mad and his face was in a complete frown. I expected him to look sad. Why would he look mad? He couldn't possible be mad at me could he?
"you think you could love me someday?" he said
"Um. Yes"
"Well then i guess thats all i could ask for. I will earn your love Bells. After all we have eternity."
I don't know if i want to spend eternity with him. But where else would i go? This is my home and i don't remember ever leaving it. It wouldn't make sense to leave just to get away from him. But maybe if i left i could get some of my memories back. Maybe. But is it worth it? Yes. Yes it is. I desperately want to remember my life. Then maybe i will return.
"Derek would you mind terribly if i went to my room to think for a while?"
"No i will come with you."
He took my hand and we spend into the building, through the halls, and to my room in a matter of seconds. He tried to walk in the room with me. He just didn't get it.
"Um Derek I just want to be alone if thats ok."
He looked at me confused. Well i got hardly any alone time Derek was like my shadow. Always there when i turn around. It was getting rather annoying. But i didn't mind to much it was better than being alone all the time. This place got lonely fast.
"Ok Bells if thats what you want."
He closed the door and i put my plan in action. Lately i had been learning to control my shapeshifting powers and my forcefield powers. I also had the power to erase people's memory. I don't remember who i got my powers from but i knew i had them. I cold control all of them so i was pretty confident that i could bust outta this Popsicle stand easily now. I shapeshifted into Derek and exited my room. I walked down the hall. So far so good. I saw a bunch of guards standing at the exit out of the building. Hmmm. I tried walking past them. But they wouldn't move.
"Password?"
Wow. A bunch of man eating vampire killing machines and you have to have a password to get out.
"Bye Bye" i said
"Huh?" said one of the guards. Man they were pretty stupid;
Thats when i broke out with shields. I put an invisible shield around myself and started walking towards the door. Of course they tried to stop me but none of them could get near me. When i got to the door i one by one touched all of the guards and erased their memory of me escaping.
That was easy enough. Now i just need to figure out where to go. I followed my heart and just sped off towards the woods. I ran and ran what seemed hours later i was looking up at a sign.
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