Outside leaning heavily on the brick wall, Mini breathes in the harsh cold air, practically devouring it in the hopes of regaining some sort of self-control from it; some sort of sanity. She closes her eyes as her breathing finally slows down, trying not to think of those hands on her body, those lips on her skin. She starts to leave, begins to push herself off the wall but her eyes fly open as she is roughly pushed back into it by Franky.
"What the fuck, Mini? Why have you been avoiding me? Every time I call you never answer your phone; even when you call me it's you who hangs up. I don't understand, I thought we were friends!" Franky looked more than worried now, she looked distraught and downright angry.
"We are friends Franky" Mini replied. She really meant it but she could sense that Franky was starting to lose trust in her again. Why did this have to be so difficult?
Franky wouldn't look at her now, was pretending to watch something at the end of the street whilst obviously blinking back tears and Mini felt her heart break. She had to be honest with Franky, even if it meant losing her as a friend. Franky meant too much; she was just too much, and Mini had never felt this way about anyone before, not Grace or Live, not even Nick. Especially not Nick.
"You don't understand Franks, this is so hard for me. It's so hard to be with you-"
"Because I'm a freak? If you still felt that way you could have just said so, you didn't need to pretend to be my friend for Grace's sake!" Tear were falling down Franky's cheek now, she couldn't really care that much?
Mini reached out to Franky, trying to explain, but Franky wouldn't listen, wasn't interested in why her best friend didn't really want to hang with her anymore, didn't want to answer her calls. Didn't want her.
She wasn't sure what made her do it, other than maybe the fact that she'd wanted this forever, but at that moment Mini reached out and pulled Franky to her, running her fingertips along her face and giving her a deep kiss; chaste, but with intent.
"I love you", she whispered in the quiet of the night, "That's why it's hard to be near you. You want normal, and I want you to have that; this isn't normal though, a lot of people would discriminate against us if they knew I loved you, and I want better than that for you. I'm sorry, Franky".
A quick kiss to her forehead and then Mini was gone, leaving Franky to stare in shock at the brick wall
One more part! here's the good stuff xo