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A/N This is supposed to take place at the end of the episode Sisters, I don't really know how to describe it without giving anything away. Hopefully you'll like it, it's not a couples story though, there's no romance in this at all.

Ugh Starfire! That little brat! How dare she look at me with those disapproving eyes, the same look mother and father used to give me. The same look anyone gave me! I hate them! All of them! Especially Starfire and the boy wonder; I would have been free, able to travel from galaxy to galaxy,and show them the grave mistake they did! Making her the one next in line for the throne is stupid! She's so weak, she wouldn't be a good ruler of Tammaran, I would. I would be better than that, I would be a great ruler, a ruler so great nobody could compare to me. But no they had to make my little sister, of all people, the one in line.

She doesn't even live there, she lives on Earth, living like she's a human. A filthy, stupid human! And I'm being sent to prison, to be caged up like an animal! How dare they do this to me, the princess of Tammaran! I could just imagine killing her, she doesn't deserve any of the things placed on to her lap. She doesn't deserve any more love, that's all she received from our parents, their undying love. That's all what she's ever gotten from anyone! All she ever got was love, while I received their disappointment, their cold glares, their prejudices. I could kill her, I want to kill her, no I need to kill her!

But there was this little voice in my head saying otherwise, "You don't really believe that, you really do love her. She was the only one who loved you, she still does."

"No she doesn't" I thought back at it, "and I don't love her. I hate her. She's the reason for all of this!"

" I don't believe you, so how could you believe yourself? She's always been there for you, always there to help you. She looks up to you. You're her role model." Of course, the girl who tried to get her sister arrested in her place is a role model.

" No I'm not," I said softly aloud. The guards looked back at me, they saw me sitting on my knees and gave me the same disapproving look that I'm always given. Even my guards are disappointed in me.

" Yes, you are. Starfire adores you, she did since you were young." A memory flashed in my head of us. She was still very young, and so was I. Starfire was sitting on my lap, looking at me those big green eyes, and she said that I was the best sister ever, and that I was her best friend. She gave me a silver ball, it was from a dress of our mother's, she told me she thought it was pretty but wanted to give it to me. I remember that I loved it, it made us close, it made her my best friend. I told her I would keep it forever, and than I hugged her because of it. Than another memory flashed in my head. This time we were older, I was seven years old and she was five. I had just gotten over an illness I had since I was five, it had nearly killed me multiple times. They thought I was going to die, so they gave her my coronation, I was so angry. She stole my respect of the people that day, I remember blasting her with my first starbolt that day. I wanted to do that again, and again at her for stealing something from me. But instead I threw the little silver ball at her, I screamed at her and told her that she was no longer my best friend.

I started to bite my lip, and breathe heavily, "That was in the past, that was before she stole my rightful place. Before mother and father favorited her over me, before I was forgotten and scorned," tears started to swell up on my eyes. I don't want to remember anything else

" You're not forgotten by her. She chose to write to you while she stayed at Earth, does that sound like she forgot you?"

I started sweating, "But she's only doing that to show how perfect her life is, to brag to me." I didn't even believe me that time, how could I try to make that thing believe me if I didn't believe myself. My body started to feel hotter than usual, and than I felt cold and than hot again, I was having hot and cold flashes. This only made me sweat more. " What, you're done talking now? Aren't you going to tell me how much she admires me and how she wouldn't brag because she's too perfect to," the little voice didn't say anything back to me. " It looks like you agree with me than.

It didn't, it gave me a different flashback instead. She was visiting me while I was sick, it was during the first few days when it hit me. She looked worried, so did our parents. But that could be because they were worried their oh so precious Starfire would get what I had. " Blackfire," her voice was so high pitched and sad. She was three years old this time, she was so short and chubby as a three year old, completely different from what she is now. " Are you OK," she asked me, I was going to answer but I only started to cough instead. Our parents took her out of there before I could even answer her. My mother came back to my bedside after Star left, she said she was sorry, and that she couldn't afford to have another child of hers sick, my mother kissed my head and told me she loved me. What a lie, she never loved me, none of my parents did.

My guards looked back at me, and started whispering to themselves about me. I saw my appearance through a reflection in the glass. I was sweating, my hair was all in my face, and I was crying. The look on my face didn't look like me. I looked like I was crazy, and than I saw her there with me, Starfire. She was behind me, with a worried look on her face. She was there, by my reflection. I started to scream at her, " Get out! Get out! Leave me alone!" I started to scream and cry. My heart was pounding so fast, " Get out!"

She knelt besides me, and wiped my hair out of my face, and hugged me." Sister, what have you done to yourself,"

" Starfire get away from me! I don't want your help!" I screamed at her before she turned into a mist and I than fainted. But I could still feel the guards touch as the y carried me out of my little container and put me onto the deck. They were saying something along the lines of me being crazy.

The left me on the deck, but one of them was always watching me. She appeared again to me.

" I said get away from me," I screamed at her, both of the guards came up to me, asking who I was talking to. But I didn't answer them, I pretended not to hear them.

" What happened to my best friend," she asked me sadly and disappeared again, I started to cry, and scream and kick my legs. The guards were trying to keep me calm, trying to ask me what's wrong, but I couldn't answer them. After a while I calmed down enough to be put back into my cell, but her words still echoed in my ears, " What happened to my best friend?"

"... I..I..I don't know,"

A/N:

I'm not very happy with this, I feel like I'm missing something. I just don't know what. Thanks for the reviews, they're very much appreciated. I actually felt a little nervous writing this because I didn't think I could write this as well as my first chapter, or my other oneshot. So hopefully you guys liked it, and now I'm gonna do some homework. Bye and review please! They brighten my day every time I see one :)