WARNING! THERE IS TALK OF THE CATHOLIC RELIGION IN HERE, AND IF YOU FIND THAT OFFENSIVE THEN DO NOT READ THIS OR REVIEW THIS CHAPTER SAYING HOW WRONG OF A RELIGION IT IS. I DO NOT WANT TO READ IT AND I WILL DELETE THEM!

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All they've done for the past few weeks is stare at me, always checking up on me, giving me no privacy. It's so annoying, Beastboy is usually disguised as a fly on my wall, giving the others reports on what I'm doing. Star is the only one who hasn't been doing this to me, she's actually giving me the cold shoulder, that actually hurts the most. She's my best friend,and I cant even talk to her without seeing this sad look in her eyes, wondering if she can trust me again. I could see how it hurts her, she doesn't look as cheerful as before, she doesn't seem to laugh as much, and I miss it a lot. Cyborg has sorta taken the position as leader right now, with everyone not trusting me, he's actually doing a pretty good job. Why couldn't they just let it go? I did it all to protect them, and bring Slade to justice, like any other criminal. Why couldn't they see that? Why couldn't they see that I was doing this all to protect them, to protect the city.

Bruce always had this sorta of stuff under his control, he always had these bulletproof plans that went exactly as he planned, he always said to do whatever it takes to protect the innocent and bring justice to the guilty. And it always worked for him, and now he's the hero of Gotham. Why couldn't I be like this? Hell, I'm pretty sure I'm not even this to my team right now., let a lone the citizens of Jump. I gave them a new criminal to fear, how stupid could I be? I should have reconsidered the repercussions, and the feelings of my friends. Now since I didn't think of that, I have to sit through their check ups, their spying and so much more.

I need to redeem myself, I need to show them that I am worthy of their trust again, especially Star's. If I were to regret anything about this entire Red X fiasco, it was not telling her myself that I was

Red X, instead of her finding out accidentally. But how could I redeem myself, and gain their trust back? Should I ask them, no that's really dumb of me, plus they probably won't talk to me. I need to figure something out.

I could try doing twelve tasks like what Heracles did, when he murdered his kids and wife. But I don't think that would make up for what I did, anyways his tasks were only given to him because his step mom, Hera, wanted him dead, so that's out of the question. I could do what Jean Valjean did in Les Miserables, but I don't want to adopt a child right now, and I have been doing good deeds for the past few years now. Gahhhhh! What could I do? Everything that I've thought of is pretty ridiculous, well there is something I could do, but I'm not even sure if that's not as ridiculous. Well it's my only idea that isn't stupid, and it's supposed to cleanse the soul right? It's worth a shot, and they can't say that I didn't try to make it up to them.

I need to wear my civilian clothes though, I can't even bring the R-cycle with me on this little adventure, hopefully the others won't notice that I'll be using holograms again. I need to do this, and when I come back from it, they'll know what I did. I put on a pair of jeans and a white button up shirt. I didn't want to take off my mask though, I've been so connected with it since than, it was the only thing that shielded my eyes from them, it made it look like I didn't care when it did. But now I have to, and face the eyes that helped betray my friends. Blue. They're a piercing, icy blue that ran in my family, and now I'm the only one who has them. My sunglasses covered them now, and than I sighed. Am I really sneaking out again? Starfire's words started to ring in my ears, " You and Slade are similar. Slade did not trust you, and you did not trust us." I need to do this, I need to show them that I trust them and that I'm worthy of their trust again.

There was only one way for me to leave my room and get to the garage, and not get noticed, I have to go through the air ducts. I made my way done through the ducts to the garage, so far so good. There was the T-car, my R-cycle, and then there was our civilian transportation, a few luxury, high tech cars and motorcycles, and than my new, silver Ducati. It was sleek, and fast, hopefully fast enough so the others wouldn't be able to catch up with me. I sped out of the driveway and onto the hidden underwater tunnel we have to connect us to the city. And I swear to god I heard Cyborg scream at me to get back, now its only a matter of time before they catch up to me.

I got out of Jump, as fast as I could and went to the nearest city, nobody would notice me zooming through the streets, I'll be hidden in plain sight. And hopefully this city has a Catholic Church, and I could make my do's before the others find me. The city was confusing, the streets all looked exactly the same with the same people, but everyone looked happy and safe. I know this city, it was Orwald, it didn't have its own superhero unit, it relied on the local officials and they've been doing a good job here. This place must be what Jump looked like before we came a long. It took fifteen minutes of endless wondering before I spotted Beastboy and Cyborg in the T-car. They found me, and I haven't even found a church yet! Then two minutes after that I saw Raven and Star in the sky, they were looking for me, but they haven't seen me yet. So I still have time, hopefully.

This city was huge, I've been here for at least half an hour and I haven't even seen a steeple yet. There's just endless rows of skyscrapers and apartment buildings. The others haven't found me yet, they keep missing me, or they're already spotted me and now just following me watching my every move. The latter sounds more like them. Than BAM! I found a steeple, it was right across from this small park. No one was there, so I started to drive through until " You know it's against park rules to have a motorcycle in here," it was Cyborg. " And it's also not cool to sneak out again, against your friends back." I turned around, and saw that they were all ready to attack me if necessary, even Star. My heart just broke when I saw she was ready to fight. I blew it.

" Guys, you don't under-"

Cyborg cut me off, " Save it, we're done trying to understand," he was angry and I knew he meant it. I didn't want to do what I had to do, but I had to. I slowly reached into my pockets and took out a few smoke grenades and threw it at their feet. That would buy me enough time to speed through the park and get to the steps of the church. But unfortunately luck wasn't on my side, they were able to attack me around the middle of the park. Raven had a force of black energy around me, and the rest were coming after me. They all looked so angry at me, but I could see under their anger was hurt. I hurt them again and this is another thing I must confess. I waited until Raven was close enough to me, and then I kicked her done to the ground causing her to lose her focus and let me go. I felt bad for hurting them, I didn't even dare to look at Star, I could tell already that she was disappointed in me.

I started my bike again, but I could feel that someone was after me, it was my best friend. " Robin, I wish not to hurt you, but I must," she said before blasting one of her starbolts at my wheels. My bike immediately stopped, and I was flung off it but she caught me. " Robin, why must you always hurt us? Why do you not trust us?" She asked very softly, she thought I was unconscious but I wasn't.

" Star you need to believe me when I say this. I wasn't going to hurt you guys this time. I was actually going to the church to cleanse my soul and try to redeem myself for all you. I was going to Confession," she looked at me understandingly.

" Than we must get you there," she took my hand and fly as fast as she could to the church. " Go and do your Confession Robin," she hugged me, before I went inside. It was very beautiful in there, with its high stone arches and stained glass windows. I found a confessional booth quickly, and thank god there was a priest in there. But I didn't go in yet, I saw Starfire, and the others at the entrance. They didn't look like they were mad at me now, she must have told them what I was going to do. Cyborg had his hands crossed across his chest and gave me a nod telling me he understood. So I went in to the booth, and said " Bless me Father for I have sinned..."

A/N:

Hey guys, did you like this chapter? I was kinda rushing it towards the middle cause I kinda lost inspiration for it so it may not be that good compared to the other chapters. This is taken after the Episode Mask.

To:

titansfan45, thanks for the advice and reviews. I realized why I wasn't very happy with Blackfire's chapter it's because in my head I wanted her to be tortured during the whole ordeal, but I couldn't make that fit so thats why I felt unhappy with it. I'm thinking of maybe rewriting it later to go with how I visioned it.

1029384756, I really like how you always review and how you've given me support during my little experiment, so I just wanted to say that.

Crazynerd thanks I am feeling better and Bbrae is my favourite pairing if you couldn't figure it out XD it used to be Starfire and Robin but I realized how much cuter Beastboy and Raven are together.

Well that's it for me to replying to you guys, but oh! Anon I have two Batman sporks now! Im really hyper right now so I'll just go. Review?