A/N: i thought this was going to be a long chapter, but, oh well ^^

enjoy!

(Peter's POV)

"You can go back to Cair Paravel first if you want too." I said.

She thought for a moment, then nodded.

"Okay." She answerd quietly.

She must be very unhealthy.

If she was just tired or something, she wouldn't leave.

I watched her as she rode her horse and went to Cair Paravel, along with some guard.

When i turned to Caspian,

He was gone.

Where is he?

I stood and asked if they saw Caspian.

And they said that he left.

Left, where?

Oh.

Then i remember something that might be the answer.

No, not might.

It must be the anwer.

I sat back, and enjoyed the rest of the competition, without worrying too much about Caspian, and Susan.

(WRITERS)

Of course,

Peter knew where did Caspian gone to.

He hoped they will use this chance to, well, make everything clear.

Yes, Susan had carried this burden long enough.

And that made her body sick...

(Susan's)

I wished to take a nap, i told the guards.

I hoped a little nap would help me feel better.

I didn't take Lucy's cordial, because that magic Cordial is too precious.

This fever was probably because i was too busy lately,

And with a good rest, i'll feel better already.

I changed into a simpler gown and lied on the bed.

Then, i heard knock on the door.

At first, i just ignored it.

But the knock didn't stop.

"Who is it?" i asked with a loud voice.

"May i come in?" a familiar voice replied.

Oh no,

It's him.

Was he following me?

Maybe he believed silence is a yes.

So he came in and almost ran to my bed.

"Are you okay?" he asked in worry.

"I'm fine. Now, would you leave me and let me take a nap?" i avoided eye contact with him.

I could feel my heart aching.

"Susan, please tell me, did i do something wrong ? Why did you act so cold lately? Is there anything i can do to make it right? Please, tell me, please." He begged.

Oh Aslan..

What should i do?

"You have to forget me and love Liliandil." I said.

"What?" he disbelieve.

"Yes, you have to learn to love her." I repeated.

"Why? Tell me why!" he was confused, i know.

"Because she loves you." I lied.

i didn't think Liliandil loves Caspian more than just friend right now, maybe she was still in love with my brother,

but someday she will.

And he will, too.

"So what? I thought you love me, too. I chose you over Liliandil." He assured me.

I shook my head.

"What if i don't?" i asked shorly.

He was shocked to hear this.

He had a right to be shocked.

I myself was shock. How could i said such a thing?

I can imagine his heart broke into pieces.

It was me who broke his heart.

"What if i love you too deeply?" he asked.

I somehow knew he would ask this kind of question.

"Then you'll have to forget me and love somebody else." I replied.

Yeah, i made it sounds very easy.

"But you can't just forget people and love other person! I mean it's a process.."

"Then start that process now!" i cut.

"Fine, i'll do this. I'll forget my feelings to you, Susan Pevensie, and i will try to love Liliandil just like i love you. Remember, i'm doing this for you."

Duh. C'mon Caspian don't make it hard for me...

"No! You can't do it for me. You have to do it for yourself, Caspian. One day you'll see, there's something you can find only in Liliandil, the piece to complete your heart." I explained.

It was too hard for him. He walked out the door and shuted it.

Caspian, it was hard, but you're not the only one who have to do this.

Hang on, try, i'm sure you can..

(Writer's)

Susan missed dinner, unlike ussual.

She chose to practice her archery.

Yes, to hide her feelings she chose to do some hard work.

Her body hasn't fully recovered from fever,

But she ignored it.

She shot the bull's eye, missed.

And again,

And again.

Fortunatly she was able to hit the bull's eye this time.

Then a guard came and gave her a letter.

"A letter for your majesty." That's all he said.

She opened it and read it.

"Maybe what you said is true.

I'll try,

but if she doesn't have that puzzle piece,

i'm sure you're the one who holds it.

X"

She didn't realize Peter came to the practice field, and he walked to her side. Susan showed him the letter. And Susan told him their conversation.

Peter knew she was very sad and hurted.

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