Memories of a Fallen Soldier Chapter 8: Barbie Girl, a big time rush fanfic

A/N: So this is a more funny chapter. I wanted one with some more amusement. While there will still be some depression a lot of it will be happy.

Chapter 8

Barbie Girl-Aqua

Day 92

Logan couldn't help but smile. He had heard one song and couldn't get Kendall off his mind but this time it was a good memories. He smiled and started writing down the lyrics.

Hi Barbie
Hi Ken!
Do you wanna go for a ride?
Sure Ken!
Jump In...

I'm a barbie girl, in the barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic!
you can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation
Come on Barbie, let's go party!

I'm a barbie girl, in the barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic!
you can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation

I'm a blond bimbo girl, in the fantasy world
Dress me up, make it tight, I'm your dolly
You're my doll, rock'n'roll, feel the glamour in pink,
kiss me here, touch me there, hanky panky...
You can touch, you can play, if you say: "I'm always yours"

(uu-oooh-u)

I'm a barbie girl, in the barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic!
you can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(Ah-ah-ah-yeah)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(uu-oooh-u)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(Ah-ah-ah-yeah)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(uu-oooh-u)

Make me walk, make me talk, do whatever you please
I can act like a star, I can beg on my knees
Come jump in, bimbo friend, let us do it again,
hit the town, fool around, let's go party

You can touch, you can play, if you say: "I'm always yours"
You can touch, you can play, if you say: "I'm always yours"
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(Ah-ah-ah-yeah)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(uu-oooh-u)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(Ah-ah-ah-yeah)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(uu-oooh-u)

I'm a barbie girl, in the barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic!
you can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation

Oh, I'm having so much fun!
Well Barbie, we're just getting started
Oh, I love you Ken!

Kendall,

Who knew that one song could put me in such a good mood. For once, I'm writing you while I'm happy instead of sad. While I do miss you still, I miss you every second of every day, I cherish all the memories I have made with you. But there is one moment this song brings to mind.

"Logie, lets do karaoke." Kendall pleaded for what seemed like the hundredth time.

Logan rolled his eyes at his boyfriend. "I don't want to babe. Besides I don't sing anymore." He said in a stearn voice.

Kendall was quiet for a few moments and then his eyes lit up. "Wait, what if I choose a song that doesn't require you to sing all that much. We could do a duet." He said in an anxious voice.

Kendall was making a face at Logan that he couldn't say no to. He knew that the blond would once again get his way. "Fine. But I don't want to sing a whole lot." He said in a slightly annoyed voice.

Kendall smiled at him and his face lit up brighter then it had all night. "Really?" Logan nodded and watched as Kendall walked up to the DJ to talk to him about it. He saw Kendall motion him up so Logan walked up.

He and Kendall grabbed a mic and waited for the song. When the song started he heard Kendall mutter, "You're Ken."

Logan started laughing when he heard Kendall's voice go high pitch to imitate Barbie. Logan could barely say his parts because he was laughing so hard. His laughter only increased when Kendall started bouncing up and down and dancing.

"Come on Barbie, lets go party!" Logan said through laughter.

"ah, ah, ah, yeah." Kendall shrieked.

Logan could no longer contain his laughter. He missed the next six parts of his. After the song was over, Logan's side was aching because of his laughter. They received several applauses and Kendall took a bow, while Logan slapped his back. When they sat down at their table Kendall was smiling and Logan had finally gotten his laughter under control.

"What was that?" He finally asked.

"I wanted to have fun with it, I wanted to make everyone laugh. And I'm sure it worked." Kendall said with a grin.

Logan shook his head at Kendall. "Well, it was successful."

I still can't believe that you made me do Barbie Girl. I still laugh when I think about that memory. I can't believe that you actually did that. But it was something that I loved most about you. I miss you still Kendall. I miss you more than anything in this world but I'm trying to focus on the good things today. I don't want to get all sad and mopey.

Things are finally getting back to normal for me now babe. I am going to work and back to working out and reading like I use to. I don't go to your grave every day now. I got four to five times a week, but I don't need to be there anymore to feel close to you. I feel like I'm growing through this. I can feel you every where I am and I know that you are watching over me.

I saw Hayley and Jo a few days ago and that went well. Hayley is calling me daddy and I had to assure Jo at least ten times that I don't mind. I do see Hayley as my daughter. I love you so much that I will happily be a father figure to her. But I will make sure that she knows that her daddy was hero. That he was a great guy who gave his life for this country.

Well anyway babe, I saw something funny on my way home. Well, not really funny, but it brought back a funny memory to my mind. There was a guy getting a sobriety test done and I couldn't help but to think back to that time when we were sixteen.

"Logan, I'm too drunk to drive. I need you to." Kendall said slurring his words.

Logan looked at him wide eyed. "What are you talking about? You told me that you would stay sober to drive. Besides, I only have my learner's permit. I don't even have my license." Logan said getting scared. Because Kendall had said that he had drank enough to feel a little tipsy.

"Well, you're more sober then me bud. So it looks like you're driving. And its only six miles. You've got this!" Kendall said while throwing the keys. Logan caught them and starred at him for a second.

Logan knew that he was more sober then Kendall and knew that they would be better off if he drove. He sighed in frustration and got in the drivers seat. He adjusted the seat to where he could drive and started his way towards his house where they were staying the night. After a few miles Logan's heart dropped when he saw the red and blue flashing lights behind him.

"Shit." He muttered. Kendall looked back and then quickly looked forward again.

Officer Foster walked up and Logan recognized him almost immediately. Logan and Kendall had many run ins with him and knew him well. "Mitchell, you're shitting me!"

Logan gave him a smile. "Was I doing something wrong Foster?" He asked in a neutral voice.

"Besides driving without a license? You were swerving. Are you drunk Logan?" He asked. Logan didn't say anything and a few minutes later he was outside doing a sobriety test, which he failed epically. He made Kendall get out and do one as well. Foster looked at Kendall for five seconds before he told him to sit down.

After their test Logan and Kendall were sitting on the curb and Logan was losing his mind while Kendall was so out of it he was laying his head on his knees. "Am I in trouble?" Logan asked Foster in a worried tone.

Foster shook his head. "No. I'm going to go call your dad to come get the two of you."

Logan's eyes widened. His dad was the public defender for the police department and so he had a lot of connections in the force. It had kept Logan and the others out of trouble when they really did something bad. If it was bad enough to where Mr. Garcia couldn't get them off, Mr. Mitchell could.

"We're so dead." Logan said to Kendall. Logan started rubbing his temples gently, trying to relax a little bit.

"Relax, Logie. He won't be too angry at you." Logan gave Kendall a skeptical look. "Okay maybe we are in trouble. I can't believe Foster is calling him. What a dick head."

Logan couldn't help but laugh at Kendall. "Be quiet, otherwise it's going to be worse." Logan said trying to hush Kendall up.

Kendall however didn't listen. "Foster, you're an asshole. I can't believe that you would call his dad. He is going to be in so much trouble."

"Kendall!" Logan yelled motioning for him to shut up.

"Fucking pigs." Kendall muttered.

"Kendall, just shut up. We're getting off, you just need to shut up."

By the time Mr. Mitchell had arrived Logan was trying his best to cover up Kendall's mouth. Logan knew that he was really in trouble. His dad was wearing sweatpants and a shirt. His father never left the house like this. Even when his grandfather had died he still showered and got a nice outfit on. Logan groaned knowing that he really had fucked up.

"You two get in the car. I'll deal with you when we get back to the house!" Mr. Mitchell said.

Logan and Kendall walked to Mr. Mitchell's car with their heads hung low.

He yelled at us so much that night with Foster. It was horrible. I was surprised I wasn't grounded for the rest of my life and I'm surprised that he didn't tell me I couldn't be your friend anymore after everything you said to Foster. You idiot.

But I'm glad that he didn't give me that option because I don't think that I could have made it through everything without you. And had we not been friends their wouldn't of been a Big Time Rush. I'm so glad that I got to have you in my life for so long. It sucks that I won't get to see you for a while, but I am really glad we had so many good memories together.

Anyhow, Carlos paid me a visit yesterday and gave me some surprising news to say the very least. I'm sure you already know seeing as you get to see everything but I still want to talk to you about it.

Logan looked up as Carlos walked into the living room and sat down across from him. They hung out and talked for a few hours before Carlos finally gave him some surprising news. "So Katie is moving to South Carolina to be with James. They started dating last time he was home."

"What? Katie is like our little sister." Logan said in a confused tone.

Carlos kind of chuckle. "Yes, like OUR little sister. But they've always had a slight crush on each other. Remember when Katie had a crush on James for like six years and then James when Katie first started dating? The age gap was too much of a factor where as now that Katie is eighteen almost nineteen, it doesn't really matter that James is twenty four."

"I guess. I can't believe they are together. I know that James makes her happy though." Logan said with a smile.

"Yeah, every time he talks about her he gets this big goofy grin on his face." Carlos said with a laugh.

Logan smiled realizing something. "Katie is only happy when she is with James or talking to or about him."

I can't help but wonder how you would feel about Katie and James being together. Katie was your baby sister and you were so protective of her. And James was somewhat of a womanizer. I can already see how our conversation about this would have went. You would have said you would be damned if you would let James Diamond date your baby sister and then I would jump to James and Katie's defense and tell you that he is good for her and she is good for him and that they are really happy together and that we should be happy for them. Then, you would agree after a small argument and realize that I was right and then you would be okay with James dating Katie.

But I mean it. I really am happy for Katie and James. They are helping each other heal and Katie is doing okay because of him. No one can deny that. I hope that you don't become James' personal poltergeist because he's dating your baby sister. But I'm sure that you of all people can see how much he really is helping her. I hope you can.

She moves there in a week, and all I can hope is that they will be happy together. I know that we were soul mates and I think they are too. All I can do now is pray that they will be as happy as we were together.

Things are slowly getting better Kendall. I think I really am slowly healing, but I don't miss you any less. I miss you more then anything in this world. I would still do anything to be with you again. But I'm going to wrap this up and get some sleep.

I love you so much Kendall.

Love always,

Logie Bear 3

Logan walked upstairs thinking that for once he would be able to get a good nights sleep and not cry hysterically. He was right, he slowly was healing.

A/N: Well I hope that everyone liked the happier chapter. Unfortunately, the next chapter will be depressing again.

Reviews please.