Author Note: Here are Quinn's feelings on the situation. Story will be coming to an end very soon. Hope you enjoy.

Not Over You

What was Finn's deal? I mean ever since the night at the lake he has barely even talked to me. The only thing that seems to be going well is my relationship with Sam. He's been so much more committed into our relationship. I can't help but smile when I'm by his side. But at the same time, I've never felt more alone.

Everyday in glee, everyone would form a circle around Finn and have fun. While me and Sam are on the outside keeping to ourselves. I started actually paying attention in glee. I mean it's either that or listening Sam go on and on about Avatar. After the second time of watching it with him, I can't stand it. It's just so boring.

Last year I felt like I was a part of a family. The glee family. Then over summer we all sorta went our own ways. Yeah we talked to each other but we weren't as close as the year before. Now the family has come together again, with the bond stronger. The difference is that I don't really feel like a part of it.

One day, Sam had asked Mr. Shue if he could perform a song. I realized that about 30 seconds into it, Finn had walked out with his hands over his ears. Then Mike and Puck had gone after him. They didn't come back for awhile and we all started to believe that they were gonna ditch the rest of practice.

"So I was thinking that today we should go to the movies or something." Sam suggested. I was happy that he wants to spend time with me but it feels like he's trying to suffocate me. We're almost always together. I hardly remember when we spent time separately.

"Uh. Sounds great." I try to smile at him. Sometimes when we talk it even gets awkward. Sometimes we don't know what to say to each other because we probably already said it. It doesn't feel like the time we spend together is special anymore.

"Cool. I'll pick you up at 8." he gave me a quick kiss on the cheek before heading to class. I was sorta relieved that he was finally gone.

Two weeks had gone by and I could rarely find Finn staring at me. It was starting to bug me. He was so sweet and simple and familiar. Now that I look back on it, Finn and I haven't even had a real conversation in awhile.

I began to believe that Finn was trying to avoid at all costs. The only time that we're even in a room together was in glee. Even then, his little group kept him closed off from her. At least one of the guys were almost always at his side. If it wasn't one of the guys it was the girls. He was always with someone and never alone. At least he isn't always stuck with the same person all the time.

Later that week I saw Mercedes and Tina the only ones left lingering in the choir room, so I decided to join them.

"Hey guys." I softly greet them, feeling like I haven't talked to them in forever.

"Oh, hey Quinn. What's up?" Tina replies.

"Nothing much. Just feel like we haven't really spent time with each other since last year."

"I know, girl." Mercedes commented. "You're always hanging with Sam these days. I'm kinda surprised that you aren't with him right now."

"He had to go home early and babysit his sister and I didn't feel like going home just yet. Then I saw you still hanging here."

"You guys wanna go to the park and talk?" Tina proposed.

We went to the the local park and sat on the swings. Tina told me how she and Mike had gotten together. Mercedes had filled me in on her summer of singing and fashion designing with Kurt.

"So girl, how have you been since the whole babygate thing?" Mercedes asked her former and favorite roommate.

"Doing good. Thanks for helping me through it, Mercedes."

"No problem. You should stop by my house some time. My folks miss having you around. You're like part of the family."

"I'll make sure to come by soon."

"So how have you and Finn been doing? I saw you guys at the bonfire. Don't try to deny any of it." Tina pried.

"Well we were fine. But these last few weeks, he seems to be avoiding me." Tina and Mercedes tried not to tell her about what they knew from Finn's position on the situation that just stated.

"What do you mean?" Mercedes said, playing a part as to not give away her knowledge of the problem.

"He and I haven't had an actual conversation since the bonfire. And he almost never looks at me anymore. I sorta miss him talking and looking at me." Honestly I really did miss Finn.

"How about you and Sam? You guys doing alright?" Mercedes changed the subject.

"I don't know. He's been really sweet and more into our relationship, but we spend way too much time together. Like the spark between us is being slowly blown out. He just can't stop talking about his Avatar thing. I'm pretty sure that every movie night we had at his house was used to watch that movie. Now whenever I watch it, I fall asleep within the first half."

They both start to laugh under their breathes. "Sorry. But he's your boyfriend so I don't know what to say about that." Tina manages to get out.

From there, we jumped from subject to subject. It started to get late, so we said goodbye and headed home.

That night, I sat on my bed and thought long and hard. I had two great guys in front of me. One is my current boyfriend who is nice and has really nice abs. The other was my first love and we went through so much together but still seem to have that special connection between us. I don't want to see either get hurt but I know that soon I'll have to break one of their hearts. I didn't want to do it but knew that I had to. Now I would have to wait and see who is my knight in shining armor. And soon choose him to be my lovely prince charming. Who will it be? Sam Evans, sweetheart, or Finn Hudson, first love?

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