An~ First one shot! This one is Darkest Powers. This is an EXTREMELY DEPRESSING story!

Back to December by Taylor Swift

They are 20 and 21. They don't have their powers. They are normal people.

Chloe POV

Derek was standing in front of me giving me roses. I left him standing there holding them. I left him standing in the cold December snow. I was afraid that if I stayed I would be trapped, caged. He loved me and I left him. I felt tears running down my cheeks. Was I being harsh?

That's what I always see when I sleep, the moment I left him. It's been a couple months now since then. I stayed in the same town as him, and we worked together but no longer lived together. I wish I could go back and change what I did to him. I had hurt him so bad, and all I can do was stand there.

I don't sleep much anymore. I remember all the memories and all the things that he had told me. One of my favorite was when we were sitting in his car. We were laughing at something we were talking about. It was summer than, the one before I left him. Now of all the times I realize that I'm in love with him. I wanted my freedom and now I find out it is only to miss him. Whenever I see him he has his guard up, trying to protect himself from me.

"Hey," I said to Derek. He only looked up and murmured something. He would never makes eye contact with me. I wouldn't blame him either. I pretty much ripped his heart out. I was the only one he ever opened up to and I took it for granted. "How's the family?" I tried to make small talk.

"Good. But you don't really care do you?" He said with sourness in his words. They stung, and I deserved it.

"I'm sorry." I whisper and walk away. I felt the tears sting my eyes and run down my cheeks. God I was the dumbest jerk on this planet he was so caring and loving. I walk swiftly over to my work station. I worked in one of those cubicles. My walls use to have a million pictures of him or us together. Now I only have a small picture of him and me on our first date. It was cute, he was sitting on a log with me on his lap, we were smiling at something. I could feel the tears wanting to escape from the corner's of my eyes. I sat in my chair and picked up a box of tissues and pulled a couple up and brought them to my face. I tried to stifle the cry.

"Why am I so dumb?" I asked myself. I need to try to get him back or I might come falling and breaking down into a million pieces. I nodded to myself and started actually working. After what seemed forever work was done and I got up and ran towards where Derek was getting on the elevator and just barely made it in. It was only him and I. This was a place where him and I would kiss in secret while working. He looked down at me with an annoyed expression on his face.

"Hey, Derek I wanted to talk to you." I stated.

"Well I don't really want to talk to you." He said. And again ouch that stung! I felt tears threatening to pour out. I also felt my courage start to fade. We were close to the floor we were going so I hit the button that stopped the elevator. That earned me another annoyed look.

"I-I-I need t-to talk with y-you. I-I-I," I started to stutter.

"I can't hear what you say or I will brake and remember your the one that left me." He interrupted me.

"I-I-I know a-and I-I-I hate every second I don't have you i-i-in my l-life." I felt a tear break through my shield. His blank stare falter and start to come down.

"I want so bad Chloe but you hurt me really bad and you left a hole in my heart." He said with some hints of being sad.

"P-please please let me fill in that space." I begged. I was only a couple inches away from him. I could smell his amazing scent that always made me go crazy. "I'll fix it and make it better and brand new."

"Give me a couple days and I will think it over. But i can't have you around until then okay?" He finally agreed. I smiled and with out thinking I wrapped my arms around him and kissed his lips. Those lips that I couldn't touch in forever and I so badly wanted more. His hands were on the small of my back and dipping a bit lower. His tongue lightly traced my bottom lip and I answered right away with mine touching his and letting out a tiny moun of pleasure. He pushed me over to a wall and propped me up a bit and I wrapped my legs around his hips. With out thinking I started to grind into him. Then he must have realized what we were doing. He slowly removed his lips and then lowered me to the ground.

"You can't do that to me. You just leaving me hanging." I explained n I was getting wet between my legs and now he wants to stop.

"That is cheating." His voice was that amazing husky tone of his. "I said give me a couple days, not seconds." I shuddered wanting his touch all over me.

"Fine. You might say a couple days but little you is saying something else." I giggled at him. He had an obvious boner. I felt bad but he was the one that wanted to stop. He blushed, ha I made him blush!

"Chloe, your so mean."

"Hey not my fault that you stopped." I retorted.

"Maybe we can do that?"

"Nope. Not until you decide." I smiled. "When was I ever easy?"

"Never because your a good little girl, right?" He said more than asked. I hit the button that let us off. I smiled at him and ran out to my silver slug bug. But that smile faded when he was no longer close to me. I looked back at him and I could see some other girl by him. That just made my heart drop down into my gut. I felt the tears come down my cheeks in waterfall type thing. I started my car and drove the long way out so I didn't have to pass him and what's-her-name.

Once I got home I crawled in bed with all intent to pass out into a deep sleep but that didn't work out as planned. So instead I just laid in my empty bed with all the events swirling around in my head. Last time he was in the relationship for love but this time he probably just wanted the sex. Because if he doesn't put in love he won't be hurt again.

"I'm so fucking stupid!" I cried into my pillow. I just couldn't stop the tears. I eventually pass out. In my dream I was old and about to die. I was all alone and died alone. I got dressed and went through the motions once again. After work it was 11 pm. Derek hadn't worked today so I did see him. I drove unthinkingly to his house. I walked straight up to the door and stopped. There was only one car it was his. So maybe that girl was just some one that needed to talk to him. I knocked on his door repeatedly until he opened the door shocked to find me here.

"Derek, I love you. I need you, please take me back. I was afraid, I was stupid." I cried. He just stood there.

"I love you too but you have already hurt me once." He said.

"I know, I know. I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry. I don't know why I did that." I wanted to get back with him so bad. He started to close the door. I let my tears go and fell to the ground next to the door.

"I'm sorry Chloe but what you did to me hurt me so bad." He said as the door closed.

"I'm sorry for that night!" I swallowed the last bit of pride. I cried harder than I thought was possible. "I'm miss you so much." I fell a sleep here. "I live alone and I'll die alone." I murmured. I awoke hours later on the soft bed I knew was Derek, because the walls were gray.

"I'll give you one more chance." I heard Derek say.

"Thank you Derek! I love you." I smile.

Sad one shot. Could have been worse I guess. I didn't like this one. please review.