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Chapter 12 - Feeling Guilty
I groaned loudly, holding my hand to my sore head before fluttering my eyes open, my vision was blurred for a few seconds until I blinked a couple times clearing my sight, I gasped to myself looking down to see I was wrapped in a white sheet, I peeked underneath gasping again at the sight, I was naked. I frantically looked around the room taking in my surroundings, seeing the familiar sight of Randy's room.
"Shit please tell me I didn't do anything stupid" I thought out load, I turned my head to my right to see the space next to me was empty, I was alone, I let out a sigh of relief before pushing the covers off me and getting up out of bed, I began to search the floor seeing my clothes spread across the room, I picked each garment up and get dressed finally slipping on my sneakers.
I headed out the door of the room and into the main suite with my head down till I heard a deep voice in front of me.
"Hey Emma, what are you doing here?" I heard Dave say, I raised my head up slowly to look at him
"I don't actually know" I shrugged innocently lying through my teeth
"Why are coming out of Orton's room?" he asked pointing to the door I've just walked out of
"I think I slept with Randy" I said quietly ashamed feeling like some slut, Dave began to laugh hard "It's not funny Dave" I exclaimed slapping him on the arm
"Sorry Em but maybe it's time you got laid, you've been pining over Cena for so long I thought you might have forgotten what sex felt like and Orton: nice choice" he smiled
"Randy's my friend just like you are, it was just a drunken thing, two friends who had too much to drink and ended up in bed together" I defended even though I didn't need to with Dave, nothing seemed to shock him.
"It happens sometimes" he shrugged
"Speaking from experience there Dave?" I toyed folding my arms across my chest
"Maybe" he grinned slightly
"Have you seen him? I woke up and he was gone" I then asked thinking about Randy again.
"No, probably gone to the gym or for breakfast or something, I'm sure he didn't wanna wake you" I nodded understandingly "Do you remember anything?" he then asked
"Parts, I vaguely remember him kissing me and saying something to me, I'm not really sure what he said but I don't remember the actual sex"
"You should talk to him if you feel uncomfortable about it all" he advised and I nodded again
"I will, I'm gonna go back to my room to shower and change, will you text me when he gets back?" I asked sweetly
"Sure honey"
"Thanks, oh Dave I know you're already keeping a deep secret of mine but will you not tell anyone until I talk to Randy?" I smiled sweetly knowing he was doing me a big favour, this is not the type of thing I want going round the locker room or even worse ending up on the dirt sheets.
"My lips are sealed" he said doing the action across his lips and I thank him before leaving.
I headed out the door and along the hall to mine and Trish's room, I pulled the key card from my pocket and slide it in the slot before opening the door and walking in to see Trish sitting at the table, coffee cup in hand reading a magazine, she looks up when she hears the door.
"Hey, where have you been all night? I was worried" she asked standing up from the table, worry in her voice.
"Don't ask" I said before heading into my room as she followed me in and falling face first on the bed.
"Emma Marie Austin, tell me where you've been all night" she said sternly acting like my mother, crossing her arms over her chest.
"I slept with Randy" I replied muffled due to my face buried in the pillow.
"I'm sorry did I just hear that right, you slept with Randy? When you didn't follow me back here I thought you'd maybe gone and slept in John's bed with him like usual"
"Yes to your first question and Nope I didn't stay with John, I'm so stupid, never let me drink like that again" I said rolling over to my side propping my head on my hand
"You're not stupid Em, you're human, you're allowed to have sex" she said walking over to my bed and sitting on the edge by my feet
"Why does everyone keep saying that?" I said more to myself "Not with one of my best friends"
"Have you seen him?" she changed the subject slightly
"No, he wasn't there when I woke up"
"He probably feels just as bad you do"
"Probably, doesn't help I've got a hangover the size of Texas" I groaned getting up going to my bag and pulling out some pain relief
"What have you got on today?" she asked unexpectedly
"Erm photoshoot and an interview for the magazine but it's not till this afternoon, Why?" I asked confused
"To give you time. Look, go get showered and changed and for Christ's sake talk to him and smooth this out before it gets worse and it might not be a good idea to tell John just yet cause he's gonna hit the roof then he's gonna probably hit Randy for touching you inappropriately" she advised and I nodded
"I never even thought about what John would say, he's so protective of me"
"Does anyone else know?" what is this? 20 questions Trish
"Just Dave, he caught me red handed coming out of Randy's hotel room earlier" I replied
"Ok so it's between you, me, Randy and Dave" she counted on her fingers
"Yes Sherlock" I answered sarcastically rolling my eyes
"Go and get dressed smartass" she laughed picking up a pillow and aiming it at me
"Alright I'm going" I said before she threw the pillow at me
I got up and dug out some clean clothes for the day, just as I head into the bathroom I heard my phone bleep, I flip it open to see a text message from Dave
'He's back, hasn't said a word yet D x'
'Just about to hop in the shower stall him for me, make sure he doesn't go anywhere, thanks E x'
'Will do x'
I sighed closing my phone and setting it on the counter in the bathroom before hopping in the shower.
I got dressed, blow dried and straightened my hair before pulling it into a ponytail not feeling like having it down, I brushed my teeth and put on some light makeup. I walked out the bathroom after picking up my phone and dirty laundry before walking into my room of the suite, I packed away the clothes and head towards the door
"I'm going Trish" I yelled so she could here
"Ok good luck hon" I heard her reply
"Thanks" I yelled again before heading out the door and down the hallway to Randy and Dave's room.
I stood outside their door, I looked to my right to the room next door where John is and sighed deeply before knocking softly on the door waiting for it to open, after a minute it opened to reveal Dave standing with a weak smile on his face
"Hey" he whispered
"Hey" I replied just as quiet
"How you feeling?" he asked
"Like shit, is he ok?" I laughed lightly which he smiled in return
"Not sure, hasn't spoken to me yet." I nodded "He's in his room"
"Thanks Dave" I said kissing his cheek before heading into the room, I walked to his door before lightly tapping on it.
"It's open" I heard from the other side of the door, I walked in to see Randy standing on his balcony, leaning over the railing, back to me, puffing on a cigarette, I hesitantly walked over to the glass sliding doors which are already open and stepped through them.
"Hey Rands" I said softly, he turned around quickly, a weak smile on his face when he hears my voice
"Hi Em" he replied shyly rubbing the back of his neck with his free hand "We need to talk about…." he gulped "Last night"
"Agreed" I said, he held his hand out to me after stubbing out his cigarette which I accept, he walked through the doors and into his room pulling me gently with him sitting on the bed and pulling me down to sit next to him, an awkward silence between us which was my worst fear. He released my hand and keeps his head down looking at his lap, he cleared his throat before beginning to speak
"I'm sorry"
"You're sorry?" I asked confused to why he was apologising
"Yeah, I'm sorry for what happened, it shouldn't have"
"Randy, you have nothing to be sorry for, it takes two to tango, it's my fault too" I told him shifting the blame to both of us.
"I know but I shouldn't have taken advantage of you like that, you were out of it and so was I. You're one of my best friends round here and one of the very few people I trust with my life" he said sadly still not looking me in the eye, I smiled at his remark.
"Ditto. Do you remember anything cause I can't seem to picture any of it apart from the kissing part" I asked softly
"I remember the things I said to you and I remember kissing you on the bed and our clothes coming off" he replied before finally looking me in the eye.
"What did you say?"
"I said that I love you as a friend, even as a sister and that I've always wanted you from the moment I met you and you wanting Cena was ok with me. And finally that all I was asking is for one night with the most beautiful Diva in the company, if not the world" he is so sweet even when he's drunk
"You said that about me?" I asked touched and he nodded "No wonder I couldn't resist you" I laughed and I saw a small smile curve on his lips "Oh wait some of it's coming back to me didn't I reply in saying I loved you too and I remember calling you sexy right?" I cocked my eyebrow remembering some of the little things I said.
"Incredibly sexy actually" he grinned cockily and I rolled my eyes
"Don't push your luck" I pointed a finger sternly while smiling still
"I think your brother's gonna kill me" he sighed
"What Steve doesn't know won't hurt him besides he'd probably kill me and not you" I laughed, I wouldn't tell my brother and certainly wouldn't let him hurt Rands "Did you mean it? Those things you said" I then asked a little more seriously
"Yeah of course, look Em, John's an idiot if he doesn't see what he has right in front of his eyes, he must be blind and stupid not to see what he could have and if it wasn't for you being in love with him I hope you know if given the opportunity I would be with you in heartbeat" my eyes widened, I didn't realise Randy had such a crush on me, he hide it really well when he was around me as he never showed it.
"Me too but you gotta understand even though in the back of my mind I don't believe this thing with John is ever gonna happen, I'm still a little optimistic that it might, I'm holding onto to a little bit of hope and faith it might just" I sighed again.
"I understand" he sighed looking down at his lap again.
"And I hope you know I love you and if I wasn't so into John, I think what you and me could of had would be pretty amazing, I'm sure last night was too" wishing I could remember at least a little of what happened
I would of loved to be with Randy, he's such a great guy and we get on so well and people think he's a jackass but when you get to know him he's a beautiful person but I'm in love with John and I'm sure Randy wouldn't of wanted to be second best to him. I wasn't gonna date him out of convenience or to make John jealous or whatever, I'm not that type of girl and especially when it's with someone I care so much about.
"I think so too" he smiled a little
"I'm sorry Rands" I said guiltily, I felt bad cause he was pouring his heart out to me, actually confessing his feelings for me and I rejected him cause I'm in love with someone else.
"Don't be, you can't help who you fall for"
"Last night put a lot of things into perspective huh?"
"Yeah" he laughed "Sorry for leaving you this morning, it's just I woke up and saw you lying next to me sleeping peacefully and I freaked out knowing it could get complicated cause it was you" he apologised
"It's ok, I freaked out too" I smiled before moving into him and wrapping my arms round his neck, hugging him tightly, I felt him hug me back wrapping his arms round my waist.
"Friends?" he whispered in my ear
"Always honey" I whispered back closing my eyes feeling content in his arms
"I love you too" I then heard him say replying to what I told him earlier
"I know" I then pulled back and looked at him again "Hey at least you can say you had the Women's Champ in the sack" I giggled trying to lighten the mood and he laughed too "See at least we can joke and laugh about it and it not get awkward and uncomfortable between us"
"I guess so, it was just two people who care a lot about one another having drunken sex together and maybe being friends with benefits" he smirked cheekily
"This was a one time deal but it would have been nice to know how it was sober" I wondered causing him to laugh, it was nice to hear him laugh and not be awkward
"I got time, we could find out" he cocked his head in the direction behind him towards the head of bed where we were sitting at the foot of.
"Stop it" I warned him playfully
"Are you gonna tell John?" he then asked his grin disappearing
"I think so but maybe after Sunday, I've got a big match as well as you and John and we don't need anything complicating things and distracting us from out work"
"Might be best to tell him get it in the open, he's gonna kill me too isn't he?"
"Can't guarantee he won't but that's why it's best I tell him so I can defend us both, use my feminine persuasion, besides we're both single and we technically didn't do anything wrong. He's my best friend not my father so we can both sleep with who we want" I defended us telling the truth, I'm sure John has done the same in his life.
"Since you put it that way"
"Quit worrying about John, Rands and focus on Sunday and becoming the World Champ" I told him putting my hand on his bicep lightly which causes him to smile again.
"Ok" he said simply before I leaned in and kissed his soft lips lightly, I then pressed my forehead against his.
"You're gonna make some girl very happy someday, she'll be so lucky to find you" I said smiling softly which he smiles to. I kissed him again quickly before pulling away.
"You know you should be used to dealing with this awkwardness after one night stands" I laughed softly
"Hey I'm not as bad as people thing I am not like I am on TV" he defended
"I know doesn't mean you haven't had your fair share" I raised an eyebrow which he grinned to
"I'm not gonna deny that. Doesn't mean I'm not looking for the one besides none of those girls was someone I care about" he said sincerely and I smiled softly.
"I gotta go, need some breakfast and a work out, you coming?" I said standing up ready to leave
"I'll pass, already ate"
"Alright, catch you later?"
"You know you will" he winked and I smiled at him before leaving his room.
I felt a lot better having talking it over with Randy although still shocked he has a little thing for me, I wasn't used to guys like him wanting me, I must be doing something right!
Truth be told ever since that night, Randy and I had become even closer if that was possible, we shared something special and it brought us closer together as friends so in a way I didn't regret it and I was glad it happened.
I left Randy's room and entered into the hallway closing the door behind me, I happened to look to my right to see one of the girls from the Diva search, Maria I think her name was standing outside John's door, she was talking to someone and laughing. I continued to watch when the person in question happened to step forward slightly out of the room and into my view: it was of course John dressed in only some shorts, why couldn't it of been Kurt?
My eyes widened in shock when I saw her lean into him and kiss his lips lightly, after she pulled away, he smiled widely and she giggled again like the air head she was. I grit my teeth with anger and jealously as I continued to watch them interact with each other, she finally whispered something in his ear before skipping down the hall in the opposite direction from where I was standing, I saw John watching her walking down the hallway probably staring at her ass before closing the door behind him returning to his room. My blood was boiling with my fists clenched turning my knuckles white, how dare some little Diva wannabe come here and hit on anything with a pulse. It really pisses me off that I've worked my ass off since I was 18 years old to get where I am and then Vince decides to hold these Diva searches where anyone who can take their clothes off on TV can now become a Diva, when there are girls in the Indies and development working their way up and these ladies automatically can become apart of the women's locker room not even wanting to wrestle but have their 15 minutes of fame. Don't get me wrong when I've spoken to them there are a few that really want to learn the ropes and wrestle eventually and have entered the contest for them reasons, those girls I have respect for and am willing to teach them everything I know however the rest of them I could easily teach them a thing or 2 about becoming a real Diva.
I closed my eyes briefly taking a deep breathe to calm down, I looked back Randy and Dave's door and a thought came into my head, I smiled to myself before knocking on the door.
"Em, what are yo-" Randy began after he answered the door but was cut off when I silenced him by kissing him while pushing him back into room, shutting the door with my foot, I pushed him back into his room still kissing, hands wandering as he holds onto my waist, I can feel he's still a little taken back by my actions but he still responds to me. I guided us over to his bed and let's just say I was going to find out what sex with Randy is like sober…..