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Chapter 27 - Judgment Day
July 10th 2009
You spurn my natural emotions
You make me feel like dirt
And I'm hurt
I deep sigh left my lips as I enter through the doors of the Boston Harbor Hotel pulling my suitcase behind me. I lift my sunglasses on to the top of my head them resting in my hair as I approach the reception desk.
I was so not in the mood to wait in some line to been seen as I had just gotten off one long ass flight from Texas where I'd been home for 2 days to Boston, Massachusetts. And the jet lag was slowly getting the better of me.
Surprisingly there was no one in line at reception so I just waltzed right up.
"Hi how can I help you miss?" the young receptionist asked me with a polite smile.
"Yeah, hi I'm not sure what name my reservation is under might be possibly under Cena" I said not in the mood for pleasantries.
"Let me have a look" she typed away on the computer "oh yes are you here for the Cena wedding?" I nodded "Miss Austin?" She then asked I nodded again "Ok then you're in suite 244 with a Mr & Mrs. Orton and Mr. Bautista, here's your key card and information" she handed some pieces of paper over to me which I accepted "Enjoy your stay here with us" she smiled
"Thank you" I said politely before tugging my suitcase to the elevator.
And if I start a commotion
I run the risk of losing you
And that's worse
I reach the right room and slide the card into the door and open it up. Dave and Randy aren't here yet so I decide to use the quiet time to get some sleep.
I open the door to the first room and leave my suite case by the bed, I pull my cell out of my pocket placing it onto the nightstand, take my glasses on my head and put them down before flopping down on to the huge king-size bed facing the window I can see from here our room has a harbour view. Before I know it my eyes are becoming heavier and heavier then fluttering closed.
I knocked on the door and heard a come in on the other side, I enter seeing John standing there in front of me trying fasten his tie, I laugh slightly shaking my head
"Need some help?" I ask him causing his to look up
"Yeah I think ties know I don't like them" he rolled his eyes as I approached him. I took hold of the material in my hands an fastened the tie correctly.
"Here you go" I said finishing then flattening the material down, he smiled in return. I stepped back creating some distance between us
"So I eerr just came to wish you good luck" I stuttered becoming nervous all of a sudden.
"Thanks" he smiled before I leaning and kissed his cheek before turning away to leave
"I can't do it" I hear him say behind me causing me to freeze I turn round to face him confused
"You can't do what?" I ask confused, the look on his features were full of worry.
"I can't get married, I can't marry Liz" he said softly
"Why the hell not?"
"Because I…. because I'm in love with you"
I jolted up from the bed sharply, my eyes flying open, breathing heavily realising it was all a dream I just had. I buried my head in my hands trying to calm down a little.
Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with
"Emma?" I heard Randy's deep voice say as I tried to calm my breathing down. They must of arrived while I was out.
"In here" I said muffled through my hands
"Are you ok? I heard some commotion" I slide my hands down from my face to see him stood in the doorway of my room with concern on his face
"I'm fine just a weird dream that's all" I fake smiled he nodded before speaking
"Come on we need to get ready, we're having dinner with John and Liz remember" I totally forgot about that me Randy, Sam and Dave were having dinner with John and Liz so we could finally meet her. I gave him a look of do I have to? "I know you don't wanna go but he'll be disappointed if you don't" he said folding his arms reading my mind
"I can't go. Will you cover for me? Send my apologies, say I'm ill or something, that I have flu like symptoms." I sighed as he raised an eyebrow at me "I can't put on a fake smile and a brave face for two days in a row especially with having to that all day tomorrow"
"Alright, you owe me big" he pointed at me while smiling
"Thanks Killer" I smiled back before he disappeared. I collapsed back on the bed closing my eyes. I managed to dodge one bullet tonight.
I sighed deeply knowing that tomorrow was the day I was dreading tomorrow was Judgment Day.
I can't see much of a future
Unless we find out what's to blame
What a shame
And we won't be together much longer
Unless we realize that we are the same
The next day 11th July
I opened my bedroom door and walked out into the living room ready to go in a red dress with a sweetheart neckline, thin spaghetti straps and with the hem trailing down to my ankles with heels to match, my hair up clipped to the back of my head, my make up natural and clutching a purse in my hand.
Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with
I look up to see Randy, Sam and Dave sitting chatting also dressed and ready to go they happen to stop when I enter the room, they look at me with pity in their eyes.
"Don't look at me like that, I don't want any sympathy or pity this my own fault I'm gonna have to deal with it. Now please can we go and get this over with" I said before storming towards the door, they all stood so we could leave.
Randy
I let Sam and Dave walk ahead out of the door while I gently grabbed Emma's wrist before she disappeared, she turned and looked at me confused. I had to tell her this as it was eating me alive.
"What's wrong?" she asked me confused as I pulled her gently to stand in front of me
"Can I talk to you for a second?" I said quietly
"Sure"
"Well I need to tell you something…" I paused looking at the confusion on her face "John he err he err said something to me about you" I stuttered
"What did he say?"
"He told me he had feelings for you" her eyes widened before she looked to the floor for a second then looking back at me smiling weakly
"It doesn't matter anymore, he made his choice, he had plenty of time to tell me and he didn't so no use in bringing it up now." she sighed sadly "It's over Rands, it's too late now, I've gotta to let him go" she smiled weakly again even though I could see the pain in her blue eyes "Now come on" she said taking hold of my hand. She wasn't fooling me I know this is killing her "We're gonna be late"
Emma
I pulled Randy out of the room and caught up to Dave still thinking about what he had just told me. I made the smart decision to put that info to the back of my mind and try and get through today, I was going to let John get married and make his own mistakes.
You disturb my natural emotions
You make me feel like dirt
And I'm hurt
And if I start a commotion
I'll only end up losing you
And that's worse
"So you flying solo today big guy?" I ask Dave linking my arm through his as we walk to the elevators
"Yeah didn't feel like bringing a date to this, just gonna enjoy being single" he smiled
"Don't blame you, relationships are more trouble than they're worth unless you get them right like those two" I nodded behind me to Sam and Randy
"They did get it right" he smiled
We headed to the church and took our seats Dave was on my right while Sam was on my left with Randy on her left. I looked around and saw as others finding their seats also, I saw John's parents and their partners plus his brothers and their wives or girlfriends, I also saw his cousin Marc. Matt stepped up, it must have been his turn out of the Cena brothers to be John's best man. I saw Paul and Steph giving them a little wave and a few other WWE people too.
Right then it dawned on me I hadn't even talked to him since I arrived last night. I looked at the time and saw I maybe had time to see him before the ceremony.
I excused myself and headed out I asked someone from the church where he was and she kindly pointed me to a little room where John apparently was still getting ready. I took a deep breathe before knocking.
Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with
"Come in" I heard his muffled voice on the other side
I walked in and shook my head smiling at the site, he has trying to fasten his tie rolled my eyes remembering he could never do that on his own.
"Need some help?" I asked then widened my eyes remembering this was how my dream started
He looked up and smiled dimples showing and all.
"Please, you know I think ties know I don't like them" I smiled before walking over and standing face to face with him, I kept my eyes on the tie and I fastened it.
"Hey" he whispered
"Hey" I whispered back glancing up at him before returning to the task in hand
"Here you go" I said once I had finished, I smoothed down the material checking on my handy work.
"Thanks you're my life saver" he laughed nervously
"How comes you're here on your own?" I then asked
"I wanted some time to myself" I nodded and looked away "You look great" I heard him say turning to look his way again
"Thanks so do you" I said "Ok I'm not really good at this soppy stuff so I'm gonna make this short and sweet I just came by to wish you good luck"
"Thanks" he smiled before I leaned in and kissed his cheek before turning away to leave
"Hey Em" I heard behind me, I turned round on my heel to look at him
"Yeah?"
"Thank you"
"For what?"
"Being you" he said quietly
"You are such a geek" I said before leaving, I closed the door behind me and leaned on against it taking a deep breathe before standing up straight and returning to my seat.
A lot of this was a blur to me as my attention was completely focused right now so I'll do my best to tell you what's going on.
John made his way to the altar and waited in anticipation before the wedding march began to play I closed my eyes tightly hoping for the ground to swallow me up. I felt Dave take my hand and hold it tight, I opened my eyes to see Liz for the first time ever I might add just arriving at the altar. I had to admit she looked lovely in her dress and she looked really happy, who wouldn't marrying John.
I sat and listened to the priest perform the ceremony, I didn't even hear when he said the objection part, I vaguely listened on as the two recite their vows as I did my breathing became shallow and heart began to race.
Then my heart shattered into a million pieces as the priest said…
"I now pronounce you husband and wife…you may kiss the bride"
I looked down at my lap as everyone applauded the newlyweds as they left the church.
I stayed glued to my seat continuing to look down as everyone left to head to the reception back at the hotel.
"Emma?" I faintly heard someone say my name I looked up to see Sam looking back at me with so much sympathy in her eyes.
"Oh honey, we know that must have been hard for you" I just continued to look at her as tears filled my eyes.
"He really went through with it didn't he?" I asked sadly, Sam nodded sadly before tugging on my hand and pulling me up and hugging me tight, I felt Dave's hand rubbing up and down my back soothingly and Randy took hold of my free hand.
Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with
"Come on let's go and get you drunk" she laughed pulling away from me.
"Sounds like a plan" I managed to choke out wiping my eyes
She placed her arm around my waist as mine went round her shoulders as we walked out of the church with the boys behind us.
At the reception and after dinner the speeches were made, again I wasn't really paying much attention and went with the flow downing a few bottles of beer not crappy champagne, I had nothing to celebrate so why drink champagne? Just my luck our table was right near the head table so I got a great view of the happy couple, man I wanted to puke.
I was upset and mad at the same time and when I get mad I'm become very tempted to change gears and turn into that rattlesnake that I'm so known for.
I decided to stop after about the 4th beer when I began to feel a little tipsy. Paul and Steph kept asking me what was up as they didn't know the truth, I used the I'm not feeling good line and they thankfully bought it. I was the only one at the table at the moment drowning my sorrows on my own as per usual.
I really wanted to puke when the DJ announced that the time had come for the bride and groom's first dance. I must of rolled my eyes about a million times today. Michael Buble's Home began to play which made me feel even worse; it was such a beautiful song.
"You ok?" I heard Randy ask in my left ear, I turned to him and smiled weakly as John and Liz began to dance.
"As good as I can be under the circumstances. I can't wait to get back to work, I better be on the card on Monday night cause I seriously need to kick someone's ass" I joked causing him to smile
"I know sweetheart" he wrapped arm round my shoulders and I leaned on him for support.
"Where's Sammie?" I asked pulling away slightly
"Ladies' room" he said simply
"Oh remind me I have Alanna's birthday gift in my bag for you" I aid remembering about the little girls birthday tomorrow.
"You didn't have to bother, believe me she's going to spoiled enough by her parents" he smirked
"Don't be stupid I wanted to she's my little cupcake" I smiled trying to take my mind off things but I couldn't as a more upbeat track began to play, I looked over to the dance floor and cringed when Liz began to strip John of his outfit, first came his jacket then his shirt leaving him in a white t-shirt, everyone else seemed to be enjoying the festivities, I was the only one that wasn't.
"I can't watch this anymore" I stood up and grabbed my purse "Will you cover for me again Rands I can't take much more of this?" I asked him and he nodded
"Of course, good night Ems" he said sympathetically.
"Night" I leaned down and kissed his cheek before making my way out of the room as quickly as possible into the lobby, to the elevator and back to the room.
When I arrived back I dropped my purse on the floor and collapsed on to my bed sighing deeply before I felt wetness of my tears that I had been holding in all day began to run down my cheeks, I curled up into a ball and sobbed into the pillow.
Fallen in love with
Ever fallen in love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with
I groaned, my eyes fluttered open to see a still darkened room, I must of cried myself to sleep, my head rose from the pillow and I looked down to see I was still wearing my dress, I flopped back down and looked over to the clock to see the time was 3:18am. I sighed deeply knowing I wasn't going to be able to fall back to sleep. Climbing off the bed and deciding to let out some frustration. I changed into some black workout pants and I threw on a retro Stone Cold football jersey with was black with blue and whites stripes with a stone cold skull on the sleeves, with 3:16 on the front and Austin 3:16 on the back in white lettering which was about 2 sizes too big for but I loved it. I washed my face of my make up so I was au naturelle, I threw on my sneakers and grabbed my ipod and a scrunchie for my hair before quietly leaving my room then leaving the suite careful not to wake the others. I head downstairs and walk over to the gym they had as part of the hotel, it wasn't much but it would do, I walked in to see it was deserted, I looked around and saw a space in the corner with mats down and a punch bag in the corner with a bench next to the wall.
"Perfect" I said to myself before walking over to the bench whilst roughly tying my hair up into a ponytail, I saw there was some tape lying on the bench. I placed my headphones in my ears and played some rock tunes to get me in the mood, I actually thought my theme music would be good choice to play first. I put the device in the pants pocket, I taped my hands up before walking to the bag, I stood in front and jogged on the spot before beginning to punch the thing as hard as I can with lefts and rights, my face in an angry and satisfied expression as if I was punching a real person I felt some tension immediately begin to leave my body.
I took a few steps back from the bag and spun round ready to do a spinning heel kick with my leg in the air about to connect with the bag when…
"Can't sleep either huh?" I heard someone say over my music causing me to stumble and land flat on my ass, my back and head connecting with the floor, I groaned as I felt a pain go up my spine yanking the headphones from my ears.
"Em you ok?" I heard the familiar voice ask I looked up to see John now stood in front of me in some shorts and a grey hoodie holding out his hand.
"Yeah no thanks to you" I muttered taking his hand and standing up when he pulled me, as I did I felt my left calve ache.
"Son of a bitch" I muttered not directly at John at my leg, I began limp over to the bench
"Come on over here" he directed me to the bench I sat down as did he, he raised my leg up on the bench knowing what was wrong he began to massage his fingers into my leg causing the pain to slowly disappear
"Thanks it s an old wrestling injury" I actually tried to joke.
"Nice jersey, classic Stone Cold wear" he said nodding to my top, I smiled weakly.
"What are you doing up at this hour, it's your wedding night" I said causing him to look up
"Couldn't sleep so I thought I'd come down here or go for a walk or something" he shrugged, I didn't believe him for one minute.
"Why can't you sleep? Shouldn't you be tired after consummating your marriage or something" I said
"That's not funny" he said sternly, it wasn't meant to be funny "no I just couldn't sleep, what about you?" he asked looking up at me as be continued to massage my leg.
"Me neither, got stuff on my mind" I shrugged
"Like what? You never told me, you tell me everything like I do with you" he said almost offended
"Believe me you don't wanna know besides you have plenty going on to hear about my problems" I said
"You know I'm never too hung up on stuff for you" he said seriously
"Don't worry I'll take care of it" I fake smiled which disappeared when I saw the shiny metal ring on his left hand.
"Randy said you were feeling crappy yesterday that's why you had to leave the reception" he then said, I sighed softly.
"Oh yeah that, sorry I haven't really been feeling too normal lately and I started to feel a little queasy so I left and went to bed, sorry I couldn't stay and that I missed dinner on Friday" I said guilty even though I wasn't feeling guilty.
"That's ok I just wanted you to meet Liz" he said softly
"I'm sure I will sometime" I said as he stooped massaging
"I guess so" he smiled there was a few minutes awkward silence between us till I decided to leave this where it was.
"I'm gonna head to bed now" I said standing up and stretching especially my leg.
"Errm yeah sure"
"Night John and congratulations" I said leaning down and kissing his cheek before turning on my heels and walking to the door.
"Good night Shorty" I heard him say behind me I sighed before heading upstairs to bed.
Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with
The Next Morning
John
I sat having lunch with Liz in the hotel restaurant the next day. She was talking about something however I wasn't paying much attention. I couldn't help but think about what was bugging Emma, she didn't seem herself when I saw her last night and that was weighing on my mind.
I placed my fork down to pick up my cup of coffee, I took a sip when my eyes managed to capture the beautiful blonde that is my best friend through the glass doors of the restaurant talking to the receptionist in the lobby. She was dressed casually in some blue jeans and blue tank top, her hair tied up in to a ponytail her sunglasses placed on top of her head. It looked like she was giving Emma directions as she nodded when the girl would say something and moved her hands motioning where to go.
"What are you looking at John?" I heard Liz say snapping me out of train of thought
"Oh sorry honey just I can see Emma" I said putting my attention back on my wife, wow that sounded weird.
"Really I haven't had a chance to meet her yet" she smiled
"There she is there talking to the receptionist" I pointed, she followed where I was pointing then looked back at me worried
"That's Emma?" I nodded "As in your best friend?" I nodded again confused
"One of them yeah"
"Suddenly I feel ugly." she said sadly her shoulders slumping
"Don't say that babe you're beautiful to me" I said taking her hand
"Do all the Divas look like her?" she asked
"Yeah pretty much but she's the best one of the bunch. She's without a doubt the coolest" "Come on let's go say hi to her" I said quickly getting up and taking her hand in mine as I saw Emma nodding one last time then thanking the girl her before walking across the lobby pulling her sunglasses over her eyes.
I threw some bills onto the table not caring if we had both finished before gently pulling her out the door and into the lobby.
"Emma!" I yelled causing her to stop and look in my direction, she smiled slightly as we approached her.
"Hello to you too" she laughed pulling her sunglasses back on top of her head
"Where are you going?" I asked pulling Liz to sand next to me
"I was just going out to get some coffee" she said pointing a thumb behind her towards the door.
"Why didn't you get some here?"
"Wow you're a nosey one aren't ya?" she joked "after the way I've been feeling I needed something strong like Starbucks" she said then her eyes wondered over to Liz
"Hi I'm Liz" she said first introducing herself which I was surprised at, I expected Em to make the first move. She held her hand out in front of her.
"Hey Emma, Emma Austin. Nice to finally meet you" Em said smiling placing her hand in Liz's then they shook hands.
"You too. We were supposed to meet the other night right"
"Yeah sorry about that, sorry about leaving the reception early too I haven't been feeling well recently" Em said guilty
"That's ok, how are you feeling now?"
"A lot better thanks" she smiled in return
I smiled at the exchange of pleasantries between my wife and my best friend, Just then my cell phone rang
"Excuse me ladies must take this"
"Hello…" I said into the phone
Emma
"You know John's told me so much-" she began to say
"Save it" I snapped interrupting her
"Excuse me?" she asked confused to my change of attitude.
"Don't give me the all sweet and innocent act like you give a damn about me. Now listen and listen good. That man over there…" I pointed in John's direction "Means a lot to me and a whole load of people so I'm giving you a friendly warning that if you ever even think about hurting him in any way I'll hunt you down and kick your sorry ass. Now John told me you don't even watch our programming so if you don't believe me I suggest you get your ass on You Tube type in my name and see what I do to other woman who get in my way, Sports Entertainment or not I'm the toughest bitch in that locker room and they all know not to mess with me. Now I suggest you keep smiling and if you tell John about our little chat I'll make sure you never speak again got it?" I said putting on a fake smile at the last part of my speech so John wouldn't suspect anything.
She nodded "Good, remember keep smiling like we're having a nice conversation" I continued to fake smile
John came walking back over after placing his phone back in his pocket.
"What are you girls chatting about?" he asked as he approached
"Oh nothing just girl stuff you know weren't we Liz?" I said giving her a little nudge with my elbow
"Errrm yeah just girl stuff" she stuttered nervously playing along.
"Girl stuff? You can't be you're not a girl Em" John joked I gave him a look.
"I'll get you for that one. Sorry to leave so suddenly but I better make tracks I've got flight to catch. See you Monday John and hopefully see you soon Liz nice to meet you" I said fakely before turning on my heels and strutting off pleased with myself.
Suddenly I felt better….the bitch had just tasted some rattlesnake venom…