I'm so sorry to all of my readers! I've been so busy with some personal things right now that I haven't had time to update. I'm running out of ideas for this story but I really want to keep it going so if you have any suggestions please PM them to me. Thanks!

Still don't own Twilight!

Bella POV:

Rosalie had been being rather distant ever since our little encounter after her extended absence. I was worried about her to say the least. She had been the most beautiful woman I had ever set eyes on and something about her really just set me off. Her perfectly pale skin tone, her beautiful blonde waves of hair, or her golden orbs for eyes; something just made me crave her mindlessly.

But, I'm straight aren't I? I've never been into a girl before. Well Anna and I had a thing but it never amounted to much on account of our sexual relationship landed her attention from the football team and POOF she was gone. Rosalie was different though, I felt this sort of mental connection with her that I'd never felt with anyone else before. I had had a boyfriend back in Phoenix, Ryan, but even with him I never felt the things I feel around Rosalie. This is just too weird for me. The worst part about it is that I don't have any new friends that I can talk to about it so I feel totally fucked over.

I really want to hang out with Rosalie though. Maybe I will talk to her in Pre-Calc today. Yes! I will talk to her today, maybe she wants to do something this weekend. I haven't even done anything fun since I arrived in Forks. Then again, is there anything fun to do in Forks?

Rosalie POV:

Ever since Emmett found out that he wasn't my mate he would not fuck me and damn it I am frustrated! Just because we aren't destined to be together doesn't mean we can't have sex. I mean, my mate is a fucking human! I don't think I've ever been more sexually frustrated in my entire life, mortal or immortal. I even got out my dildo and vibrators last night in hopes of relieving my frustration but it just wasn't the same.

I really want to see Bella. Maybe I can try to hang out with her. I wonder if she likes road trips. Maybe she and I can cruise down to Portland or something on Saturday. Alice never wants to go and they have some really kick ass clubs down there. I think I will ask her if she wants to hang out this weekend, the worst she could say is no I guess. But I'm Rosalie Hale, who would say no to me?

Upon arriving at school, my eyes instantly wandered for Bella's car. I wanted to reach her before anyone else did to ensure that she could make plans with me and not anyone else first. I immediately noticed her car pulling into the lot so I casually wandered over to where she parked, kinda walked up behind her car in an attempt to frighten her.

"HEY BELLA!"

"OhMyGosh! Hey Rosalie, How are you?"

"Oh I'm pretty fantastic, I was just thinking about my plans for this weekend and realized that I don't have any so I thought I'd see if you wanted to do something."

"Oh yeah I was totally going to ask you the same thing. Maybe we can rent some movies, order some pizza, and just hang out."

"Oh dear sweet, sweet, innocent little Bella. You're 18 right?"

"Well yeah."

"And have you ever been clubbing?"

"Ummm, no."

"Ok, well we're going to hang out this weekend but, we're not going to rent movies or order pizza or anything like that. That is what normal teenagers do. Do you want to be normal, or do you want to be a little spur of the moment and crazy and have some real fun?"

"Well what exactly do you have in mind Rosalie?"

"HAHAHAHA, that my friend is a surprise. Be at my house at 4pm on Saturday. I'll text you my address. Don't worry about something to wear; I know just the outfit of mine for you. Just don't be late."

Well, now I have plans made with Bella. I got to admit, I'm pretty pumped to be taking her clubbing. We should probably pregame at the house before hand or on the way, well she should pregame. I wish alcohol still affected me but the venom dilutes it instantly, so depressing. The only thing that gives me any sort of high any more is sex, and God knows I'm not getting any of that.

The way I figure it, if I can get a few shots of vodka at least in Bella, she will be like jello. My own personal jello; My dance partner for the evening and maybe even my bed partner for the night. Bella is so hot, I just have to have her.

Ok so I decided that it's far enough into the story where it can get a little graphic, I know you guys are going to love it! Hope to have the "weekend clubbing" chapter up by the end of the weekend. Read and Review PLEASE!

~~~~Maddie~~~~