A/N: Here we have what happened to Freddie and what he decided to do about Sam's notebook. There is a mention of A-HA band, the song Crying in the rain. I hope you enjoy it.

After has enjoyed some fun moments with Carly and Spencer, Freddie carefully took his stuffs and went home. It was already late night and he couldn't take it anymore. He pretended that was everything alright but had felt himself bad because lied to Carly. Freddie would enjoy say that to Carly but he knew that were Sam's notebook in he did wrong reading it. Those were Sam's thoughts, Sam's wishes, Sam against herself.

Sam was already at home, but hadn't noticed that her notebook had been lost, she was angry, trying fight with her feelings for Freddie.

Does Sam Puckett Have Feelings For Freddie Benson?

That question used to pervade Sam's thoughts.

-NO, NO, NO. I don't love anyone. That's all. She cries out, pressing her head against the pillow.

So, Freddie singing Fast Car for the first time, definitely made Sam to feel something different. Different that everything she has been writing hidden. She hated to see Freddie staring Carly. She now only has feeling hate. She wants just to rip that notebook, but ironically she doesn't looking-for it.

Freddie is lying in his bed, but couldn't sleep. He didn't take back to read again Sam's notebook, but he was in such shocked knowing that Sam was in love with him and that she could write stuffs that he never had heard before from anyone. Freddie couldn't believe that Sam was able to write that amazing love words. But she did. Sam has been trying to hide her love in all the ways possible, so the only and miserable thing she can do is writing, since she hates Freddie as well, and in a way she has been hating even this love.

Freddie decides go to Sam's house, even late, even she could try to kill him.

-Never mind. I have to do it, I have to talk to her, now.

Freddie doesn't want that his mother to wake up so he is pretty careful to leave.

Freddie notices that Lewbert is sleeping at lobby , so steals his apple.

-Hah, that is in your honor, Sam, because you have been the funniest thing in my whole life. Freddie thinks inside his mind, and with a little giggle looks at is watch. It's 9:30pm.
-I need to be fast. Freddie walks to Sam's house, and in his way reflects about everything Sam has done for his life.

Freddie never wouldn't know who is he, without Sam.

-She never will be a girl like Carly or a good girl. She will be always herself and that is wonderful because I'm tired of myself and need her to balance me and tell me how boring I'm. Freddie thinking while giggle and laughs.

Sam is at her bedroom, there's nobody at home because her mother is hanging out with her friends.
She has the radio on while is eating fried chicken and listening some old songs.

In this moment Freddie arrives, he notices that the door is open.

-So, do I have knocking? Maybe she will expulse me, I'm gonna coming. Freddie seems determined .

- Sam- Freddie is interrupted by the song what starts playing on the radio so he can listen Sam's voice singing together. He doesn't want lose it. It's magical. He closes his eyes, and relax while take care the notebook around his arms.

Sam doesn't know that Freddie is in her living room listening her singing A-HA, Crying in the rain:

"I'll never let you see
The way my broken heart is hurting in me
I've got my pride and I know how to hide
All my sorrow and pain
I'll do my crying in the rain
[..]
Raindrops falling from heaven
Could never take away my misery
Since we're not together
I pray for stormy weather
To hide these tears I hope you'll never see"

He can listen she sobbing while singing, so he thinks that maybe is better back home since she doesn't know yet that he is there .

A/N: Thanks for all the comments. I'm feel really encouraged . That would be the end, but I decided share with you more of this story and to do an not so trivial end. We are about to find the answer of Sam's doubts. I apologize the waiting. Thanks for being my inspiration.

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