A/N – Definite final chapter, bored as hell with this story but wanted it done. Enjoy the obviously rushed ending! Peace out bitches / xxxx

Chapter 4

I sat in the ambulance, holding Armel's hand tightly. His face was streaked with blood. I cried hysterically into his arm as Kimiko and Ivan hugged each other silently. The words rung in my ears. "Time of death, 22:56." Meredith was dead, because of me. I cried myself dry as we waited outside ER. Meryl and her parents arrived. "We heard, about Meredith being hurt. Where is she?" I couldn't say the words. A lump formed in my throat and my neck muscles tensed. I just sat there, crying. Eventually, I became brave enough to see Armel. He was lying there, asleep. That's what it looked like. I heard beeping. Armel was flatlining. I was forced out of the room as they tried to resuscitate him.

I can't describe what it was like, waiting for my love to live, our die. My life flashed before my eyes. I felt cold, frozen, dead. He was all really had besides the baby… Elina. I remembered that first maths lesson, when he annoyed the shit out of me. The day of the riot, when he walked me home. Our first kiss, and when we conceived the baby. The day on the beach, when I told him I was pregnant. The time I was going to commit suicide but he stopped me and proposed. His parents paying for us to fly out to Vegas and get married… The car screeching as it sped towards Armel and Meredith… The smashing noise the collision made…

After an eternity, just as I thought Armel was gone, a doctor came out. He told me that Armel had woken up and that I was allowed to see Armel. "Aizumi…" he whispered weakly. He had a drip full of blood stuck out of his hand. "I'm here baby." I sobbed. "Where's Meredith. Is she OK? She's a good dancer. I wanna tell her that. What happened anyway? We were dancing, in the road…" He trailed off, in realisation of what had happened. "Are you okay? Is Meredith?" He knew from my face that she wasn't. Neither was I. I was an emotional wreck, holding onto Armel as if he would float away if I let go. It felt like the scene in Titantic, I held on for dear life, hoping he was strong enough to get better. But what if…? I fell asleep, mind in overdrive, as Armel stoked my hair softly.

It killed me to see Armel like that, which is why I was relieved when they discharged him a week later. But we had to go to Meredith's funeral. I heard that the Hollister Alliance was now the most wanted mafia organisation on the continent. They killed someone innocent while trying to kill another innocent person, but they didn't know about that. According to the news, they like robbery and drug smuggling. According to me, they like being bastards. Armel was furious too. He vowed to find the leaders if it killed him. Three months of angst passed. I found myself distanced from Armel, and drawn closer to Kimiko.

One night, Ivan and Armel went on a holiday together before Elina was born. I was about eight months along. Kimiko and I watched TV together. I could feel her looking at me sexually all through it. I ignored it, at first, but it got too strong. As the sun set, Kimiko rest her hand on mine. We kissed, she licked my bump, she caressed my breasts. We might have performed oral sex on each other… OK we did, but that's not the point. I felt daring, wild, crazy. Then something gushy came from my vag. "Oh fucking hell. What was that?" I gasped. It didn't take long to figure it out. Not with the searing pain in my below region. It was obvious that Elina wanted to get out. We rushed to the hospital. Kimiko frantically called Ivan and Armel, who said they were heading straight back.

The next few hours were painful and exciting. But why couldn't Elina just pop out and be done with it? Armel ran into the room literally seconds before I was allowed to start pushing. In about 30 exhausting minutes, I heard a cry. Elina was here. She was so beautiful. I could see Armel tear up as the squeezed my hand, huge smile on his face. We held Elina afterwards. I saw Armel, a perfect father, snuggling her. I felt guilt, about Kimiko, but I didn't love her. I loved Armel. And we had a daughter. I was happy, for the first time in my life.

TEH EDN

A/N – Dijurikeit? PLZ review and flame me all you like XD I like criticism. It proves that I really am a worthless piece of crap who should just jump off a bridge. And I won't, but I'll never like myself. EVER.