A/N: Hi! This is a translated version of my Finnish story called Jumissa. I'm translating it on my own so I'm sorry for all of the spelling errors. I'm a big supporter of Joella, but it just didn't work for this story. But if you want to read about Joe and the lovely Stella, please check out my story Lovesick. You can find it in my profile. In the meanwhile, I hope you enjoy this story. Please remember that Joe is going as Matthew and Susie as Natalie in this story.
There is a lemon in this chapter. Consider yourself warned.
By the way, I own just my crazy ideas.
When I woke up next morning, I felt happier than I had ever been. I kissed Matthew's cheek gently and got out of bed. He just rolled onto his other side and continued to sleep. I took a shower but didn't wash my hair because I had washed it last night. Then I brushed my teeth and put on a little make-up. I opened the braid I had and my hair was on beautiful waves. I walked to my closet and put on white skinny jeans with a turquoise t-shirt with long sleeves. Then I walked to Henry's room. He was awake and just watching the mobile above his bed. He did that on most mornings.
- Hello darling, I smiled as I took him from his bed.
- Mama, Henry smiled.
- Yes, baby. I'm your mama. I'm so happy we get to call you our own for real. I love you darling, I smiled as I changed his diaper and dressed him in a lime green onesie and brown pants. I took him into my arms and walked downstairs. I fed Henry and then put him to the floor to play with his toys. He could crawl already so I had to keep an eye on him. I prepared some breakfast and put the coffee to drop. Then I went to sit on the floor to play with Henry. Soon I heard footsteps coming from the stairs.
- Look Henry. Who is coming? I asked smiling. Matthew sat beside me and kissed my cheek.
- Good morning, I smiled at him.
- To you too sweetheart, Matthew smiled and put his arm around me. Henry crawled to sit on his lap.
- Dada, Henry smiled. Matthew gasped and I kissed Henry's cheek.
- You heard that too, right? Matthew asked.
- Yes, I did, I smiled.
- Daddy loves you Henry. And daddy loves mama too, Matthew said to Henry and then kissed my lips quickly. We played on the floor for a while and then we went to eat our breakfast.
Matthew cleared the table after we had eaten.
- Do you mind if I go to Zac's store today? I asked gently as he was doing the dishes. I had wrapped my arms around him from behind.
- No, of course not. I know he's just a friend, he said.
- Good. I was hoping to find a dress for the wedding. I thought I could tell Zac that we are just going on a romantic holiday to somewhere. And all I know is what to pack but you won't tell me where we are going, I said against Matthew's back.
- That sounds good. Do you want me to watch Henry while you go to the store? he asked.
- No, I 'm going to take him with me. The girls at the store adore him. You can work out while we are gone, I said and kissed his neck. He dried his hands and turned around.
- Okay. But please don't be long. I miss you already, Matthew said and pressed a kiss on my lips. I closed my eyes and kissed him back. I pulled away after a while and went to put everything ready.
The drive to the store wasn't long and I was happy to find Zachary from behind the counter. He was talking to one of his employees, Tammi.
- Hi Natalie, Tammi smiled as she noticed me and Henry.
- Hi Tammi, I smiled. I liked her. She reminded me of my former self. She was young and beautiful but somehow she looked lost. Like she hadn't really figured out what she wanted to do with her life, yet.
- Hello Henry. Aren't you looking handsome? Tammi smiled to Henry as she took him from my arms. I smiled and went to hug Zachary.
- Hi honeybun, Zachary smiled. He always called me something sweet. But I didn't think anything of it because, well, he's gay. And I'm married. Almost.
- Hi Zac, I smiled.
- So, how did things go last night? Zachary asked concerned as we went to sit in his office. Tammi played with Henry in the store because it was a slow day. They have an internet store so most of their income come from it.
- It went great. Well, not the first part. But after I went home, we talked things through. He was jealous of me spending so much time with you. I think it's silly because he has to work so I don't want to be in his way. And I get bored without anything to do, I told him.
- You know, the offer still stands. You always have a job here, Zachary said. He had offered me a job a few monts back when I had complained that I didn't have anything to do around the house when Matthew was working.
- I know and I thank you for the offer but I really want to spend my days with Henry. He's growing so fast and I don't want to miss anything, I said. That was partly because I had missed the first four months.
- So, tell me more about last night. Every last dirty detail, Zachary said smiling.
- Yeah right. Well, he had cooked me dinner so we ate after he reheated it and then he gave me this, I smiled as I showed him the ring.
- Wow. Tiffany's. The man must really love you, Zachary said.
- I love him too, I smiled.
- You have to be a match made in Heaven. So, was this just a social call? Although I'm very happy to see you, Zachary said quickly after his question.
- I actually need some clothes. Matthew is taking me to a romantic mini-break on Valentine's Day. Well, were are taking Henry with us so I need something comfortable too, I smiled excited.
- You're turning into my best paying customer, Zachary laughed.
- I know. But isn't that a good thing? I laughed with him as we walked back to the store.
- Of course. So, how long are you going to be away? Zachary asked.
- Three days. Matt said I need a dress for something special. I was thinking white, I smiled.
- I have just the perfect dress. I was kind of keeping it for you if you would need it, Zachary winked and disappeared to the storage room. I watched Tammi and Henry. Tammi loved kids, that was obvious. A while later Zachary returned. He was holding a long white dress with a halterneck. It was very flowy and light.
- Oh Gosh Zac. This is perfect! I almost screamed as I hugged him. He knew me so well. This was the kind of dress I would have picked even as Susie.
- I know. So let's get you some more clothes. And you're going to need some new lingerie, Zachary winked. I blushed. He thought me and Matthew had a very active sex life when the truth was that we hadn't even had sex yet. I was kind of looking forward to our wedding night. It wasn't that easy to keep my hands to myself all the time when I was with Matthew.
We spent a few hours looking for the perfect clothes and when we were ready, both Tammi and Zachary carried the bags to my trunk. We said our goodbyes and I put Henry to his car seat. I drove home. When I got out of the car, I saw Matthew talking to Nancy in front of her house. I took Henry from his seat and locked the car. I was just about to step away from our yard when James came to stand in front of me.
- Hello Natalie, James said. He gave me the creeps every time I talked to him.
- Hello James, I smiled as politely as I could.
- Have you been shopping again? he asked pointing to my trunk. The bags were visible through the window.
- Yes, I have. Zachary had some new things I loved, I smiled. I tried to get Matthew to come to my rescue but he was too tangled in his conversation with Nancy to see my distress. I really didn't like talking to James.
- Well, I can't wait to see them on you. Especially those lacy underwear that are in that little bag, he whispered. I could feel his hot breath on my skin when he leaned closer. I shuddered all over from disgust. Finally Matthew saw us and jogged to us.
- Hello James. Hi darling, Matthew said wrapping his arm around me and kissing my lips. He was telling James to back off.
- Hello Matthew. You should keep your wife from shopping too much, James said and turned to walk away. I relaxed in Matthew's arms instantly.
- I really don't like him. He said he couldn't wait to see me in my underwear, I whispered to Matthew's ear. I could feel him tense.
- He said that? he asked and I nodded. Matthew's hands were tightly around me.
- Don't worry, love. You're safe with me, Matthew said kissing my temple.
- I know, I said smiling and pulled away. Henry was getting restless in my arms. It was time for his afternoon nap. I opened the trunk and took one bag. Matthew took the seven others and closed the trunk.
- I thought you were suppose to buy just one dress, he laughed.
- I got a little carried away, I smiled.
- I can see that, he smiled.
- Don't worry. I'm sure you'll like the clothes too, I winked and saw him freeze for a moment. I laughed as I opened the front door and stepped inside. Matthew carried the bags inside as I took Henry to his crib. I heard Matthew walk to my closet.
When Henry was asleep, I walked to my closet only to find Matthew going through the little bag with the underwear.
- Hey! You're not supposed to go through my things, I said faking to be angry. I snatched the bag away from him.
- Sorry. I just took a peak, he said grinning.
- You didn't look at the rest of the bags, right? I asked. I wanted to keep the wedding dress as a surprise.
- No, I didn't, he said as I put the bag down to the ottoman.
- Good, I smiled and stepped closer to him. His hands went around my waist and I started to massage his scalp.
- I can't wait to see you in those. Especially in the white ones, Matthew whispered. I smiled.
- You'll just have to wait. Just a few more days and we'll be married for real. I can't believe my luck, I smiled.
- I can, he teased.
- Haha, I laughed at him.
- I'm quite a catch, aren't I? he asked still teasing me.
- Yes, you are. I just don't understand how you could ever really want me, I said looking over his shoulder. His hands were instantly on my cheeks and he looked into my eyes.
- You are the most beautiful, sweetest and caring person I've ever met. I love you, he said and kissed me.
- I love you too, I whispered and kissed him back. He hugged me tightly and I let him squeeze all my worries away.
The few days went really fast. We packed our bags and left early on Friday morning. We drove to the airport and there was private plane waiting for us. It took us to Juneau. There we checked into a hotel. We had a bodyguard with us the whole time. His room was next to ours. We went sightseeing that day and ate in the hotel's restaurant. It was really nice. I had booked another room for the night because I wanted to be traditional and not see the groom on the morning of the wedding. We also had a nanny for Saturday so we could get ready in peace and then spend the wedding night without interruptions.
When Saturday arrived, I was anxious. I hadn't been sleeping that well because I was used to sleeping with Joe ( I had decide to call him Joe this weekend because it was actually Susie and Joe getting married). I tried to do everything slowly so time would go faster. I did my own make-up. I put on the new white lingerie and the white dress. I curled my hair a little and put on white pumps. I was ready way before I had to be and I was getting very nervous. I tried to practise my words. I knew there wouldn't be anyone we know but I was still really nervous. What if he wouldn't want me after all?
When the time came and the nanny, Laura, knocked on my door, I was in full panic-mode.
- Are you ready to go? she asked.
- Yeah, I think so, I smiled and took a look at Henry. He was sleeping in his baby carriage. He was wearing a black tuxedo and a turquoise bow on his neck. He looked adorable.
- Let's go then. I think someone is waiting for us, Laura smiled. I smiled nervously back at her as we walked to the elevator. It took us to the main floor. The place where the ceremony was held, was at the main floor of the hotel. Laura opened the door and soft music echoed through the room. I saw Joe waiting for me at the altar. Laura walked to the corner with the baby carriage and I walked to Joe. He took my hands in his.
The minister spoke and when it was time to say our wows, I went first. I smiled as I started to say my vow. We had agreed to keep them very simple. Mine was a poem by James J. Walker.
- Will you love me in December as you love me in May,
Will you love me in the good old fashioned way?
When my hair is all turned gray,
Will you kiss me then and say,
That you love me in December as you do in May?, I said smiling.
Joe nodded and then the minister told him it was his turn.
- When I saw you I fell in love, and you smiled because you knew, Joe quoted Shakespeare. I smiled at the simplicity and the truth behind the words. The minister spoke again and after the switching of the rings, he told Joe to kiss me. And he did. His lips were on mine the second the minister said the words and he kissed me gently. I felt how he had missed me. We signed the adoption papers and went for a dinner with Henry, Laura and the bodyguard.
After the dinner Laura took Henry to my room and Joe took me to his. When the door closed, he took his jacket off and threw it to the floor. I laughed at him as I kicked off my pumps. Joe took me in his arms and launched us to the bed. He kissed me passionately and let his hands wonder around my body. I unbuttoned his shirt but he left it on. I unbuttoned his pants and tried to push them down as he was kissing my neck. After a while, I finally managed to get rid of them. There were only his boxers on my way now. I put my hand on the waistband of his boxers but Joe took my hands and pulled them away. I looked at him puzzled.
- Not fair. I'm almost naked and you're still fully dressed, he said as he let go of my hands and pushed his hands under my dress. He pulled my panties away and soon he was kissing his way up my legs nearer my centre. I sighed as I felt his lips on me. I couldn't believe he was doing that. He was a virgin and he was taking care of my pleasure first. And I know he hadn't done anything like this before but still it seemed like he knew just when and where to lick and twist and suck so I would scream louder. The man was perfect. I had built up this orgasm a long time so it wasn't long before I came. Joe had a satisfied smile on his face when he got up and wiped his face on his sleeve. He threw his shirt on the floor and got up to stand. He took my hands in his and pulled me up from the bed. My knees buckled because I was still weak from the force of the orgasm. Joe wrapped his arms around me and held me up. Our bodies were touching everywhere and I could feel his erection against me. He was really big. The realizion made my knees buckle again.
- Are you alright, sweetheart? Joe laughed and kissed my cheek.
- Just amazed by you, I smiled and kissed him. I felt his fingers on the buttons of my dress. He unbuttoned them and I lifted my arms above my head. He kept one arm around me and lifted the dress over my head with the other. When he was done, I opened the hooks of my bra and threw them on the floor. I was fully naked now. I had been sure that I would feel insecure that moment but somehow I didn't. Joe made me feel beautiful.
- You're incredibly beautiful, Joe whispered as he lay me down to the bed.
- Thank you, I smiled. He had seen me without my bra before but this was the first time I was actually naked in front of him. He took off his boxers and I just had to admire him as he stood there beside the bed. He was perfect. And really big. It was going to hurt.
- See something you like? Joe wiggled his eyebrows just like he did on our first night in Alaska.
- Yes, I smiled and took his hand. I pulled him to the bed and he came to lie on top of me, holding himself up so he wouldn't crush me with his weight.
- Are you sure about this? Joe asked me gently after a kiss.
- I'm sure. I love you and I want this, I smiled and moved my hands on his body. He pressed his erection between my legs. It was really going to hurt.
- Oh my God! I totally forgot. We should have protection, Joe huffed and started to get up from the bed. I stopped him before he moved almost at all by putting my hands on his cheeks.
- Stop. I'm clean and I'm sure you're too. If I come pregnant from this, the baby will be a creation of our love. And I don't mind that. I remember you saying that you're ready to have a baby with me. So I don't want to use any kind of protection if you don't, I smiled at him. He looked at me amazed for a minute and then he kissed me passionately. I felt him press himself closer to me and I guided him in. He was so big that I had to relax my muscles and it still hurt a little. But I'm sure I would adjust to his size as we would make love more. Joe was watching me as he pushed himself all the way in. He was also pretty long. I felt a tear on my cheek.
- Did I hurt you? Sweetheart, are you okay? Joe asked worried. He started to pull himself out but I put my hands on his hips and didn't let him move.
- I'll be fine. Just don't move. I just have to adjust to your size, I smiled at him.
- Am I that big? he smirked and raised an eyebrow.
- Yes, you kind of are. Okay, you can move now, I smiled at him. I lifted my legs and logged them around his waist. It made him go even deeper. I knew it wouldn't last very long because it was his first time so I wasn't surprised when he came way before I was ready. I knew he was happy and I had had my orgasm already once this evening. Joe dropped on me when he came but turned us so that he wouldn't crush me. I caressed his cheeks with my fingers as he gathered himself. He had this goofy grin on his face that made me laugh.
- What's so funny? he asked.
- You look like you just got laid, I laughed.
- I just did and it was amazing, he laughed and kissed me. I continued to kiss him as I felt him pull out of me.
- Could we take a bath before we go to sleep? I asked gently a little later.
- I'd love that, he smiled and got up. He walked to the bathroom and I heard him turn the water on. A little later he came to pick me up from the bed.
- Come on Mrs Lucas, let's go to take a bath, he winked and carried me to the bath tub. He came in to the tub with me and gently washed my skin. I enjoyed every second of it.
After the bath, Joe toweled me and himself and carried me to the bedroom. We put on some underwear and went to bed.
- I love you Joe, I whispered to him as we lay on the bed under the sheets.
- I love you Susie, he whispered kissing my neck. I felt his arms around me and I was home. All my life I had been looking for something and this was it. This was were I belonged. This was home.
A/N: It's been a long time since my last update. I'm so sorry about it. My life's been hectic and there just haven't been time to update.
Please leave me some love or hate :) I would like to know what you think even if it's bad.