Disclaimer:

Me: I own twilight!

Livi : *throws pinecone at me* no you don't

Me:*Cries* your right I don't.

Livi: I'm right you don't want what

Me: You're right, I don't own twilight, I never will, its all Stephanie Meyers as much as I beg and pled she will never give it to me!

Livi: good girl *pats head*

A.K.A. I DON'T OWN TWILIGHT!

Another pervious thing going on here

Emmett's Pov.

"She's going to be okay, it was a seizer, right now she's seeing total blackness, she's not having thoughts and she can't hear us, but she'll wake up in about 3 days shell be fine, she won't be a vampire though, its going to take her another week for that to happen. She won't sleep or eat; she's just going to feel pain, worse than our pain when we changed." She finished and Esme started sobbing, sobbing for her lost son and daughter, and for the pain he daughters feeling. While Carlisle comforted her, and Jasper comforted Alice, I was left alone, no one to comfort or to comfort me, as if Jasper knew what I was thinking he looked over at Carlisle.

"Uh hey, Carlisle, should somebody be up with Bella, you know, to lay with her and keep her fever down? I mean we feel like were on fire we don't get hot on the skin."

"Oh, you know what, your right son, one of us should" he answered

"I'll do it." And with that I ran upstairs to Edward's room, anything to get away from that feeling, and as long as I'm helping Bella. I'll be fine.

Still Emmet's pov.

Waking up and Powers

It's been the three days Alice said it would take for Bella to wake up, we have all been in her room by the time it hit midnight on, waiting and waiting for her to wake up, praying that her pain will subside once she does. It's been about 7 hours.

"Alice, dear, are you sure you don't know the exact time?" Esme asked trying to be as polite as possible even though it is visible she is extremely impatient

"Yes Esme I'm sure, the sun was down though, so if anybody needs to do anything or wants to wait in a different room it wont be that big of a deal, you will hear if she stirs if your in the house, and once the sun starts to set and your hunting you can just run back!" she answered obviously upset, I feel bad for her, we've asked her the same question at least 30 times an hour, and 30 times an hour for the last 7 hours can really get on somebody's nerves! Although at the same time, I can't help but be a little upset with her, I really want Bella to wake up; I want her to finish her change, and get through her new born year so she's back to being the Bella we all know and love.

You also want to wrestle with her, see who's stronger and get back to teasing her like always. To try and make her happy since Edward is… and rose is… to… My mind added against my will. "I sighed we still have another 12 hours at least! All I've been doing the last 3 days was sitting here mourning and hunting. I stood up and walked to mine and Rosalie's – my room, turned on the TV, and started flicking through channels mindlessly wishing so badly that I could fall asleep, dream of my beautiful Rosalie, and pastime without realizing it!

After 6 hours of stupid sitcoms and 4 hours of video games I was growing more restless by the second, its only 5 the sun doesn't set till 7, I wish It was seven, I wish Alice could just be wrong this once, and Bella would wake up fine and dandy, I wish nothing from the last week happened!

I sigh and got lost in my own thoughts, paying attention to nothing, nothing at all. Until, just out of no were, with no sign of movement, she started singing.

Bella's Pov

Hmm, this is odd, only blackness, blackness and fire… I'm confused the last thing I remember…I don't even remember anything…oh that cant be good…

"You stand through the pain
you won't drown
and one day, what's lost can be found
You stand in the rain"

What does that mean? Am I in pain? Of course, the fire it burns like hell. But, what does it mean I wont drown…oh no, oh no I remember now…Edward, Rosalie, there gone, I was bitten, did I pass because of my change? Oh know I'm scared, where's Esme and Carlisle and Alice and Jasper and Emmett, oh Jaspers please I pray you feel what I'm feeling and help please!

Out of no where I woke up, and had this strange urge to play the piano and sing… sing that song! The one from my blackness! I looked around to find I was still in Edwards room, I went over to his piano and started playing, It sounded familiar but that's because of the dream, it was beautiful and I loved it and I think It was a premonition.

When I started playing I was surprised I didn't even know how to play, yet it was all coming so easily, I didn't have notes or the words but I began to sing anyway.

"She never slows down.
She doesn't know why but she knows that when she's all alone, feels like its all coming down
She won't turn around
The shadows are long and she fears if she cries that first tear, the tears will not stop raining down

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
you stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, what's lost can be found
You stand in the rain

She won't make a sound
Alone in this fight with herself and the fears whispering if she stands she'll fall down
She wants to be found
the only way out is through everything she's running from wants to give up and lie down.

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, what's lost can be found
You stand in the rain

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
Stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, what's lost can be found

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, what's lost can be found
You stand in the rain"

I finished with a soft key and softly began to weep, I know what it was about, it was telling that I can make it through all this pain I'm feeling, not the physical pain, but the emotional, I can do this, and so can this family, we will not drown…. I sighed and looked up and realized I said what I was thinking out loud, and that everybody heard me sing, I can believe I didn't hear the come in with my new found supersonic hearing, but I was so focused on playing, Esme came over and sat next to me and put her arms around me, and we wept together. The rest of the family came into the room, looking quiet sad; Emmett was the first to speak up.

"That was beautiful Bella, but… what did you mean by "I know what It was about… and that this family… wont drown?" he asked

"How long was I out?" I asked.

"Three days Bella, how are you feeling?" Carlisle asked

"Like I'm on fire, like I'm burning to a crisp, like the lights are to bright and the sounds are to loud, and like I could pass out at any minute. But I was wondering how long I was out because, during the time I was out, I saw blackness and that was it, I couldn't remember anything, nor could I hear anything but my thoughts echoing in my head. Then I remembered everything that happened in the last week and I was hurt, and scared, and I was praying that Jasper would feel and wake me up, and then I heard those lyrics. I tried to make sense of them but I couldn't, all of a sudden I was up, and I NEEDED to play that song, I didn't even know I could play! But now, I know what it meant, it means that through all this heartache, and all this hurt, and crying and pain and complications, we will all make it through, and we will all be okay, because we have each other, and its going to be hard but we have to keep trying and we'll make it through." I looked at Alice, hoping for her to back me up. Esme Emmett and Carlisle looked heart broken while Alice and Jasper looked confused.

I gave them a questionable look and asked "what?"

"Bella…I didn't feel any feeling radiating off of you at all…you were numb…there was no feeling until you started singing…" Jasper said and before I could have time to reply Alice continued her part "And I cant back you up, because, my visions fuzzy…I haven't been able to see anything in regards of our future...it might be from me being overwhelmed but I'm sorry. I don't know any idea of what will happen." After she finished she looked down embarrassed and Jasper side-hugged her and kissed her temple whispering things like 'its okay' and 'don't worry' and 'I love you'

"It was just all so confusing, everything's so confusing!" and with that, everything went black.

"Carlisle, Carlisle what's happening?" I screamed but my voice sounded distant "Bella, Bella, Bella can you hear me, what do you see?" he replied, I sighed thanking god that I wasn't alone in a black abyss again. "I see black. That's it I can hear it, but its fading, what's happening?" I asked getting more frantic by the second, I tried to grab for something it feels like I'm falling, I felt something and grab as hard as I could, it feels like a hand shaped rock, maybe its Carlisle's or Emmett's or Esme's hand or something.

What's that? Oh god, there's something here. All I could see was black, I felt like I was in a big clearing of night that you didn't get accustomed to. In witch your eyes did not adjusted. I heard ruffling behind me; I turned but couldn't see anything.

It went on as this black abyss for what felt like hours, I felt ruffling, crying, and an accessional stab on my arm, like somebody was trying to stick a needle into me, but it wouldn't go through, it was scary. I finally felt around and just sat down and haven't moved sit.

I sighed, I just wanted to go back to my family, I'm scared, and I don't like not knowing my surroundings, I saw a bright flash then saw everyone, the pain inside me, was gone, I looked around then ran over to Alice and gave her a hug. She didn't seem to see me. She looked up but couldn't figure out who touched her.

"Alice it's me!" I screamed

"What was that?" Emmett said

"I'm not sure." She replied to him

"It's me Bella!" I screamed as loud as I could

"Wait. Everybody, quite I can hear somebody speaking, turn off everything and listen." Jasper said.

I screamed over and over again "It's Bella, its Bella, its Bella!"

Carlisle stood up and said "wait I hear it, somebody's whispering its Bella…Where is Bella?" he said and looked at everyone. "Edwards's room?" they all answered simultaneously. They all got up and ran to Edwards's room. I followed to see my limp body lying there.

Oh shit...that means…

I looked down to see that I didn't have a body, just my mind was here basically, but how could I see what was going on if I was just lying there limp.

I gasped and sat up, I looked around then looked down, and my body was here this time…there's no pain, except the pain in the back of my throat. "Alice?" I asked

"Yes Bella?" she came over and sat next to me giving me a hug from the side.

"You…you can see me?" I asked feeling tears fall out of my eyes.

"Yeah…why wouldn't I be able to?" she asked competently and utterly confused.

"Well. Because, just a minute ago you couldn't, you couldn't hear me either, I hugged you, you were barley fazed by it, and I was screaming to you that it was me, and you couldn't hear me, then Jasper got everybody to quiet down…then Carlisle said that he could hear me, and asked were I was and you guys ran up here, I looked down and there was no body were I was, then, out of no were I woke up. Oh god I'm confused"

I didn't realize I was still crying until Esme came over and whipped my tears away whispering 'shh's' and 'its okay's' I looked at Carlisle. "Hey…I'm not on fire anymore. Actually I feel no pain well now that I think about it… there's a little burning in the back of my throat, but that's it."

"Hmm. You know what her sent is different." Jasper said.

"But, you're crying…tears? How is she crying tears but she's turned?" Emmett said.

"She's completely turned…actually I saw Jasper, Emmett and I taking her hunting in…an hour." Alice said.

"Hmm, I wonder what this means." Carlisle said.

"Oh Bella, your finally one of us and out of pain!" Esme said and hugged me sobbing, I looked over to her and smiled, and then saw tears falling from her eyes, I jumped back and looked at Carlisle. "Carlisle she's crying! Tears are coming out of her eyes." When I finished there was no more tears coming out, everyone was looking at me like I was crazy, Esme was still sobbing so I stood up and said "Esme stand up please?" she did and I said "Alright now grab my hand?" I hope I'm right, she did so and tears started falling out of her eyes. "Now let go." The tears stopped. "Alright, now, let me see something, don't move." I held up my hands toward her and thought, 'make the tears fall' and they did, tears started to fall again.

"Her power is to make vampires be able to cry instead of dry sob?" Emmett boomed.

"Well that's quite unusual but, I guess not all powers are the same…" Carlisle said

"Wait! I have this strange feeling…Peoples follow me." I said and ran out of the house, not like normal running this was amazing I was outside in seconds and everything was so clear. "WOAH! Now THAT was amazing!" I said smiling.

I turned around to see my family behind me smiling as well. "Alright. Now if I'm right this is going to be AMAZING and if I'm wrong" I shrugged "Oh well then. I have this feeling that I want to try out." I ran to pick up sticks and…trees and made a big pile. The held my hands out at them and thought 'Light it on fire' it did so I then thought 'water it down, make it stop.' And it stopped, I was smiling from ear to ear…maybe if I say it out loud…hmm I ran over to Esme and said "Do you have any flower seeds…or mini trees?" "Yeah in the back there's a little tree, why?" she asked "You'll see." I said and ran to the back. I held my hands toward the tree and said "Let it grow from the ground" and it did, I held my hands just out "Now let the wind surround me!" I said laughing and it did. I looked at Carlisle smiling. "What does this mean?" I asked giggling.

"Well Bella I gather it means that you have an affinity for all 4 elements and you have the ability to make vampires cry." He said.

"Wait…Emmett can I use you for a second?" I asked innocently, I have another urge that I must try out.

"Uh… use me Bella?" he asked looking a little scared.

"Don't worry I wont hurt you, its just another urge I'm getting that I need to try, just lie down right here?" I asked

He lied down looking up at me and I held my hands above his head, the looked up at everyone who had curious looks on there faces and said "Now, let him sleep, and let him dream dreams." I sad and Emmett's eyes closed, and he did what humans would call, sleeping. I smiled, I was right; I looked at Alice and jumped up and down. "I like being a vampire!"

She giggled and said "Alright bells wake him up we need to go hunting."

"Let him wake" I said pointing to Emmett, witch he did. He looked at me and came over and hugged me tightly "Oh Bella that was amazing! I actually dreamt I was dreaming and sleeping for the first time in over 500 years!" he screamed, crying also since he was holding onto me.

"Wow…" Jasper whispered

"That was amazing." Carlisle said.

"Indeed it was…now how about we let our children hunt alright." Esme said to Carlisle obviously in deep thought about my powers, and maybe a little bit of something else too.

Hunting was…odd but sort of fun also, mixed with Alice pouncing like a ballerina on animals backs, Emmett trying to prove his manliness by killing the biggest animals he could find, Jasper feeling the animals pain as he snapped the necks of the animals he killed, and me just scared to try anything bigger than deer, the fun time was soon over, but we choose to linger around talking about stuff.

"We're going to need to move…aren't we?" I asked looking at them

"We did that come from bells?" Emmett said jumping from a tree next to me.

"Well, think about it, although the pack knows none of you guys bit me, I was still bitten, and although they cant necessarily do anything about it, my bloodlust its going to be raging, and even if its not all that bad, witch I PRAY to god that it wont, I cant live with Charlie as a vampire, I cant spend time a school, then go home, and 'sleep' there, even with the best bloodlust control like Carlisle's, even if I had control like his I wouldn't be able to do it all, all the time for the next year and a half…" I said, and then started fidgeting with my fingers, even though I don't have a need to move constantly its sort of a…habit.

"You know what Bella, I think your right." Jasper said thoughtfully

"Yeah… I can't see anything yet but I have a feeling your right, come on we have to go talk to Carlisle." Alice said getting up and running toward the house.

Disclaimer: Song: Stand In The Rain by Superchic[k]

A/N: Now THAT was long, I'm sure that I wont be writing another chapter that's over 7 pages long again anytime soon, I was trying to ride it out because of the song, I was actually going to write more but I decided against it, I didn't want to put to much into one chapter! Give me some ideas of what you want to happen and what do you think of my story. Reviews and comments yes and please!