Hey guys, Sorry this story hasn't been update since freaking last year. I've been going through some stuff that's really shaken me up & i've also had a major case of writers block. I'm happy to tell you that hopefully, I will have this story updated almost every day. I am really sorry for being so MIA, I hope you all understand and continue to support me with this story.

I woke up feeling groggy and with a overly dry mouth. I rubbed the sleep out of my eyes before scratching my head, I could hear the hussel and bussel coming from the kitchen so I guessed everyone was awake. Finally, I managed to get out of my bed and walk down the small hallway into the kitchen were too see Emily running around piling more and more food onto everyone's plates.

"Savannah, we've got eggs, bacon, sausages, toast, cereal and pancakes." Emily said with a bright smile as she pulled me out a seat in the middle of Embry and Jared while pouring a glass of orange juice and handing it to me while I sat down. "But I'm guessing you want pancakes with honey yes?"

"Yes please." I said with a smile as she went into the fridge getting out the honey to put on my pancakes.

"Honey on pancakes?" Embry asked, his mouth full of everything he could fit in there.

I looked at him in disgusted as Emily sat the pancakes down on my plate, "Thank you"

The day went by slowly, I spent it by sitting outside on the white table reading every single magazine I could by at the store. Which, being the Reservation Gas Station, only had about three different magazines. I was bored out of my brain, I promised my parents after the sneaking off to go to a party ordeal I'd calm down and spend a few weekends at home. Little did I know how boring that would be, Emily is out grocery shopping and the boys are all out somewhere in the woods. Apparently, they picked up a very un-familiar, un-welcoming scent.

"You know, I never picked you for the type to sit outside and read all day long." I turned my head to the back door to see Leah walking out.

"Please tell me you came here to rescue me?" I said with a lot of hope in my eyes

"Actually yes, everyone decided to have very spontaneous afternoon tea thing at my house, it'll probably go till the night so I'd bring a jumper. " She shrugged taking a sip of my pink lemonade.

"Thank god, I am dying here." I said, pulling her into the house and down the hall into my bedroom

Leah just causally layed on my bed, flicking through the old magazines I had on my bedside table. I was walking in and out of the bathroom, trying on numerous different dresses, tops, shorts, you name it I was trying on. Finally I found this pretty pink, blue and yellow flower patterned dress which was tight all around the boob and waist area and flowed out nicely. I then walked into my room, taking my hair out of its bun then rummaging through container that held every single tube of lip gloss I owned to find the pale pink one I love so dearly. I could feel Leah watching me, not with a look of anger like she normally wears, but a look of sadness.

"What's wrong?" I asked her as I began to brush my fingers through my black locks.

"Nothing." She mumbled.

I looked at her once more before finding a cream colour and my favourite pair of white flats with lace all around them. I sat next to Leah as I put my shoes on, she still looked like something was troubling her. I tried and tried to get her to tell me what was wrong but she wouldn't even give me a clue, so once I was ready we hopped in her car and drove to her house where everyone else was there already drinking and eating.

I said hello to everyone, got offered at least twenty different items of food by Emily and got hit on yet again by Quil. Its safe to say, everyone was being completely normal. That was until Jacob arrived within seconds after me, with a shorter, brown haired girl on his arm. I rolled my eyes as I watched her be hugged by Emily, and fussed over by Embry and Quil. I walked inside the Clearwater house making my way to the downstairs bathroom, I opened the door to find a tall, tan, black haired boy sitting on the edge of the bath.

"Hey you." I said with a smile

Paul looked up from his feet and gave me a smile that was for sure to big for his face, he walked over to me and wrapped his big, muscular arms around my waist. I rested my arms around his neck, taking in the amazing smell of his deodorant.

"Let's go outside, I bet your hungry." I said gabbing his hand and taking him outside. We walked outside to see Bella and Jake standing with Sam and Emily laughing and talking. It made me sick how welcoming they can be over her, Paul obviously knew how I was feeling as he gently kissed me on the side of my head before pulling in the opposite direction. I sat with him, Embry, Jared and Kim while the boys stuffed their faces with food.

"Stop staring." Embry said to me, face full of food.

I gave him a look of disgust before looking back and Bella and Jake only to realise they were walking over to us.

"Hey Savannah" Bella said quietly with a small smile.

I looked up to see her standing awfully close to Jake, obviously she hasn't given up on leading him on. I gave her a fake smile before taking a sip of Jared's water to keep me from saying something I really shouldn't. After everyone had eaten and all the dishes were in the kitchen ready to be washed, the boys and some of the elders decided a game of football was appropriate.

Kim, Emily and Leah even ended up playing, which left me with Mrs. Call, Mrs. Clearwater and Bella. Mrs. Call and Mrs. Clearwater were both busy talking about nothing else but school and whether Seth will be able to handle school with patrols and what not going on around him. Not that I wasn't interested in what was going on with Seth, I just thought it might be a lot more fun doing this dishes.

I was scrubbing the second plate out of the fifty I had stacked on the island bench ready to be washed when Bella walked in and asked if I needed any help.

"I'm fine thank you." I said, partly annoyed.

"Look Savannah, I understand you're Jake's best friend and you only have his best interests at heart but, I don't know why you hate me." She spoke, standing in the kitchen awkwardly.

"I don't hate you." I informed her.

"Then why do you always give me the cold shoulder?" She asked quietly.

At this point, I was kind of annoyed. I haven't even had a proper conversation with her and she's here telling me that I'm being a bitch to her. I dropped the plate I was washing in this dish water and turned around to face her.

"Because Jake was doing fine without you." I told her, "Everytime you come around, you leave him heart broken and I'm the one that has to pick up the pieces."

"Savan-"

"No. Don't play the 'I didn't know' card, it may work on yourself, but it will never work on me." I stated, throwing the tea towel to the side, "You don't understand the pain you cause every time you come here." I said shaking my head at her obliviousness. "You make him think he has a chance, but you know just as well as I do he doesn't. He never will, it's always going to Edward, yet you still play him. Whether it be you do in fact have feelings for him, or you just love the attention he gives you. " I stopped myself before I really started getting angry, just as Bella was about to respond Jacob himself walked through the kitchen and asked what was going on.

"Nothing" I mumbled under my breath as I grabbed my bag and keys off the kitchen bench, "I was just leaving."

Eh, I didn't really know where to go with this chapter, I guess its cause I've given this story such a massive break. Hopefully I'll get back into it within days xD Reviews always keep me going!