A/n: Sorry about not updating as often, I'm trying my best with this story. (Just a comment on a review on the story, Thankyou for your criticism, I just thought I should explain. This isn't a Jacob

/Bella fanfic; they are just the most important characters in the story other than the main character Mia, OC. If you read through it you will see that they are both tied to her in such a way that can't be broken, she is in love with and imprinted with Jacob, and he is also one of her tasks, which is almost like imprinting, the idea of needing to protect someone so fiercely that you can barely handle it. But Bella is her Life long task, which is like the one person she always has to be with, and she was basically born just for Bella.

They are soul mates and they can't change it, and they will always love each other more than they can ever imagine, but they are tied others so tightly they can't break the bond to be with each other. It's about Mia's life and how she must protect the people she loves, and Bella and Jacob are just the main people that she must watch over, even though Jacob left, she loves him and always will, but she is hurt. But there is no "OC" choice, and Bella and Jacob are just the other main characters.

It is not a Bella/Jacob story. Sorry for confusion. Enjoy. If anyone has hatred to my story, there is no forcing to read it, you can leave a comment regarding your view on it if you please, but you don't have to read it, it's my story line on a twist for Twilight. [And with the whole sex thing, there are no lemons, just limes, they setup the plot which has just been introduced. Twilight also has limes, and they show how Jacob grows up, and finds love that he hopes will last forever, and give her a part of him no one else has, but also doesn't realize how it could effect him in the long run and will change the relationship, and also the little comments she makes are just to lighten the mood and she tries to show that she is going to be strong and try not to let it effect her.] Thankyou.)

Chapter 19:

Edward stood in front of me, with a concentrated look on his face. He was syncing my body language. I could tell I was a sight to see. A girl who looks 18, pregnant with a beautiful child, pains permanently staining her soul and the windows to the soul, her eyes. The bag under my eyes so deep and dark they looked like bruises. My hands desperately clutching Edward's shoulders begging him with my eyes to tell me the truth, my invisible goddess standing only steps behind us, watching. We were defiantly a sight.

But I knew it was my fault, not just revealing what had happened in the future to someone who would defiantly change it, but this whole thing. Right now, Bella and my family should be in Arizona, I should be with Bella and Edward should have found a vampire mate. Jacob would be happy and a kid and single and the pack wouldn't be a pack because no one would have changed. Sam would be with Leah, they would be married with kids, and I would be with Bella, happy and together just us. In a couple of years I would propose and we would get married and adopt some kids and she would stay human, a real human, a human who doesn't know about supernatural occupancies and she would see Charlie every holiday and she would be living with me while she attends college and I go to my last year of high school.

The world would be how it should be. Happy and normal. The Cullens would have been human and would have died when they were supposed to with their great grand kids running around making their own kids. My brother wouldn't be like them, he would be a normal happy 21-year-old human who goes to college and parties and will grow old with a bunch of little tikes. Nothing would be wrong with the world. Not like this, with vampires, werewolves, and witches. It wouldn't happen. I would be a Wicca and Bella would be my task and we would be happy, Jacob would have a normal human girlfriend and I would never meet him until he comes to Bella and I's wedding and she would be Mrs. McDaniels. Renee and Charlie would laugh and throw rice as a happy married couple and they would wait impatiently for Bella to tell them where I took her on our honeymoon.

I wouldn't be standing here, begging a vampire to tell what he had read in my mind after I was thinking happy thoughts about my beautiful, amazing, werewolf, witch babies that I am going to have soon and I had accidentally thought of the future. My mother and father wouldn't be two horrid people that made their children grow up on their own. But as I stood here, how could I change it? I am to spend my life alone while I raise my child that the father had abandoned and my task is going to marry a bloodsucker that I consider a brother now. How could I change anything? I can't. And I wouldn't. This is the life I am going to live and I won't change it. I won't even try to see what will happen unless I have to.

"Edward, please." I said as I crumbled. I put my head in my hands and I took deep breaths. He sighed and sat next to me and hugged me. I saw he was calmed down now, and he was worried. He also saw me as a sister, and he also saw how I love Bella and also Jacob. He knows there is always going to be a part of me that will always love her and want her to be mine, but I want her happy and he makes her happy. But he also knows that even though I have my child and I look mature, I am still a 15 year old girl who grew up way to fast and is trying to save an entire town and my family all alone, with the outcome of the future on my head.

"I saw Charlie, and Angela. They can't be changed. They can't be vampires. That will kill Bella." He said seriously as he replayed everything he saw. I sighed with visible relief. I was going to discuss this with them anyway very very soon. We would have to tell them very soon and we need to change them only a week after Bella and Edward's wedding. Not much time, but it must be done. I sighed as I slumped.

"Edward, if we do not change them, the Volturi will. They do not like the threat I pose, especially since I am human. They don't like to be beat out. But they know they must have the upper hand, and they knew that those two are very close to Bella and I. They need anything they can get, if we do not change them and keep them here and train them ourselves. The Volturi will, and will use them as a weapon against us. They will have the two humans Bella love, and I couldn't stop them. That's why we must save them, the Volturi haven't thought of it yet, but they aren't dumb. I know some stuff about them, but I know they are able to get what they want."

"Edward, I need you to promise me that you will not tell anyone about this, I promise that soon we will talk about it. I will talk to the whole family about what is going on, once everything is in place. I know the perfect timing, Edward, trust me. Please." I begged as I kept my eyes down, avoiding his knowing gaze. I saw him shift his weight and sighed as he looked over to the woods. I knew he was a uncomfortable keeping secret from his family, but mostly Bella. Yeah, well, Edward, I make sacrifices too. It kills me inside to hide things from Bella, especially things that could possibly cause harm to her. She's my task; she's the one thing in the world that I could never live without. If she isn't living, then I die.

But if Edward happened to tell everyone even this little information, it could ruin the future. Charlie and Angela must be vampires. If they aren't, the Volturi will kill them. I can't risk that. That would kill Bella even more. I stared into his eyes and looked him dead straight. I didn't need this. He can't have a part in this future. He's a variable, an easily removed pawn.

"Edward, I hate keeping things from her to. Bella is my life and my soul mate whether you like to believe it or not, she is. She knows it too. But she chose you. And I accepted that. I want her to be happy, with every fiber of her being; I want her to be happy. She is my life, and if she isn't living, then I am not living. But this is something she can't know, because if she did, it will only cause her more pain. If we don't save Charlie and Angela, then the Volturi will take them and use them as pawns against us. I won't let that happen. It's my job to protect my family and the pack and your family are my family too. Please, Edward. I have to protect my own, I can't screw this up." I admitted.

I hated the thought of any of my family getting hurt, I can almost cry. It I lost any of them, I would kill anyone in my path so I can get revenge. It's weird that when I came here I hated both of their kinds. But now I considered them family, Carlisle and Esme are even the parents I barely ever had. Whenever my parents decide to make an appearance, I must have seen the Cullens more times than I've seen my whole family in my life. That only made me hate Victoria even more. They were at least decent while Ri was here. But when he left they left. Their souls pride was gone. We were never their kids; we were inconveniences that came after a night with a broken condom. Riley was the one they loved.

They had told Will and I hundreds of times that we were mistakes, but their parents both didn't believe in getting rid of your child or abortion, so they were stuck with us. John was different. What no one knew was that John wasn't my parents kid. John was really my dad's sister's child, but when my dad was actually a nice guy, he took John in for a better home. And he's been here ever since. I had never told anyone about that, mostly because no one but me knew. They took John in so early he only knew my parents, his were killed in a car crash right after my dad took him. My dad never bothered to tell John he wasn't his.

His name was Corey John Bradley, and my dad liked the name John Corey McDaniel better. My brother, and I am amazingly proud of him. He loved being with us, and I knew he hated that I babied them so much, but I need to protect them, just like now, I need to protect Charlie and Angela, and of course my Bella. If Edward tells her, it will crush the future. I can't let that happen. I begged Edward with my eyes. He must know how I am feeling, he loves Bella. I don't want to cause her unnecessary stress.

"I promise." He whispered sadly. I enveloped him into a hug and I almost gagged with all the hate and jealousy rolling off of him. I wondered why now it was so apparent, because I knew these emotions were to me.

"Edward…why do you hate me so much?" I whispered slowly. He looked surprised at first and then guilty. I sighed. I sat down in front of a big willow and leaned my head back. I heard him sit next to me and he sighed deeply. He was blocking me. He was picturing him and Bella's wedding in his head, trying to keep me out. I had to admit the image killed me inside but I ignored it. Jacob was who I am mourning, not Bella. She made her choice and I made mine.

"I don't hate you, I am jealous of you. You and Bella, you are soul mates. You are so in sync and you know everything about her, you know when she is hurting, when she is happy. She trusts you to see her thoughts, but I can't get that. I'm not bonded to her forever in an unbreakable way. You share something with her that I never can. And I know she loves you, even if she won't admit it to me. She would give up her life for you, and I know she would do the same for me but I wish she loved me as much as she loves you. She doesn't have to change for you, she can stay human."

The whole time he was talking, I kept my thoughts blocked. But he was right. I do share something with Bella that he never can. She does love me, more than she really admits, I know this. She doesn't have to change for me, she doesn't have to do anything special because I love her so much it wouldn't matter. But I also knew that Bella would never choose me over Edward because she loves him so much and she is linked to him forever. And she also chose to be with him, she was forced to love me. I am sure if I didn't task her, she would never have looked twice at me.

"Edward, some of that is true. But she didn't choose to be with me, she chose you. She wanted to be with you. With me…she was forced to have that bond with me, I am sure if I were human, she would never have even looked at me. She may love me, but it could never compare to her love for you. She is tied to you in such an unbreakable way that even if you were here, she could never love me as she loves you. And as much as I hate to admit it, I am glad she has you.

I will have hundreds of tasks through my life, she needs someone who will only focus on her, forever, and as much as I love her and will never leave her, tasks are going to be a big part of my life. I could never give her what she needs. Face it, Edward, you two will always be perfect, but I will never deserve her. Jacob is my mate, Bella will always be the one I will want, but she wants you, and I accept that. I accept that Bella will never be mine and Jacob will always be the one. Even if he is not here." I admitted.

He seemed deep in thought, and then his emotions changed. I could feel his gratitude, and his acceptance. I knew he realized I was right. They will always be mates, and I will always be on the sidelines. Not that I want to change that, I am glad she is happy. He knew that, he knew that I would never try to take her from him, that I wanted both of them to be happy. I needed both of them to be happy and together, or else it would change the future. I couldn't risk that. No matter how selfish I am.

"I don't deserve her." He whispered after a minute. He looked up at me like a broken puppy. I sighed and pulled him up. What is up with supernatural creatures and thinking they didn't deserve people. It's a quality we all seem to possess. I smirked. Of course, only the sane supernatural creatures have it. That only reminded me of Victoria. She took my brother and almost took my Bella. She deserved an even worse death. But I had to remember that Victoria is dead, and she will never come back. I made it slow and painful.

"Edward, neither do I but she still loves us. All supernatural creatures think they don't deserve the thing they want the most. You just have to try your whole life to deserve her. You deserve to be happy Edward, and so does she. Make her happy." I explained sadly as I pulled him up with me and we started back to the house. I could see the weight lifted off his chest as we walked back, and as Bella came into view, he pulled her into his arms and kissed her. I saw she was surprised and she smiled as she looked up at him. Paul was at my side in an instant and he wrapped his arms around my waist. I could feel his worry and pity in his emotions.

When we walked in, I noticed that some of the Cullen's had gone to hunt, and the pack was still waiting anxiously in the living room. Leah and Jaylynn were sitting on the couch cuddling, and it made me smile. I was so happy that Leah had found someone that it almost made me cry. Leah and I are really close and I knew the pain she had suffered with the whole Sam and Emily thing, although I had met Emily and we are like sisters, I felt bad for Leah and I didn't think it was fair to her. But now she sits here happy and I couldn't be more proud.

I wondered silently if I would ever be like them again, just happy and innocently in love. To have my imprint love and care for me and make sure everything okay. That only made me thinks of Jake. Would he ever come back, and would I even be able to trust him again? I had been left many times by people who I love, but I thought Jake was different. I thought he understood everything that came with imprinting on me, and he could have left and never came back before I fell for him, but he didn't. He stayed and loved me and led me on and then left. If he didn't want me, he could have told me.

"Mia, Carlisle is asking for you, he is in his study." Edward said to me as he and Bella walked up to Edward's room. I looked up at Paul and frowned. He frowned too. I told him to go to the res and I would meet him there, the pack and I had a lot of things to talk about. The pack all went to Emily's and I walked up to Carlisle's study.