Ed's pov

What have I done, the only woman in my life that I would risk my life for in a heartbeat is laying here in front of my being tortured on the bed in front of me, and it's all because I couldn't help my temptation, and pushed myself to far.

I was a monster, a selfish monster, and what worse is my love isn't even angry with me, what was wrong with her, she was slowly being burned alive, and she has no clue what was happening.

She must be so scared, I had to make sure that she was ok no matter what I would leave her side until she was ok even if it means three long days.

"Edward, please don't leave." My angel whispered to me through the pain.

I took her hand in mine; wanting her to know that I'll never go.

"I'll stay here as long as you want me to." I said kissing her hand gently.

She nodded, and let out a small wince, but that simple recognition to pain had my heart in pieces, but then fell asleep.

I had made sure that Carlisle was her only doctor, and that she was put under every time Charlie would come by.

So far Charlie thinks she is fighting a coma, and death at the same time with that head injury, and stops by every few hours to check on her.

"Edward when she wakes up I think we should tell her what's happening, this must really be hard on her." Carlisle said bringing me out of my thoughts.

I nodded.

"Ok, how do you think she'll take it?" I asked a little nervous of her reaction she'll have.

Carlisle shrugged.

"With Bella I have no clue, but the news of her having to fake her death she might take hard, she'll have to say goodbye to her whole family Edward." He said looking over her papers.

"Thanks for making me feel better Carlisle." I mumbled and sighed in pain as I thought about how much pain I was putting Bella through.

"I'm sorry son, I didn't mean to make you upset, maybe she won't be to upset she'll have you now, and if you both love each other then I think Bella will cope just fine." Carlisle said, and patted my shoulder before walking out of the room.

Yes it was true that I loved Bella very much, I would do anything for her, but did she really feel the same way?

When I kissed her she did kiss me back, or was I just imaging it, no I'm very sure that she did.

I guess what I had to tell her would really test if she loved me, I prayed that she would take this ok, and she wouldn't think that I was some kind of monster, even though I was.

I watched Bella closely as she began to stir in her bed, and as her big brown eyes looked up at me reveling how much pain, and torture that I was causing her.

I gave her a weak smile, and was surprised that she returned it a little bit more brighter then I would expect.

Well here is goes, let's just hope, no pray that somehow Bella understands.

B's pov

"Bella, I must tell you what's happening." Edward said hesitantly.

This is what I was waiting for, I know Edward was something inhuman, I found that out the hard way, but I also knew he wasn't bad, and I didn't care what he was, I loved him.

"Ok, well I'm listening." I said but cringed at the pain that seemed to be growing hotter by the second.

"You see Bella I am a vampire." Edward said slowly.

My jaw dropped in surprise.

But it did make sense, he did bit me on the neck, and I was slowly withering in intense pain.

He waited for me to process this with concern, but when I nodded for him to continue he did it with a little bit more confidence.

"And now that I bit you, you will become a vampire as well." He said.

I rested my head back letting the fire chew on all of my body, and burn me to ashes.

"And I'll drink blood?" I asked a little bothered by the thought.

"Yes, but you don't have to kill human, me, and my family kill animals, and this is up to you, if you want to eat animals, or humans." Edward said but I could tell her really didn't want me to eat humans, and neither did I.

"I'll stick to animals." I said with a nod.

Edward looked at me shocked, but he went on with a small smile.

"Of course you can't tell anyone what you are, it is the rules." He said watching me closely.

"Ok, so how come we can just walk around in the day time, and do I have to sleep in a coven?" I asked thinking back to all the things I knew about vampires.

Edward laughed at that.

"No that's all myth, vampires can't even sleep." Edward said rolling his gorgeous golden eyes.

"Wow, no sleep, so how will it feel to be around humans will it be hard?" I asked curiously.

"Yes, when the change is over you won't be able to be around humans at all without trying to kill it, and you'll be too strong for anyone to stop, but I promise that I'll try my best if it comes to that." Edward said quickly.

"So I can't be around Charlie anymore." I said my eyes clouding with tears.

Edward quickly was brushing my tears away.

"Please don't cry Bella, I'm so sorry that I had made you go through this." Edward said looking even more pained then me.

I sighed, and took his hand from my face and just held it like there was no tomorrow.

"It's alright Edward I understand it was an accident, but why did you bit me, was my blood too much, to close or what?" I asked.

"Well mainly it's because I got way more close to you then I was used to but instead of getting farther away I went closer, and I lost control for just one second." Edward said and looked down in shame, and torture.

My hand went up to his face, and I stroked his cheek.

"It's ok Edward really." I said hating to see him like this.

He looked at me now, and leaned down and pressed his lips to mine gently.

The fire that turning my body to ash was almost cooled by his touch so I leaned into the kiss, loving the feel of his lips, and the cooling power they had on me.

But Edward pulled away a little, and grinned down at me.

"Bella remember the last time you did that I ended up biting you, I would have thought that you learned your lesson." Edward teased, and began to stroke my face.

I blushed, and the fire returned even worse than before but I held onto the rails on my bed to hold back the pain.

Edward looked concerned now.

I panted for a second, and squeezed my eyes shut for a few minutes, and when I did so Edward began to hum a sweet tune.

It was relaxing, soothing, and had to sleep in a matter of seconds.

Was there anything that Edward could do, but before I could to far asleep I needed to say something to him.

"I love you Edward." I whispered to him.

"I love you to my Bella." He said his lips right to my ear planting a kiss on it, but then I was deep asleep safe from the pain for now, until I woke up again.

But I couldn't wait to wake up again, even though the pain was waiting for me, so was Edward, and I would take any form of pain to see him again.

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