Date: 7th August 2010

Mood: A mixture of frustration and shock

ARGH FUCK!

This is really starting to piss me the hell off, why can I just open up and say that I'm in love with him, damnit why do I have a low level of confidence, grr I'm so frustrated I could kick the living hell out of both Pinky and Mandy in a blind rage, but no, violence is never the answer, at least manga can calm me down, oh speaking of which, my older brother Ainslie McKerron, the guy who's the source of the Axis Powers Hetalia Manga, well I just got a parcel from him today and what did I get, Volume 3 of Hetalia fresh from the shelves of a Japanese book store. Ainslie left Scotland when I started High School at St Connors, He's went to Japan to teach English and every time Hetalia is released, he sends it to me, so yeah, this is how I get the manga.

So I went to the boxing club were John was fighting, I couldn't believe what I was seeing; John was kicking some major arse, hell it looked like he was trying to murder that prep. Thankfully he was stopped before he could go any further, I think a prep getting the ever-loving crap beaten out of him is good enough. I had to leave early; I didn't want to be late for Drama class.

"ORE SAMA SAIKOU, SAIKYOU

SAIGO NI WARAU NOWA JA

ORE SAMA KIMATTA ZE"

Oh, there goes my phone, hello Erica McKerron speaking

"Erica, it's Ainslie"

Hi Ainslie, how's life in Japan?

"It's good, the students are taking in everything I taught them, by the way, did you get my package"

I sure did, thank you so much

"And another thing, a lad in my English class who is your age assumed that he met you at an anime convention"

That would be Hibiki Nakamura; we met at Auchinawa 2007 in Glasgow

"Well he wants you to be his girlfriend"

…Oh

"What's wrong"?

I'm already in love with someone else

"Ok, I'll let him know"

Yeah

"Well I better get going, I've got a date tonight"

Ok have fun, sayonara!

OK, if I can't confess in person, I'll confess by note

"Dear John Daniels,

This is difficult and embarrassing for me to admit it but it's been irritating me to the point of insanity. I'm in love with you, I've always have been since we first met, I've tried to confess to you face to face but I seem to chicken out every time I get the chance. Now I've made my feelings clear, I was wondering if we could go down the town say this weekend, just the two of us, if that's ok with you.

Love Erica x"

Wow, quite cheesy I must say but I hope it's worth it.

A/N: oh god, very cheesy and omg, a brief intro to Ainslie McKerron, I just made him up coz I'm bored ok? This is like the longest chapter since forever. If you don't understand the purpose of this fan fiction yet then check out gbindahouse's fan fiction "All just for a Scholarship" kthxbai