Sorry It's taken so long to update. I've had a bit of writers block lately and I never got around to finish it. But it's finall here so the wait for the next chapter is over... finally. I'm thinking there's only going to be a few more chapters left. It depends with young Train decides to cooperate and if he devellops a mind of his own while I'm writing. I'll stop rambling on so you can read the chapter. It's a bit shorter than usual and it's might not be my strongest, but like I said before, I had major writers block while writing so I think it turned out pretty good actually. Or least better than I though it would.

Disclaimer: I still don't have ownership of Black Cat. I'll have it soon enough. I finally have a plan to get ownership of Black Cat. Wether it's going to work or not... that's a different story.

Coming to Rojana was the biggest mistake I had ever made. I had thought coming here would have helped but it hadn't. All I wanted to do was go back to Karl's. Everything here was making me think of my parents and I missed them. I wanted to go back in time so I could be with them again. The only memory I really had of them anymore was of the night they died. I couldn't remember anything else anymore. I just wished everything could go back to how it had been before Zagine had showed up.

It was dark out now and I had no way of getting back to Karl's. I didn't have enough money left to take the bus back to Rubeck and I didn't want to call Karl and tell him to come pick me up, but it looked like I was going to have to

I pulled out the cell phone he had given me a couple of weeks after he had taken me in. I was surprised it hadn't rung yet. Unless they hadn't gotten my note. That would mean they were probably worried sick about me. Jenos had probably already told them I had left school early and why I had.

I opened the cell phone and realized I had it off. That would explain the lack of calls. When it turned on there were 5 messages from Karl. They all sounded the same. He was asking where I was and he sounded really worried. After I was done listening to them, I dialled Karl's number and brought the phone up to my ear, waiting for him to answer.

"Hello?" I heard Karl's voice and I was happy to hear it.

"K-karl?" I managed to get out. I had been crying almost since I had gotten here. I had gone straight to my old house and had started crying when I remembered my parents. I had ran off back to the bus station after that.

"Train? Are you okay?"

"Y-yeah. Can you come pick me up please?" I asked when I could talk.

"Where are you?" He asked.

"The bus station in Rojana."

"I'll be right there. You're sure that you're okay?"

"I'm f-fine."

"Just don't go anywhere okay? I'll be there as soon as I can, Train." And with that he hung up.

I slumped against the wall and sat down. I brought my legs up to my chest and wrapped my arms around them as I rested my head on them. I just wanted to go back to Karl's and curl up in bed, where it was nice and warm.

The cold night ad started to remind me of when I was living on the streets in Rubeck. It had always been cold and I had always been hungry. When Karl had found me, that all changed. He had taken me in even if I had pointed a gun at him and threatened to kill him.

I looked up at the moon while I waited for Karl to get here. I wished he'd get here soon. I was freezing. I hadn't thought about bringing a warmer jacket and now I was probably going to get sick because of it. I felt my eyes starting to droop as I stared at the stars. Before too long I let my eyes close and drifted off to sleep.

"Wake up, Train." I heard Vanessa's voice. I groaned and turned my head away. "Get up, Train. We're here to take you home." I lifted my head and opened my eyes to see Vanessa crouched next to me. She looked relieved that I was okay. She took a hold of my hand and helped me get up off the ground. As soon as I was standing she pulled me into a hug.

"You had us so worried. Don't ever do that again, understood?" She told me. I nodded as I hugged her back. I wanted my mom but she wasn't here anymore. Vanessa was the closest thing I had to a mom now.

"Come on. Let's get you home." She said as she led me to the car. I could see Karl sitting in it waiting for us. He seemed tired and worried.

I climbed into the car and Vanessa climbed in after me. I leaned against her and she wrapped her arms around me. I was shivering and Vanessa was nice and warm.

"Sorry I worried you." I mumbled around a yawn.

"It's fine Train, just don't do it again." Karl finally said. "Jenos told us why you took off. You could have told us Train."

"Sorry. I just don't like talking about my parents."

"If you want you can stay home tomorrow. It's up to you."

"Thanks." I mumbled as I started falling asleep again.

I was woken up again when we arrived back at the mansion. I never though I'd be so glad to see it, but I was. If I hadn't been so tired and cold I probably would've ran right to my room to curl up in my bed. That's the only place I wanted to be right now.

When we entered the mansion it didn't take me long to haul myself up the stairs to my bedroom. I collapsed on the bed as soon as I was close enough and closed my eyes. I just wanted to go to sleep so I could stop thinking about my parents, but I knew that wasn't going to happen. I was still really upset by their deaths.

Footsteps coming up the stairs brought me out of my thoughts. I lifted my head and turned it towards the door before letting it fall on my pillow again. I yawned and saw Vanessa in the doorway holding a mug that had warm milk with honey in it. She walked over and waited for me to sit up before handing me the mug.

"Thanks Vanessa." I mumbled as I took it.

"No problem Train. You're probably freezing from being outside for most of the night."

I nodded while taking a sip of the milk. It was good. I looked up at Vanessa. She seemed to be lost in though again.

"Are you okay Vanessa?" I asked before taking another sip of milk.

"Yeah, I'm fine. I'm just wondering about you, Train. Will you be okay alone up here?"

"I'll be fine." I didn't look at her and instead played attention to the mug in my hands. Even if I wasn't going to be okay, I just wanted to be alone. I was getting used to having people around me again, but I still liked being alone when I could.

I looked out the window as I felt Vanessa wrap her arms around me in a comforting gesture. I didn't mind that much. I leaned my head on her shoulder and finished the milk she had given me. She took the mug from me and set it on my bedside table. My eyes started to droop as I looked at the full moon. As I fell asleep I hoped that tomorrow would be better than today had been.

Chapter 11