Date: 6th June 2011
Mood: unsure
At this very minute, sitting at the window sill, I can't sleep and John is in my bed asleep. Reasons can be explained through a journal entry, oh yay. Exams today I started with an insanely easy English exam, piece of cake and a chemistry exam, I wasn't looking forward to it but I got through it . That happens to be the only exams I has today so I could watch episodes of Hetalia back to back in the computer lab.
It was getting to my favourite Chibitalia scene when HRE and Chibitalia kiss, until I feel a tap on my shoulder that caused me to pause the sugary cuteness. Christy has some news for me, she caught Lola seducing John... oh... my... fucking... god, please don't tell this is true, it can't be. John is my boyfriend right, he loves me, he does, I think he does, I assume he does, I don't know if he does, does he love me? That question was repeating in my head on my way back to the girls dorm with tears rolling down my face, so what can I do, no not read manga, it can't help me now, well in my closet I have a punk rock outfit and amplifier and an electric guitar. Yes, I'm going to playing and singing my sadness away. I plug in the guitar, open the windows and doors turn up the amplifier full blast, I warm up with the song Family Reunion by Blink 182 among other songs with a certain amount of swearing in it. After a thorough warm up, I sang as loud as my lungs can handle, a classic song called "Lola" yeah I totally went there, a tribute to that two faced whore who tried to steal my... um, I'm not so sure if he's actually my boyfriend anymore but it's getting dark so I might as well turn off the amplifier and unplug the guitar so Kurokai can stop hiding under the bed, I'll also go for a walk coz I'm still upset. That Lola, she'll get totally Pwned later but I seriously mean later because I see John between the girls and the boys dorm sleeping rough... what the fuck is that gonna do huh, he must be feeling guilty to the max but I don't want him to make himself ill.
So that's what happened, I took him in ignoring the shocked look on everyone's face when I was carrying him over my shoulder into my room. If I didn't care, I would've left him outside, so I guess I still love him, a lot... I feel so poetic tonight... well that's something I can share with everyone, and I've got all night to work on it, I can't sleep so why the hell not. Twirling the pen in my hand, now let's do this!