Woosh~ Another chapter done. Took much longer than expected... *sigh*
Warning: Yaoi, Lemon, mention of non-consensual sex.
Disclaimer: I still don't own Kingdom Hearts *sigh*
A/N: Warning, long lemony chapter ahead- scratch that, PWP!
Life could be heaven or hell. Demyx was sure it was hell facing the intense gaze of that man… that had only one eye. The blond didn't even notice that until now.
But as the other came closer he couldn't help but stare at his bare chest that was scarred like nothing the young blond had ever seen before. It was scaring in one way and yet somehow it was… attractive, alluring even. Maybe has was a member of the mafia? Which would be bad, especially in the situation he was in but Demyx couldn't know.
The man sat down on the bed barely a few centimeters in front of the blond. And he soon withdrew his feet from the ground to sit more comfortably on the bed, not once taking his eye off of his prey.
The young man's eyes were glimmering with fear.
"Don't be afraid, kid. I'll go slow… and easy on you."
Another promise? Demyx doubted that he could trust him but what could he do? Nothing but wince as hands were suddenly placed on his hips. He was shocked that the man aimed directly for his pants.
That was going too fast for Demyx, far too fast! He closed his eyes in fear and was suddenly confused and completely overwhelmed by the feeling of hot breath ghosting over his lips and then something warm pressing against them.
And then, after he realized that he was actually being kissed (!), he was left wondering if that was something that normally happened during… such meetings. He didn't think so because… who would want to kiss someone they paid to fu-
His train of thought was interrupted by a tongue asking for entrance… which he granted, allowing the organ to enter his wet interior. The other man moved strangely careful as if not to scare him and he also pulled back rather quickly.
Demyx opened his eyes and looked at him rather confused, unaware of the effect his adorable expression had on his guest.
But the blond was still absorbed in his thoughts, thinking that… that kiss had exactly been like… well, like a kiss should be, in his opinion, slow and… sensual though he didn't know if he could call it sensual considering this man... And on top of that he realized that this had in fact been his first kiss.
How drastically his life had changed that he got to experience sex before he had even got to experience his first kiss!
He was finally ripped from his thoughts as the one-eyed man moved his hands down to his pants, now aiming to remove them and that quite successfully though not even Demyx himself would have been able to remove them in the uncomfortable position he still was in.
"Come on, sit a little more straight, will you?"
Demyx was surprised to be suddenly addressed but obeyed, allowing the man to remove the article of clothing. He closed his eyes, knowing very well that his private parts were revealed to the man he barely knew… didn't know at all.
"Hey, what are you doing?" the other asked surprisingly gentle.
The blond's eyes flickered open, looking into a sincerely smiling face.
"I- I…"
He turned away, unaware of the fact that he was now presenting his neck. A chance that was quickly used by the one-eyed man to place soft kisses onto the sensitive area that made the blond shiver in something that was very close too pleasure, probably too close.
He was caught off guard though as a hand closed around his manhood, giving it a sudden squeeze. Distracting him, the taller male moved to nibble on his ear, causing Demyx to gasp and moan as something was breathed into his ear.
"What's your name?"
"D-Demyx…"
"Demyx, eh? So Dem…" he whispered. "Will you strip off that shirt for me?"
And he pulled back to watch the blond as he sat there, unsure of what to do.
Demyx's hands shook, unsure where to start, noticing that he never quite wore something like the skin-tight top he was wearing right now, nor did he know how to strip…
In the end he moved hesitantly, not making a single movement that wasn't entirely necessary, slowly revealing bare skin, inch by inch and a single eye watched him amused, fascinated by his improvisation.
There was no denying it; Demyx was completely nude now, sitting in front of a complete stranger.
"You're amazing…"
The blond blushed and was taken by surprise, suddenly lying flat on his back. The fear returned, knowing the inevitable was drawing nearer with every article of clothing that was shed. He had heard that… being the passive one in a relationship was quite painful and he had never expected to end up in such a situation though he surely wasn't the most dominant eith-
"Dem… relax"
Demyx wondered how that was supposed to be possible with that man leaning over him, staring hungrily at him.
"I-… I-"
"Just relax," he repeated.
But the blond watched wide-eyed as the man looming over him began sucking on his own fingers.
Oh God! Demyx pressed his eyelids together, obviously wishing for nothing more but to make a getaway.
"Dem…"
Damn, why was his voice so soothing?
"Dem…"
Lips pressing against his were probably supposed to distract him from the finger probing at his entrance but the blond was shivering uncontrollably as a single finger was pushed inside.
It… didn't hurt but unquestionably felt strange.
"Dem, look at me," the taller male ordered, using a seductive tone of voice.
And Demyx had to observe that though he was several years older, the one-eyed man was slightly able to… arouse him.
He opened his eyes, still not convinced that he really wanted to… He was so strangely drawn to this man and had to remind himself that he could not be trusted.
A second finger was pushed into him and though it wasn't exactly painful it was surely straining as they slowly began scissoring motions…
And still, in a hidden part of his mind Demyx was grateful. He hadn't expected to be treated so well because preparation was something he surely hadn't expected in such a situation.
That man was without any obligation after all, without any responsibility…
"Oh… God…"
Demyx looked up startled at the man observing him with a hungry eye, the tall man that was trying his utmost to stay in control. The blond looked at him awestruck.
A third finger joined the other two and that was when it started to hurt and Demyx whimpered. But he was stretched and prepared thoroughly until he stopped whimpering and the fingers were finally withdrawn.
Demyx watched the man who in turn watched him, slowly losing his patience. He urgently tried to get rid of his pants without leaving his position where he hovered over his prey.
The blond tried not to look, really tried not to look but in the end he couldn't avoid to see which effect he had on his guest as the last article of clothing was mindlessly thrown to the floor.
But Demyx also noticed something else. For the first time the man averted his gaze, now seriously struggling for self-control.
"I can't…" Demyx heard him mutter.
And when the man's hungry gaze landed on him again, he knew how the struggle had ended.
"I'm sorry."
He hadn't noticed the change in position until it was too late. With a feral groan the tall man thrust into Demyx who screamed at the sudden intrusion. But the gentleness the man had shown until now was gone as he repeatedly thrust into the blond fast and hard, turned on by his cries though they were more pained screams than pleasurable moans.
The man grunted as he fucked the younger male mercilessly, in his current state probably not even noticing the tears that flowed down the blond's cheeks.
"H-hurts…! …a-ah…!"
A hand grabbed his manhood and Demyx screamed; the faint pleasure hardly able to match the pain he experienced every time their bodies connected with a force that the blond's virginal body could hardly bear.
Demyx didn't even notice he was screaming anymore but he knew he felt sick when that hand brought him to his peek. His mind solely focused on his pain, even as his body betrayed him, hot cum shooting out of the tip of his manhood into the hand that forced him into a state his pained body couldn't even begin to comprehend.
He gasped, feeling the need for air as his whole body constricted. Yet more suffocated screams ripped from his chest until, at a moment where the time seemed to have stopped, something hot filled Demyx as his constricting walls brought the man, with one last loud groan, to his climax.
As he pulled out of him, the blond tried to crawl away, needing space, needing air. He whimpered and uttered sounds that were barely recognizable as hiccups. The man tried to stop him, to hold him still as he started to hyperventilate.
Demyx's vision was blurred by tears and panic as he struggled.
"Calm down, kid."
Demyx didn't want to, was unable to even. The hands pinning him down, the one-eyed gaze on him, his whole body screaming in pain. He was kicking wildly but his predator had been clever enough to position himself on top of him where he couldn't be hit.
"Calm down!"
Demyx's eyes were closed in fear. He didn't want to see him, didn't want to hear him! This man had deceived him! He wanted him gone, wanted to be away; he didn't want to be here. The blond whimpered desperately.
"Calm down, kid! Calm down," the man repeated.
Over and over again until this soothing voice returned, the one Demyx had foolishly trusted before but he kept his eyes closed, even as his breathing evened out.
"Kid, don't strain yourself. You have to relax!"
Who was he fooling? How could he relax in such a situation?
"Kid- Dem. Dem, relax."
Why did he even bother? And why did he listen to him? How could this man, his torturer, have this effect on him?
At a moment where even Zexion was forgotten, the angel that had brought Demyx into this situation. At a moment where even that didn't matter, how could this stranger's voice calm him down? Let him forget the pain the owner of exactly this voice had inflicted on him?
"Come on, Dem. Turn around. I won't hurt you, I promise."
Demyx almost laughed out loud but he wasn't in the condition to do so. Why would he turn around? Why should he? For what reason?
"Dem," he said with emphasis and his hands tried to urge him to turn around.
"Dem, at least look at me," the man pleaded.
Demyx shook his head and squeaked surprised as something was suddenly pressed to his lips. Too late he noticed that it were lips pressed to his. Demyx felt like crying. He didn't want this, didn't want any of this! He had trusted this man, if only for a moment, he had trusted those lips.
"Demyx."
He opened his eyes and stared into a face showing worry, sadness, like an apology… perhaps even regret?
A faint smile appeared on the man's lips.
"Turn around," he pleaded.
Demyx still didn't know why but he also saw no reason to refuse anymore either and so he turned around, pressing his head into the pillow beneath him.
He felt the man's hands wander to his shoulders carefully applying pressure before softly squeezing the strained muscles. The blond hadn't even noticed how his whole body had cramped just seconds ago and he didn't understand the world anymore but he was… seemingly getting a massage.
"Was it that horrible?"
The blond was caught off guard by the question. What did he mean? Wasn't it obvious?
And yet… in the end, Demyx didn't know anything. Perhaps it had really been the shock that made the situation that painful… And perhaps Demyx just shouldn't have made that crazy decision. He really shouldn't be here, he realized that now.
"Dem?"
"N-…ye-… It's just…" he stuttered.
He didn't know what to say. No, was a lie but yes seemed… wrong, too. Demyx just wasn't able to cope with the situation.
"Damn…"
Demyx turned slightly to look at the man whose expression equaled regret and a bad conscience.
"I really just… took your virginity… didn't I?" He looked down. "I'm so sorry"
Demyx blinked. "What?"
"I really didn't know… I mean, I wasn't sure… I'm sorry, I just- I'm a really horrible perso-"
"No!" Demyx suddenly objected and the one-eyed man looked just as surprised as Demyx himself.
"I- I don't know you but… I'm sure you're not a bad person. You're just… stressed…" And he just absolutely didn't know what he was talking about. He really didn't know this person but the gentleness he possessed… couldn't have been all fake.
The man laughed softly. "You're really cute. Did you simply forget what I just did to you?"
Demyx averted his gaze.
"I really am your first, eh? Must be tough. Zexion doesn't keep many of his clients…"
That was the wrong person to be mentioned.
"You know Zexion?" the blond asked softly.
"That cold-hearted bastard? Oh yeah. How someone like him can have such principles remains a mystery to me…"
"Zexion? But Zexy is really cute!" Demyx said before he could stop himself.
"Eh? Really? Then he's a damn good actor if he wants to…"
But suddenly the one-eyed man became quiet again.
"I guess, it's good that I happened to come by. Who knows which perverted old man could've been here instea- Damn, I just described myself, didn't I?"
"No," Demyx said, turning around completely, and sat up.
He was embarrassed. Suddenly he felt like he was the one who did everything wrong. He just shouldn't be here, shouldn't be in the way of this man who had only been searching for some release.
He had heard him talking to Marluxia. This man's life wasn't easy and he… just ruined his evening.
Demyx sighed.
"Is something wrong?" the man asked.
"N-no…"
"How are you feeling?"
"Wha- I- I am fine," the blond replied blushing.
Apart from being completely nude in front of this strange man and the shock he went through only a few minutes ago… yes, he was fine. The pain was almost forgotten and only a faint soreness remained. But surely it would hurt like hell once this night was over.
"You're cute when you lie."
"I'm not lying!" Demyx complained.
"It's a shame I won't be able to drop by anytime soon…"
"W-why?" the blond asked confused.
"Because I think… I might really miss you once this night is over."
Demyx's blush deepened and he made a decision. And if it was his second wrong decision to make, he didn't care.
"But… this night isn't over yet."
A honey yellow eye looked at him in surprise.
"Demyx?"
The smaller male looked down but somehow he knew that his guest had perfectly understood. And this time as warm lips were pressed to his, he simple responded to the kiss…
X X X
Demyx really didn't understand that man. He was a real gentleman in his own way. He didn't demand anything as they lay there like this… talking.
But Demyx also couldn't stop the man from placing kisses and soft bites onto his chest, with an apparently natural talent to find the right places that made Demyx actually enjoy the situation, forgetting what had happened.
He mewled softly and found that it was actually hard to have a conversation when someone was practically devouring you.
"But how-"
Demyx gasped and had to force himself to complete the sentence.
"… does it come that-… you're here?"
"Hm?" the man asked without even looking up from the sensitive flesh he loved teasing.
"I- I mean you're- ah!" Demyx blushed deeply. He had never heard himself moan before and he could see the smirk on the man's face though he still didn't look up.
"You're… a great person- wh-why are you here?"
The taller male suddenly stopped, finally getting the question.
"It's just… the time," he murmured. "I barely have time for myself, even less to find someone to actually have a relationship with."
"So, it's your job?" Demyx asked curiously. "Is it that bad?"
The man laughed softly.
"No, well… I'm quite successful, earn enough money. What with one thing and another, you can't expect free time with a job that's supposed to secure your life, you know?"
Demyx didn't know. He never even had a job before.
"But what am I saying? That's probably the reason, you're here anyway."
Demyx looked up at a compassionate expression.
"No… that's not really-"
But... perhaps he was right. It wasn't really likely that Demyx would have found a job soon enough to pay his rent. Perhaps it even was his only chance… In the end, he couldn't offer Zexion anything.
"Dem…"
Oh, by now the blond knew this hungry look in the man's eye. But for a moment the blond was confused to see something like a… blush on the man's face.
"I know I am greedy but…"
Demyx saw the problem clearly. His guest was painfully aroused and the blond could only imagine that it was really hard for him to be like this with him.
And Demyx… smiled. He knew, in his own strange way, he knew he could trust that man and that what happened before had been a lapse. Demyx who had never experienced something like this and his very hungry guest who didn't explicitly know of his virginity, only of his inexperience Marluxia mentioned... which could mean many things.
"That's what I am here for…" the blond said softly, embarrassedly.
The one-eyed man looked surprised and then he just… seemed moved.
He kissed Demyx passionately and the blond simply let him. He knew this was the man's only way to show his gratefulness. Oh, and he also knew that everything the man had done until now… was an attempt to earn his forgiveness. And while it seemed strange, the whole situation Demyx had got himself in was strange and something he wouldn't get accustomed to too quickly.
His legs were lifted and he felt the man enter him and startled but quickly relaxed again as he noticed that the other wasn't going to hurt him.
"Dem, I am so sorry."
Demyx was going to ask why but the taller male thrust into him and he moaned. And he was confused, startled even. It didn't feel like before at all.
A honey yellow eye gazed at him and the man smirked.
"I promise you're going to enjoy this."
He moved slowly but all Demyx could see were stars. Every time the taller male moved within him, he hit a spot… something the blond had never felt before. And he screamed, screamed in ecstasy as the other sped up.
Demyx gasped and panted, unable to form a coherent word, even less a thought. And he mewled in pleasure and desire as the man set a slow pace, bringing him to his peak so slowly Demyx thought he would die in a state of utter bliss.
Again he felt a hand close around his manhood. He moaned and gasped and wanted… wanted to say something but he noticed that he didn't even know the man's name.
The taller male watched him squirm, enjoying every second of it. The blond's eyes were pleading, begging, close to tears.
And he leaned over him, giving his member another teasing squeeze, and savored the moan he earned. He entered him harder than before and only heard him scream something incomprehensible.
The man smirked, leaning down even further until his breath ghosted over the blond's sensitive ear. He felt him shudder as he mouthed into his ear.
"My name is Xigbar."
Demyx's eyes widened and Xigbar thrust into him, stroking his member at the same time.
"Xig- Xiggy!" was all the blond was able to form as cum shot out of his manhood, covering Xigbar's abdomen and dripping onto his own. But strangely Demyx didn't care; he was totally dazed as the taller male continued to thrust into him until he felt this hotness sinking into him again.
He couldn't deny feeling tainted with that man's cum within him and yet… he was somehow happy that he was able to help the ma- Xigbar, in any way.
"Dem?" he asked as he pulled out of him.
Demyx's response was something really close to purring and he blushed noticing that; Xigbar only laughed.
"Enjoyed that, yeah?"
Demyx nodded slowly. "Y- yeah…"
"Don't worry," Xigbar said as he sat up properly, watching the blond.
"You'll have to learn a few things and it won't get too ugly, no matter who you're with."
Demyx nodded in understanding though he didn't want to think about that too much. Instead he sat up though he was hardly able to stand Xigbar's gaze. He only saw his smirk and it was enough to rob him of all confidence.
His insecure expression earned him another kiss and a tongue exploring his wet interior. He watched Xigbar wipe off the remaining cum on his hand… for the second time this evening, Demyx realized, before he dared to touch the blond's skin.
His lips wandered to Demyx's neck while his hand travelled further down to his nipples, squeezing them playfully.
Demyx gasped and Xigbar grinned as his hand suddenly grabbed the blond's spent erection, stroking it. Demyx moaned, his whole body overwhelmed by the sensory overload. He watched surprised as the taller male's hand worked him into arousal again.
"Demyx."
The blond looked up.
"Stop thinking so much and enjoy."
But shock was an emotion Demyx's preferred as the one-eyed man lowered his face to Demyx's erection. And he was back to moaning again as hot lips closed around his manhood and this tongue lapped around his shaft.
Demyx cried, gripping Xigbar's hair for balance. And he felt himself coming close so fast.
"Xi- Xigbar, you mustn't- ahh!" He released into the other's mouth, deeply ashamed as he just… swallowed it.
Panting, Demyx watched as he raised his head, grinning as before, his hair a complete mess though.
Demyx dared to reach out his hand for the tie that kept Xigbar's hair in a ponytail and removed it, letting the long, dual-colored hair fall onto his shoulders.
Xigbar didn't comment on it but smirked.
"Why were you so shocked?"
Demyx averted his eyes.
"I- You don't have to do that…"
"Hm… perhaps but I thought you're not able to do something like that yet."
Oceanic blue eyes fixated on him as Demyx began thinking and replied.
"Of course I am."
"What?"
"I mean, I have to be, right?" Demyx smiled weakly.
"Don't strain yourself. You still have a lot of time to learn…"
But Demyx didn't listen to him as he pushed the taller male down who looked seriously surprised. And Demyx didn't really know what he was doing, even less if it was a good idea anyway, as he dared to close his lips around Xigbar's erected member.
It felt strange and Demyx felt seriously dirty for doing that but… he was sure he would often feel dirty, even dirtier than now in the future, so he could as well do that now, right?
His movements were slow and insecure, not at all as experienced as Xigbar himself but Demyx heard him groan and took that as a sign that he couldn't be doing too bad.
But to be truth he was afraid to bring the man to his climax. He wasn't sure if he could just… swallow his … cum or if he would accidentally spit it out and create an ugly mess...
The blond was shocked as his hair was suddenly grabbed and his face pressed further down. He trembled in shock and at the same time was surprised that he could take him in that deep without gagging.
Xigbar moaned and it was really too late to retreat as hot sperm flooded the blond's mouth. And Demyx breathed and breathed in deeply, gathered his courage, and just swallowed though he clearly felt like puking for a moment.
Xigbar's erratic breathing brought him back to reality. He released the spent member and returned the taller male's one-eyed gaze.
"Demyx," he mouthed rather than said and Demyx wondered why he saw a hint of sadness within this honey yellow depth.
"You're a brave little cutie…"
"What?" Demyx asked dumbfounded as the other man suddenly raised to embrace him.
"I'm really going to miss you once this night is over…" was whispered into his ear.
"Xi…ggy?"
Xigbar sighed desperately, clearly afraid of the loss of the little blond that was at his side for only this one night. He didn't want others to touch this innocent boy that had barely reached adulthood.
Demyx didn't know what to do with the man that suddenly clung to him and he would almost call it a romantic situation if there wasn't… something… poking him.
Xigbar surely was persistent while the blond slowly tired.
"Xiggy… don't talk of this night being over when it isn't," Demyx tried to comfort him.
He had lost his sense of time a long time ago. But it was dark, a cool breeze wafting through the little window in the room. Midnight perhaps, or one in the morning, Demyx didn't know. He didn't even know when Xigbar had come to him. At nine, at ten perhaps? Time was something Demyx really hadn't thought about all day.
Xigbar chuckled.
"I wish the night with you would never end," that almost sounded like a confession.
Demyx didn't even know what could be special about him, what this man would find so fascinating about him, except the virginity he took from him.
Perhaps that was it? Was this man fool enough to feel responsible for him now though he had brought himself into this situation?
Demyx squirmed, slowly beginning to feel very awkward in this position.
"Heh, I really am a perverted old man, aren't I? I'm sorry," he said, leaving the blond a little more space.
And then for a while they just stared at each other. A knowing silence spread between them and Xigbar was the first to speak again.
"Will you… turn around for me?"
And Demyx did without questioning. For a strange reason he wanted it as much as the one-eyed man, wanted this pleasure that had been showed to him and if only to forget that this night was a rather consensual compared to many non-consensual nights to come.
Demyx didn't expect, couldn't expect to meet someone like Xigbar again who would talk to him, understanding and compassionate like that.
And so he savored the feeling of Xigbar pushing into him for he was perhaps the only man he would ever willingly grant permission to enter him like that.
Xigbar moved slowly but still faster than before, desiring release more than anything else. Demyx focused on breathing evenly because he couldn't see the other in his current position.
"Demyx," he heard Xigbar moan.
And he repeated that name with every thrust, waking the strange feeling of guilt within Demyx as well as a desire he couldn't quite place.
"Xiggy- ah- ahh…"
Demyx wished this man wouldn't be doing that to him. The blond didn't know, had never expected himself to be lost in pleasure. And though he knew, he just knew, he would be a wreck in the morning, he didn't want to think about that.
He felt safe in Xigbar's presence and somehow, despite the circumstance, felt loved and hated the thought that this would be something he would be missing in the future, as well as the trust he could put into this man.
For now, not only Demyx's sense of time was lost but also that of his movements, his surroundings, only this pleasure remained. And the return of his senses as he came into that hand he hadn't even noticed closing around his shaft.
He listened to Xigbar's erratic breathing as he released and collapsed onto him. Demyx didn't mind, he was just as tired as Xigbar rolled over and softly put his arms around the blond. He wanted so much to call this blond his lover and yet he couldn't. And to ask that of him now was wrong and so he remained quiet, accepting that this was a one-time thing and that he had to pay him handsomely for that night.
"Dem?" he asked as he stared mindlessly at the wall of the room.
A soft murmur was his only response.
"Do you know what I desire the most right now?"
Demyx's head perked up. "What...?"
Xigbar remained silent for a moment and the blond freed himself from the others grasp to turn and look at him curiously.
"I want to fuck you against that wall," he said bluntly.
Demyx's eyes widened.
"Will you let me?"
To Xigbar's surprise the blond moved without saying anything. He got up and crossed the short distance that separated the bed from the wall.
The way he stood there, his oceanic blue eyes shimmering in the otherwise dark room and the way cum ran down his leg though he didn't even seem to mind, he was the sexiest creature the one-eyed man had ever seen.
He approached the blond, hungry as ever as he began nibbling on his ear.
Demyx wrapped his legs around Xigbar's waist, silently allowing him too, no, begging him to do what he desired.
The taller male carefully stabilized the blond before he moved to enter him, earning another number of moans…
X X X
For the first time in his career Marluxia had people asking him for other "employees" of his.
Of course he had none. But it was hardly possible to miss hearing the moans and screams coming from above. And so Marluxia made the highest bidder a special offer and closed the bar for the night...
Accepting Demyx's offer to work for him had been right after all. Who would've thought?
The end~ No, just kidding xD
Ah, kiddies, please remember that Demyx was right to hesitate before he took Xigbar oral. Giving oral after anal sex is not recommendable after all, unless you, resp. your partner, clean up properly first ;)
Ah, and to whom it may interest, the highest bidder was someone who starts with 'X' and ends on 's' and can also be spelled "Mansex", jus' saying^^
Anyway, please review^^