A hero's suicide (part 3)

Shego knew this was going to hurt, but then and idea came to her, it would hurt her more, but there was a bigger chance of Kim surviving, she ripped the chain off her bike, with and ignited hand, she through it up as it wrapped around the metal post, Shego braced herself for a hell of a lot of pain, she made sure she had a tight grip on Kim, as she felt the slack of the chain becoming shorter and shorter.

Ron was too scared, his best mate since prep and now was falling off a building to her death, why the hell would she do this? Monique was sharing the same expression, she too was Kim's best friend but not for as long. Tears were rolling down their cheeks, they gasped at the person who had jumped off the building with Kim on the motorbike, but as soon as Ron recognised the green and black theme he let a small spark of hope flicker in his heart.

The bike fell, the chain pulled all the slack gone, Shego let out a grunt as her arm became dislocated from her shoulder bone, she swung quickly blasted a whole in the wall and swung through it, Kim was too scared to let go of who the person who had saved her, even though she had not requested it, but she wasn't going just confront the person and go "hey I was trying to commit suicide!" she nearly passed out when she recognised the face of the woman who had saved her."Shego" Kim whispered, that Shego just caught,

"hey Kimmie ya miss me? No wait fuck that. WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU FUCKING THINKING? JUMPING OFF A BLOODY BUILDING?" Shego outraged by the fact the smartest teen she knew had done something so stupid. She didn't notice the tears forming up in Kim's eyes until she had realised the damage done to her arm, "... Kim... I err... didn't mean to yell at you, it was just that..." Shego was interrupted by the hug that Kim had given Shego; she didn't even notice the pain her arm was in, she inhaled Kim's sent of flowers. "First of all promise you won't yell at me" Shego thought about it, but she made sure that she wouldn't let her temper get the better of her, she nodded in agreement, "second can we talk about it were there isn't any construction, police sirens or press?"

"Of course princess. Oh I just have to do one quick thing while we're here"

"What's that?" Shego walked over to the wall and barged it with her shoulder, a loud click echoed around the construction site, Shego made a couple of clicks with her arm, flexing and moving her arm, she turned round to see Kim's shocked face, Shego chuckled.

Shego's bike was far too damaged to fix, let alone ride, so they took the tube, usually Shego didn't take the tube, but they really didn't have an option. They were back at Shego's house, Kim had sat on the sofa and as soon as Shego had left the room to put her jacket away, Kim broke down. Shego entered the room to find Kim, shoulders shaking, tears all over her jeans, and the gasping for a breath. Shego sighed, hating to see the worlds teen hero like this, she sat down next to her, placing two bare arms around the red head, and rubbing her head with one hand and rubbing her back with the other, after what turned out to be an hour but felt like only a few minutes Kim had calmed down enough to call everyone she was ok but wouldn't say where she was.

Shego had given her a cup of coffee to calm Kim down a bit, they were still sitting down on the sofa, Kim's face still a bit red, Shego was the first to break the silence "do you want to talk about it? Like why? Or try and get off the subject as much as possible?" Kim couldn't believe it, but she felt comforted by every word Shego said. It wasn't like a mothering care, or a best friend care it just felt nice. Kim looked up at Shego "how should I do this?"

"You will talk I will listen, I'll give you my opinion, we WILL sort it out, you WILL NOT jump off anything or stop breathing anything like that" Kim had laughed at this, it felt like ages since she had laughed. Shego was glad to see Kim smile. "Basically I was fed up with life. My friends didn't feel like friends, my parents seemed like a judge sentencing me to jail. And the world only seemed interested in crushing my spirit. Then I became scared of everything, the idea of being alone, going to sleep- it was the idea of waking up buried alive that scared me the most. Someone creeping up behind me and stabbing me. There was one that was completely stupid..." Kim trailed off, Shego had no idea that being a hero could come with nightmares, but she let Kim pour herself and worries out to her.

"No tell me, it's not like chucky coming in your bed"

"No not that" Kim letting a chuckle escape her "being raped by the boys football team" Shego nodded her head, understanding how that could be a fear, she took Kim's face in her hands "now that wasn't as bad as chucky. Trust me, Kimmie for once in your life, the only fear you should have is me whipping your ass. OK?" Kim nodded, she stole a quick kiss from Shego's cheek, she giggled a bit Shego let out a smile but then attempted to regained her shegoness, trying to hide a smile taking over her frown, but she failed and that little kiss beat all of her hatred. Kim Possible world hero had just kissed the world's greatest thief, Shego sighed going over the soft lips on her over and over. Kim distracted her of her thoughts "um Shego can I stay with you tonight?"

"Oh yeah, sure, I'll get your room ready" Shego was had turned round but turned back around at the sound of an intentional cough "um fear of waking up buried, or alone"

"So the goodie wants to sleep with the baddie?" Kim nodded with a blush "oh this is such a funny cliché"

Shego's bed was a double size so there was loads of room, Shego was wearing some grey joggers and a black top, Kim was wearing some baggy shorts of Shego's and a big hoddie that was Shego's, it was the only thing she could think of that Kim would fit in.

Shego slept on her side, but halfway through the night she felt Kim get closer to her body, and a kiss placed on her temple "enough kisses for one night" Shego grumbled, and fell asleep again thumping her head against the pillow again.

That morning she woke up, a little bit surprised to find Kim wrapped around her body, but the thing that surprised Shego more was where her leg was, it was spread across her pelvis, to save Kim the embarrassment, Shego pretended to still be asleep when Kim woke up and jerked her leg away. She got up 5 minutes after Kim had left the room. Shego woke up with complete bed hair, Kim on the other hand looked like she had just been to a beauty salon, but Shego didn't really care, it was still morning. Shego crash landed on the sofa and put the TV on, Kim came in with toast, Shego did something childish she just opened her mouth as far as it would go, Kim inserted the toast and smiled, after Shego had taken a bite she took the toast out herself, Kim climbed on top of Shego, Shego was quite surprised she didn't know this was how Kim was like with her friends. "Hey Shego, since I feel better about my little incident and it's a weakened do you wanna go to the movies? Shopping?" Shego thought about it, denying the thought of it being a date, "a movie sound great, how about that one that just came out Bad Teacher?"

"Yeah it has Justin Timberlake!" Shego remembered that Kim had to be home to be ready. "Do you want me to drive you home?" Kim seemed a bit let down by the idea of being away from Shego, she loved her company more than anything "how about you get ready here, you drive me home, you stay with me in case I decide to slit my wrists or anything"

Shego liked the idea of being with Kim longer, plus she really didn't like the idea that Kim might try to commit suicide again, even when she joked about the idea Shego didn't like it, it made Shego's heart skip a beat. "If you mention suicide I swear I will burn your little ass with the number of the national suicide line. Anyway I'll be back in a sec, I need to find the car keys since I no longer have a motorbike, see your suicide made me lose a great engine life that day so sad" Shego pretended to wipe a tear away, Kim laughed, while waiting for Shego to get changed. Shego came out with combat trousers and a black top.

Shego drove a black BMW out of the garage, Kim was glad Shego had a good taste in cars. Kim knew she was falling for Shego, she wish she wasn't because she kept getting the idea that Shego wanted to get away from her ASAP, she sighed to herself as she inserted her seatbelt. She looked up and let a frown crawl across her face, "Shego your not wearing your seatbelt" Shego was surprised that Kim was so safety protective, now if I was on a motorbike with no helmet she'd probably pull me by the ear and duck tape it on! With a sigh Shego let out a sigh and got her seatbelt out, and set out for the movies.

The movie was great, Shego found it hilarious Kim laughed with Shego; Shego didn't notice Kim cuddle up next to her until the end of the movie, when the pair were walking out Shego was very quiet, am I falling for the hero? No! No way! Yes Miss Go and Kimmie had a great time, but I didn't like being all happy bunnies. The reason I don't love Kim is... err... I don't like her hair? Really that's your excuse? That Is lame! Shego argued to herself, her thoughts were interrupted by Kim's sweet voice "hey, you alright?" Shego sighed, Kim's soft voice broke her walls of hatred, but not her walls of fear "everything's just fine"

"Ok" they both mentally kicked themselves

Why won't she say it?

Why can't I tell her?

They both knew something was wrong but neither of them had the courage to correct it.

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soz I know it took forever, I was trying to think of an ending for that last chapter, but I didn't want to end the story just yet! Oh yeah soz about how short my chapter are by I find that good place to stop so I have to, hope your all enjoying the story so far!