A HERO'S SUICIDE (PART 4)

Kim had slept at Shego's house again, Shego sat up in the bed, she looked down and saw the sweet innocent red fast asleep, and she slowly made her way out of bed. As she slid on some jeans and a jacket, she crept down the stairs to the garage, begging that the door wouldn't creak loudly. As she started the car, even inserting the keys seemed to be loud. As Shego drove down the black road, with no seatbelt (still after Kim's many reminders) she decided to go through her thoughts, since she had been arguing with herself so much she thought a drive would be the best place to start.

Well let's start, you haven't stolen anything, you haven't had a beer ever since you saw Kim again, oh and what's that other thing that's bugging you. Oh yeah... YOU'RE IN LOVE WITH A FREAKIN HERO! YOUR THE BADDIE GET IT INTO YOUR HEAD! IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN! A sudden surge of depression came of her body, so this is what it's like to want to commit suicide? I won't do it that's for sure... I hope. Let's see there's no chance Kim even loves me- but the cinema the sharing bed. Oh shit. Kiss. Just the very word made Shego want Kim against her. She put the car radio on

I hate everything about you, why do I love you?

Every time we lie awake, after every hit we take, every feeling that I get, but I haven't missed you yet. Only when I stop to think about it... Shego cursed the disc in fear and changed the track

That's when she said I don't hate you boy, I'm just wanna save you while there's something left to save. That's when I told her I love you girl but I'm not the answer for the questions you have.

Shego tutted at the fact at some point in her life she had burned those tracks onto a disc. She turned it off, her mobile went off, she had received a text, her eyes widened with shock when saw the text.

Hey babe, I'm gone meet you tomorrow, where ever you are, I'll get you and your little red head to, till tomorrow Shego.

Shego through the phone onto the chair and made a hard spin on the steering wheels. She stepped on the peddle, in anger to get back home. The turbo ignited. Shego burst through the door, Kim startled and jumped out of the bed, still half asleep with no sense she rugby tackled Shego to the floor. "Hey Kimmie calm down will you!" Kim gasped as she realised who she had just tackled to the floor

"Sorry Shego! But in my defence you know you shouldn't scare me like that! I thought you were from the football team!" Shego gave Kim an arched eyebrow in confusion, then remembered what Kim had told her "oh... never mind. Did anyone call? Come to the door? Anything?" Kim tracing back

"No no one. Why? Oh someone left a package for you" Shego eyes widened in fear, her voice low with a bit of harshness in it "did you open it?"

"No"

"Kim trusts me. We have to get out of the city. Now. Pack your bags or whatever"

"Shego wait what-"

"- Kim I'll explain it in the airport" Shego had her back to Kim. Quickly packing must haves. Phone, credit cards, passport, change... gum. Kim had just about the same thing. They were on the motor way, at 6 am.

Shego cursed at the traffic, she got out of the car to see what the holdup was, and then on a bridge above them there were women standing holding a switch with a big button on it. Those are never good. Then across there were red sticks to a bridge, and a bunch of tied up people underneath it. The women were different but they had one thing in common. They had all made out with Shego.

The red head looked at Shego with confusion, she grabbed the raven haired woman's arm with an attempt of iron grip, and she knew Shego could have gotten out of it with ease but she didn't. "Shego. What are you not telling me?" Shego sighed

"Your goanna hate me"

"I'm getting there" Kim said with a growl

"All these girls I had to break up with, I had some fun with some of them when I was drunk, the others they were evil. Not Drakken evil, but cold hearted murdering bitch evil" Shego felt bad, she hadn't planned ever having to run into her past girlfriends before. Bit late now. Kim mumbled something. "Huh?"

"womaniser"

"Pfft" Shego doubting she was one, their relationship had lasted long. Well she thought they did.

"Come out Come out where ever you are Shego! Or the volunteers are goanna have an accident!" the blonde haired, green eyed girl called out. Shego took off her jacket and jeans, revealing a black and green cat suit, how it reminded her of the good old days, stealing and not giving a damn about anyone... well almost anyone. "I'm here Jennifer!" the girl jumped down off the bridge (it wasn't to high up) she seemed to approach Shego with a cat walk style, she circled her examine her muscles from top to bottom. "I see you remember my name that's a good start. When's my birthday?" Shego struggled today and winged it.

"Err... today?" Shego hoped, Jennifer raised her hand and slapped Shego round the face, Shego could see how she may have deserved it, and she always had a soft spot for the gay relationships letting the girls slap her when they were mad. "Oh now Jenny, I can see how you may be mad, but it's been what? 8 years?" Jenny was about to take another hit on Shego, but she ducked.

"Fine, kiss me... and every one of us, after all I think we deserve it, you dumped us. You were evil to, and if you're drunk you don't even try to even start a relationship. So kiss us, or we will blow this motorway sky high, even if it means us going" Shego's phone broke the quick silence.

"Err one sec. K?" she reached out and pressed the accept button "hey" she whispered "bad timing kiddo"

"Just kiss them. I won't mind"

"why would you mi- oh, hey Kimmie can we talk about this later I'm kinda bu-" Roxie kicked the phone out of Shego's hand, her brown hair tied in a pony tail, landed last as she came down from the air kick

"Whoever you Kimmie, dump Shego before she dumps you" Shego would have corrected her that she wasn't going out with Kimmie but she didn't want to. It was a nice thought though. Before Shego could say something, Jenny came charging at her, she jumped into the air, pushing Shego against the car, wrapping her surprisingly strong thighs against Shego's waist, pulling her hair up so Shego was looking straight into her eyes "oh how I missed those eyes" as she placed her lips on Shego's, none of felt right, this should be Kim, sort of.

Kim was scared, for the thousandth time in her life, but it wasn't for herself this time. They were strapping Shego to a chair now. There was this blonde chick now sitting on Shego's lap, her arm around Shego's neck and pressing her lips against her. "That's it" Kim whispered. She opened the door and stepped out of the car, but something stopped her. Why isn't Shego fighting back? A word clicked in Kim's mind. Innocent. Would Shego think it was fair? Whatever reason Shego had it could wait, Kim crept up behind the car closest to the scene. It seemed like they had all made a line to kiss Shego. This is stupid, I know Shego's hot- well something like that. But surely this is ridiculous. A shadow cast over her, and she felt a gun pressed against her head. And a safety catch being flicked off.

Shego was fed up; her lips hurt, she was sure most of them had bit down really hard on her toung or her lip. That's it I'm getting out here. She ignited the ropes, they burnt quicker than her temper, and she stopped dead in her tracks when she saw who had been tied up, a red head that was enough to get Shego in rage mode. Her hands ignited, she kicked, punched, KO'd and obviously burnt her way through everyone. Except Jennifer, she gave Shego a warning look taking a risk she kept walking to Jenny with sympathy eyes, slowly she removed the gun in her hand, as she placed her dark lips on Jenny's, as if she was going to remove Jenny's bra she quickly shoved two fingers into jenny's neck. Instant pass out.

Kim was surprised, but not too surprised. As the police were arresting the girls, and untying the hostages, Kim looked at Shego "I wanna go home" Shego waited she wasn't sure who's "mine" Kim looked like she wasn't done talking "with you with me"

It had started raining heavily, and they were in a rush to get to the car, when they reached Kim's house, they both stood on the patio, Kim was absolutely drenched and shivering, Shego ignited her hand placing them on Kim's neck, her hair quickly dried up, "thanks" Kim looked at Shego "ya know when I said I didn't mind, it wasn't that I meant you were my-" Shego placed a warm hand on Kim's cheek and placed her lips on Kim's. They felt so soft.

Omg! Finally!

Well that was impulsive of you Shego! Shego told herself in her mind. Kim took Shego's hand in her own, as they walked through the house; the first room was the bedroom they went in.