Today is April 17

Okay, so where did I stop yesterday? Oh, right, I was talking about Sasuke. He's still acting odd. I haven't talked to him outside of the studio. Even during work he hardly says anything. I really wonder what's bothering him.

Oh hang on. Neji wants to talk to me.

Neji wonders what's up with Sasuke too. I think I'm gonna go over to his house and check on him. I'll fill you in.

I went to Sasuke's. His mom let me in and I went to Sasuke's room. His door was partly open, but when I went to open it I heard him talking. He was saying something about how it's not fair to love someone who won't love you back. I asked if he was okay and he got mad and asked why I was there.

Long story short, I left.

I'm just trying to be his friend but I don't know what I can do to cheer him up.

Anyhow. Bye for now.

April 18th

Hey I'm at the studio now. I'll have to go in a minute. But Sasuke is yet to show up. Oh, gotta go.

Hello, this is Sasuke. Naruto, you really shouldn't leave your laptop here. Especially if it's open and on this. Is this your journal? Who are you writing this to? Anyhow, I need to talk to you. I'll come over later. I mean it this time. This is important.

Well...I suppose Sasuke is right. But if I hadn't left it here then he wouldn't have typed that. So, it's a good thing. I don't really write to anyone.

Friday, we're having a party. I can't wait. It'll be fun. Bye for now.

Now I'm home.

Sasuke is here.

I hear him coming up the stairs.

I'll type later.

Naruto, When will you learn? Someone is gonna erase all of this or...wait. I have an idea. Don't stay mad at me, Naruto.

That...that was really weird. Sasuke is hiding or he left or something but before he did he opened my internet. Some yaoi website. It was a fan site. There were drawings of Sasuke and I...doing things. I don't know what to say. I didn't think people thought about that. I honestly have before. I've slept in the same bed as Sasuke and, I'm a teenage boy, I think of dirty stuff sometimes. I didn't really mean to think of Sasuke like that but...

Anyhow, I hope I learn to shut my laptop because Sasuke really doesn't need to see that.

Naruto. I don't think you'll learn. Even though you shut your laptop you shouldn't put your actual password as your password hint. I can easily log back on. Let's see what you wrote before you finish whatever your mother asked.

Naruto, you've thought about me...like that? That's... a r

Well...now I know why Sasuke slammed my laptop shut and left so quick.

I believe I just lost my best friend.

Is it bad if I'm dying to know what he was gonna type?

April 19th

I'm here at the studio. I'm watching everyone get their contacts, wigs and costumes. It's fun to watch the transformation of my friends.

Director Kishimoto is asking for a small meeting. I'll type later.

Naruto.

I'm sorry for leaving so quick yesterday.

I didn't mean to offend you.

I was startled when you came back.

I'm sorry, Naruto.

If it helps any I've thought of that before. I suppose you're right. We're teenage boys.

Is everything still cool between us?

When did my personal journal become a chat with Sasuke?

But yes. We're okay.

Don't be sorry.

Now before we kiss or something can we change the subject?

Oh, gotta go act.

I didn't mean to invade your space Naruto.

I'll quit typing to you.

But first tell me why we would kiss?

Did you get a part of the script I didn't? Again?

No. I just meant like one of those movie moments, where two people share a similar feeling and then it gets all romantic and they kiss. And I'll tell him this in person.

Anyhow Journal. It's lunch and Lee is beginning to hate his costume again. Neji asked me if I was dating anyone. Then he looked at Sasuke. Does he think I'm gay? I didn't think I seemed like it. I would never get Sasuke. God, what am I saying? Sasuke is my best friend. Not my crush. Not my boyfriend. Why am I upset over that now? I just wanna be friends. I think. I mean I know I like guys more than girls but I didn't ever think about asking Sasuke out...This is complicated and I can't believe I just admitted that. Sasuke better not read this.

I won't lie.

I read that.

I know I'm too good for you Naruto.

Wow. Thanks Sasuke.

Don't take your laptop from me. I'm trying to type. I was only kidding. I would have made it clear but you didn't let me.

Anyhow it's fine, your sexuality won't change our friendship. Unless you make a move on me.

Then what? Will our friendship change in a good or bad way?

I can't say for sure, Naruto.

You are complicated.

April 20th

Sorry for not writing after that. I was just really confused. I'm not sure what to do.

Anyhow the power went out. It's storming bad and my laptop will die soon. I'm trying to write everything quick. I think I heard someone outside. I'm home alone.

I wish I could talk to Sasuke. Oh someone is here.

Wish granted, Naruto. I'm here. It's freezing and I lost my key and will you hurry up with that towel?

So there's a naked Sasuke in my bedroom changing into my clothes. He's gonna spend the night here because the storm.

This is gonna be a rough night.