Authors Note - Okay, first off I would like to get something clear before I start getting weird reviews or emails. I DO NOT CONDONE DRUG USE. To each his own however, but I am not writing about it to put it in this sparkling spotlight, but I am going to say, that there is a reason I am adding it in here. Enjoy the Chapter ~
I attached my note to Sirius on a brown spotted owl and watched him fly away in the morning sky. Hopefully Sirius isn't too angry with me for not writing to him in awhile.
I watched the owl until it was just a tiny speck in the sky. I turned to leave, but I hit something. Professor Snape.
"Professor! STOP DOING THAT." I demanded taking a couple of steps back.
"You should really watch where you're going." Snape smirked.
"You know, I'm pretty sure stalking is a crime." I commented with a small smile on my face.
"Stalking? No, it's merely a coincidence that I happened to run into you up here." Snape replied looking innocent.
"Is that so?" I said raising an eyebrow.
"Yes, I just came up here to send a note to someone, asking them if they were free tonight." Snape said cleverly.
I shook my head smiling.
"What do you think they're answer is going to be?" I asked, playing along with his game.
"I'm not sure; she's still really hard to read." Snape said as he started tying his note to a white owl with brown spots.
"Well I hope you get the answer you're looking for." I said as I started to descend the Owlery stairs.
"Kate." Snape said as his owl flew off out the window.
I stopped and turned around, leaning against the wall.
"Professor." I replied back with a smirk.
"Will I see you tonight?" He asked.
"Guess you'll have to wait for my owl." I commented as I continued descending the stairs.
I sat down next to Reia at the breakfast table
"Snape want's to see me tonight." I said in a low voice so only she could hear me.
"Ooh, is tonight going to be the night?" Reia asked with a smirk
"I'm not sure; I guess it's going to happen sooner or later." I replied
Reia let out this weird little squeal noise.
"My little Katie is all grown up, fucking older men!" Reia giggled
I rolled my eyes
"Are you going to help me or what?" I asked taking a bite out of my toast.
"Of course! Do you think I would let my little Kate go out in the world without being prepared?" Reia said.
"I'm going to regret asking you for help, aren't I?" I commented
"Oh probably." Reia replied with a wink.
"Okay, first things first." Reia said holding out a little blue pill.
"Reia, I'm not sure if I want to take it." I said staring at the pill in her hand.
"Just take it! If you don't like having sex while high, then just don't take one next time." Reia replied putting the pill in my hand.
I sighed and put the pill in my mouth. Reia pulled out another pill from her pocket and put it in her mouth. I raised an eyebrow.
"Hey, these things aren't just for amazing sex!" Reia exclaimed.
I rolled my eyes.
"Okay, next… What underwear are you wearing?" Reia asked.
I pulled my jeans down a little to reveal the black and pink underwear Reia had given me for Christmas
"Ah, very good choice." Reia said with a smirk.
"Yeah, thanks for the gift by the way." I replied
Reia giggled
"Thought you could use something different than the nude coloured boy shorts you wear." Reia said with a shrug
"I DO NOT… wear them all the time. Only on laundry days." I replied blushing.
Reia stood back from me, wiping away a fake tear.
"I think you're ready." Reia said with a pretend sob.
I walked up to my mirror in my room. My hair was pin straight. My lips glossy and red. The tank top I wore revealed a bit of the pink and black bra I wore underneath.
"I look like a slut." I replied with a smirk
"A classy slut." Reia said hugging me.
"Okay, I'm ready to go." I said turning to Reia.
"Knock em' dead Kate." Reia replied
I felt the blue pill starting to kick in.
"Tell me all the details!" Reia said as I started walking towards my bedroom door.
"Why don't I just video tape it for you?" I replied sarcastically.
"Could you?" Reia said back equally sarcastically.
"Goodnight Reia." I said opening my bedroom door.
"See you later!" I heard Reia say as I closed my bedroom door behind me.
I walked out of the Slytherin common room and down to the dungeons and I stopped in front of Snape's door. I took a deep breath in and softly knocked on the door. My head started swimming and there was an odd tingling in my groin area.
Snape answered the door and his mouth dropped.
"Uh, wow… Kate…" He managed to say
I walked in without saying anything.
"You look... amazing." He commented closing his door.
"Thanks" I replied with a smirk.
"Thanks for coming tonight, I wasn't too sure because I didn't receive an owl back from you." Snape joked walking towards me.
"I wouldn't pass up any chance to spend time with you" I whispered as I placed my hand on his shoulder.
I felt comfortable with Snape, I didn't quite know why. Maybe it was the drugs.
He gently placed his lips on mine. His breath and lips tasted like mint. He wrapped his arms around my waist and slowly walked with me to his bed. He gently lowered me on his bed with him on top of me. I felt like I was floating on some sort of cloud. The mixture of mint and his usual sexy musky scent drove me wild with ecstasy.
I don't know what has gotten into me. This pill made me feel so free and so confident.
I wrapped my legs around his waist and slowly started to thrust my pelvis towards his.
He pulled his mouth away from mine and he got off of me.
"Is there something wrong Professor?" I asked out of breath
He got off of his bed and walked to the fire place. I followed him.
"I'm sorry Kate; this is just moving to fast." Snape replied looking into the fire.
I was confused. Did he not want to fuck me?
"I don't understand." I said grabbing his arm.
"I'm just not really used to doing this." Snape replied looking into my eyes.
I quickly looked away. I didn't want him to know I was high.
"I should go." I said letting go of his arm and walking towards the door.
"Kate, please stay." Snape said as he started to follow me
I didn't listen. I left his room upset and angry. Was I not good enough for him to fuck? I just threw myself at him and he says I'm moving to fast?
I stormed up the stairs heading towards the Slytherin common room.
"Kate!" I heard someone call behind me.
I kept on walking. I didn't want to hear his excuses for not being able to fuck me, but he managed to catch up to me.
"Kate, Stop!" Snape said grabbing my arm.
I stopped, but I didn't look at him.
"I thought you would understand." Snape said trying to turn me around.
"Understand what?" I asked still not looking at him.
"Understand that I'm just not ready." Snape said. His voice sounding shaky.
I turned around and looked at him.
"I don't understand Professor." I replied as my heart pounding, and my groin getting hotter and wetter.
Snape looked around the empty corridor. We were alone. I kissed him again, his lips tasting so good.
Snape wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer towards him. Our bodies so close together, air couldn't get between us.
He pulled his lips slightly away from mine.
"Just give me some more time." Snape whispered.
I could feel his hot breath on my lips.
"Wait for me." He mumbled as he slowly moved his lips to my neck.
His lips sent hot fiery electric pulses to my groin. I bit my lower lip to suppress the moan that would escape from my mouth.
He slowly pulled away from me and walked away. Leaving me alone in the hallway. Horny and wet.
I stormed into the Slytherin common room. I spotted Reia sitting in front of the fire smirking. I dropped down in a chair beside her, breaking her gaze from the fire.
"You're back early." Reia giggled
"Yeah, apparently he's not ready to have sex with me." I grumbled.
"What a dick." Reia replied.
"Am I honestly not that fuckable?" I asked crossing my arms.
"No, of course you are Kate! Snape's just a fucking pussy." Reia replied.
"Ugh! What did I do wrong?" I asked her.
Reia smirked
"Well I can show you something you could do right." Reia said.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"Would you like me to show you?" She asked
I slowly nodded my head. Reia got up from her chair and sat in my lap facing me, her legs on either side of mine.
"Okay, so the first thing you do is stroke his hair." Reia informed me as she ran her fingers threw my hair.
"Okay" I replied, still feeling very horny.
"Then you slowly bring your face towards his like you're going to kiss them." Reia said as she brought her face towards mine.
"But then, you move your face to the side of his head and lightly blow into his ear." She said as she lightly blew into my ear.
I moaned slightly. The smell of cotton candy took over my sense of smell.
"Then, lightly kiss his neck..." She said as she lightly kissed mine.
I dug my nails into the arm chair.
"Now, pay attention to this part." Reia said as she moved her face closer to mine.
I looked into her dark brown eyes.
"As you kiss them..." She started to say as she pressed her lips on mine. She tasted so sweet, like strawberries.
I kissed her back, her lips so soft and irresistible. She bit my lower lip and pulled it back slightly. She let go and pulled her face back slightly away from mine. I licked her lips lightly. She wrapped her lips around my tongue as I pushed it deeper into her mouth.
She moaned slightly as she pushed herself closer to me.
"And then..." She breathed as she pulled her mouth away from mine. "You slowly move your hand..."
She slowly moved her hand down my neck and down my chest, running her hand over my breast. She kept slowly moving it down past my stomach. She started rubbing my groin area threw my jeans.
She quickly pulled away. I looked up at her and she was staring behind me. I glanced over the top of the chair and noticed a younger, blonde haired Slytherin boy standing there.
"Get lost Malfoy" Reia hissed
"Oh god please continue." He whispered.
I shook my head. What was I doing with Reia! She's my best friend and we're here making out.
"Reia, I want to go to sleep." I mumbled.
She slowly got off of me, still glaring at Malfoy.
"Goodnight." I whispered
"See you in the morning Kate" Reia replied sitting back in the chair she was sitting in before.
"No need to quit just because I'm here! Pretend like I'm not even here!" Malfoy called out to me as I ascended the dorm stairs.
I unlocked my door and walked into my room. I started pacing my bedroom floor. What was it that these drugs did for me? Why was I even taking them? I looked at myself in the mirror. My face was flushed and my pupils were dilated.
My reflection smirked back at me.
"You take these drugs because you're afraid of being lousy in bed" my reflection said.
"What if it's just my nerves?" I asked my reflection.
"Well do you really want to take a chance at being bad in bed? I mean, first impressions matter Kate." My reflection giggled.
"What if we're both not ready?" I whispered
"If you weren't ready, then why did you throw yourself at him tonight?" My reflection said with a wink.
"It's because of you... the pill..." I muttered
"Hey, I didn't force you to take the pill, that was your own doing." My reflection commented.
"I want it to stop." I said.
"No you don't. Look how free you are, confident, strong, sexy..." My reflection said with a wink.
I shook my head.
"Fine, stop taking the pills, but you know in your heart that if you just be... you... you're going to lose Snape forever. You know, he might tell people how incredibly bad you are in bed and good luck trying to get anyone else to fuck you." My reflection snarled
I imagined the daily prophet with the headline reading "Kate Black - The worst person to fuck"
I threw myself facedown on the bed.
"Kate... don't worry Kate, I won't let that happen." A voice said to me.
"Just leave me alone" I mumbled threw my pillow.
"Don't be like that Kate. I know you want me here. I know you want me too tell you everything is going to be alright." The voice replied.
I felt a hand touch my head and stroke my hair.
"I don't know what to do." I admitted
"Don't worry about that Kate; I'll take care of you." The voice whispered in my ear.
I felt a force roll me over onto my back. I looked around to see where Chance was. He was sleeping away in my dresser drawer I had left open.
"Relax Kate" the voice said in a soothing tone.
My Ipod in my dock turned on without me touching it. The music filled my ears and my heart. My jeans unbuttoned and they slowly started sliding down my legs.
"What are you doing?" I asked sitting up on my elbows
"Just relax." The voice said.
I felt a force push me back down onto my back.
My jeans came completely off and my black and pink underwear followed closely behind.
"Touch yourself Kate" The voice insisted.
"What!" I exclaimed
"Just do it, it will make you feel better." The voice encouraged.
"NO!" I said as I sat up.
The music suddenly turned off. I looked around and no one but Chance and I were in the room. I was shaking and sweating.
I put on a pair of sweat pants on and climbed back into bed, putting the blanket over my head. The voice left me alone for the night.