April 22nd

Sasuke and I had a wonderful time last night. Yes he did get the kiss he wanted. But, he's home now.

Wait a minute. He said he lost his key! How did he get his laptop...

Should have known I'd find you here, babe. Spare key. It's hidden, I just couldn't look for it during that storm. Would you rather I move in?

Oh that makes sense. And maybe I would. Can I trust you when I'm sleeping though? You wouldn't do something to me, would you?

Have I ever?

No, but we never dated till now.

Good point. 99% of the time I wouldn't. I only would if you turned me on first.

Sasuke! Yeah Why you'd would be I yelling do that. That?Hey. Don't type when I do.

Well, let me add stuff. And I was talking about me name by that way. Not what you asked. Hmm...could we try having NO!

Not even try? I mean, please? You can't be a virgin. Can you?

You aren't?

Nice pause. I wasn't sure what you were gonna say. But no. Sorry to say I'm not.

I didn't know that. Why didn't you tell me?

It never came up? I wasn't trying to hide it.

Okay. I'm fine with it. But I am curious. Who was it with? Was there more than once?

Very curious, hmm? Cute. Twice. With the same girl. That good enough?

Who? Do I know her?

I'm sure you don't. But her name was Kari. Okay?

Do you regret it? Did you like it?

Naruto! Quit obsessing. That was a while back. Yes, I regret it. I wish I could be your first. I messed up. Let it go please! I'm sorry, okay? And at the time I suppose I liked it.

I didn't mean to upset you Sasuke. I was just curious. I just feared you'd miss having sex with her and not want to be with me. I just don't want to lose you since I finally have you.

You won't lose me Naruto. Don't compare yourself to her. Sex isn't what I'm after with you. I want to be in love, real love. Sex isn't important. It's too soon anyhow. I was kidding earlier. Besides I get to teach you stuff if we ever get that far.

I don't wanna be taught with ways you learned by fucking someone else, Sasuke!

I didn't learn everything with her.

Well you weren't thinking of me when you learned that. I want to learn stuff with you, from trying. You can't use what some girl likes on me. I just don't wanna talk to you right now. I guess sex isn't important in any way to you.

Naruto don't be like that. I didn't mean it like that. I want to learn what you like. Sexual and not. I just didn't want you worrying about this.

You've asked me to be honest and I am. Maybe I could be nicer, but clearly I'm upset at the moment so things may come off as mean. It's unintentional. I just have fears. I

Naruto. Calm. I love you. I'm not going to make you say it back, but I do. I honestly do. I may not be in love but I've always loved you like a friend and now it's a little bit stronger. Anyhow, my point is that you mean more to me than anyone else I've ever thought of. You are important, you are the only one on my mind. Don't get competitive with some girl who I don't even think about. Naruto, you are the only one in my life.

Okay Sasuke. I'm sorry. I just...I don't know I worry that we'll break up. I'm self conscious and I just worry about no being good enough for anyone. I

Naruto, please stop worrying. If I didn't think you are good enough then I wouldn't ask you out. Remember, I love you Naruto.

Okay Sasuke.

Are you okay now?

Yes Sasule.

Who is Sasule?

Oh no. I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to type your name wrong. I was typing fast and...I'm sorry!

It's okay Naruto. Really. I understand. Calm.

Sorry.

Would any of you like to contribute an idea?

I wouldn't mind one bit to know your thoughts.

Complain or praise.

Either/or.

Thank you for reading!