ONLY A MONTH? WOW! THAT'S THE FASTEST MY POSTS HAVE BEEN THIS YEAR! LAAAAAA! (shot)

Oh my gosh. What the fuck is this I don't even know. The ending annoys me, but when you get there please go to the link and read the prompt I've set up. Sorry for the slow updates.

-Miku-chan

Chapter 11

Bad Touch

Bad Touch - Physical contact that is upsetting and/or dis-pleasingly pleasurable to the receiver

Hours. It felt like fucking hours.
He was so lost in his thoughts, so confused, so flustered, that it felt like an hour Axel was kissing him. Even in the midst of confusion he found himself pressing back unsurely, hands trembling on his friend's shoulders to politely nudge him away. Roxas felt his heart stop beating when two hands wrapped around his wrists to hold them securely out of reach. Axel pressed the captive fists against his crush's chest; the blonde clenched them harder until his nails dug into his hands in frustration.

"W-Why are you…" Roxas breathlessly choked out between kisses, eyes finally opening to glare at his friend. His heart skipped a beat when toxic, ivy green eyes met the azure of his own. And he felt his breath hitch at the words he heard prior to a gentle kiss to his earlobe. He quaked anxiously.

"Because I love you."

The red head grinned widely, letting his tongue run along the shape of his ear; he relished the shuddering gasp that escaped the blonde's lips. This is bad, he thought to himself, but as he saw the blush scattering itself across Roxas's cheeks he realized, I've come this far; why not enjoy it more?He did so love the scarlet color of his skin and felt a chuckle tear from his throat before pressing their lips together again. The addicting taste of his lips, so tantalizing, like forbidden fruit to him, kept drawing him in for more and more. He feels himself chuckle again, sadistic but smooth. They moved so gently against each other; even Roxas pressed back with the shyest amount of force.

That is, until he felt a tongue nudging his own, and a hand running up and down his thigh.

The blonde's eyes widened, and with his newly freed hand he shies away, breathing heavily and cheeks so red that he could illuminate the darkness. Axel's face was stretched with shock. What did I just… W-What did I do?Disappointed gnawed at the remnants of sanity in his mind as he watched the look of utter confusion, of hurt and disbelief, make its way onto his face, that reflected in his own eyes.

"R-Roxas…" he tried to speak, but words froze in his throat. He reaches out towards him, to pat his back, his head, ANYTHING to make him feel better. "I-I'm sorry… I-I just…"

The younger boy flinched backward more. Ouch. That… kind of hurt.

"Please… I-I didn't…" his voice was failing him. Thoughts slowed and slurred and stopped in place; the only sound in the room were gasps for air and fainted music from their unfinished round of Modern Warfare. Something (and Axel swore it was absolute shame) lay thick in the air they breathed; they couldn't look away from each other, their gazes piercing and faltering in communication.

Without a second thought, Axel fled.

"Time out. You did WHAT?"

Sora nearly choked on his ice-cream. Here he was, fifth period lunch, and Axel sat down only to drop a bomb like that? "W-why? How! What did he do?"

"I ran out before he could doanything, Sora." The red head spat, letting his thoughts depress at the memory of Roxas's frightened face. His heart sank just thinking about how much he hurt him… "He looked so scared. Probably worse than during that storm a couple nights ago."

Back up; did he say storm? What storm? Like… the night he never came back?

"I didn't know he's afraid of storms…"

"Nah, just the thunder."

Why thunder? It's just a noise…

The brunette sighs, runs his fingers through his chocolate brown spikes and glances over at said blonde, who was at another lunch table with Olette and the guys. Their eyes met for a split second, and Roxas shot him a smile before turning away. "Well yeah, he'd be scared; you kissed him out of nowhere, felt him up, and ran."

Axel just huffs. "Well the way you word it makes me sound terrible…"

Because you are…?

"Look, I'll talk to him for you, alright?" And as he says this, his red-headed friend throws him a glance, an eyebrow arched in surprise.

"…seriously?"

Sora nods.

Axel slaps him on the back (a little harder than playfully) and chuckles. "Thanks, man. Just don't tell him I told you about the whole thunder thing, got it memorized?"

Roxas cannot catch a break, I swear.

One day he's fighting off Kairi with a stick (metaphorically speaking of course; Roxas could never hit a girl), another Riku's making him take the fall for something he didn't even do, then he's finally with Sora, they break up, and the next he gets kissed by not only Olette, but now Axel? Man, oh man, the kid's disaster prone, poor thing.

Still, something about everything that was going on haunted Roxas.

Because I love you.

What did he mean by that? He loveshim? For how long? How much? Is he seriously… in love with him? So many questions gnawed at the scrap of sanity he had a claim to. Roxas, at this point, didn't even know what to think. The only person he likes romantically, sad enough, is still Sora. Has been from the start, is now at the end. It was just a stupid kiss and he didn't 'feel' anything when it happened. So… why is this Axel thing bugging him so much?

Does his heart pound when he think of Axel? Not nearly as much as it does for Sora. Well, I guess just now, but by the time this "kiss" thing blows over it'll beat regularly at the sound of his name.

Does he get butterflies in his stomach? Eh. Not so much. That's a little too girly for his liking.

Does he think of him? Well… yeah. A lot. Axel gives him something to worry about on a daily basis. More so than Sora, believe it or not. Perhaps it's because of the incident in fourth grade where he nearly blew up the Chemistry lab trying to make a baking soda/vinegar volcano. (Idiot should've known you don't need to light it on fire; it erupts on its own...)

Does he… like him? That's… questionable… at the moment, at least. Sora's the one he really likes, right? Right. Most definitely.

So… why can't get shake this feeling?

I just… don't know…he thinks with a grimacing sigh, runs his fingers gingerly through his hair, and focuses his attention to his book. The words on the page… he couldn't even read them at this point. They jumbled and illustrated the confusion he called his thoughts.

"Tadaimasu."

Speaking of Sora…

The blonde teen looks back up from his book and grins. "Hey, Sora."

He doesn't seem any different from usual… maybe he's bluffing? I don't know, but I've gotta say something to him about this 'Axel' situation.

"So… I was surprised you and Axel weren't sitting together at lunch today…" From the corner of his eye he sees Roxas glaring at him. And in a less than friendly way, that's for sure. "And that he's not in our dorm mooching off us. Weird, right?"

"Yeah, what of it?"

"Nothing, just wondering if maybe you two were… fighting… maybe?"

He hated the sound Roxas made when he slammed his book closed. Hard cover book plus angry Roxas equals loud ass noise… "Look, it's nothing. Just leave it alone." Sora was surprised he hadn't denied anything; but was equally surprised at the look of death on his roommate's face. He'd never seen him that… well, pissed before. There's no way someone can be THAT mad about one little kiss.

"I thought we were over this by now," Sora smiles as nicely as he can. "We're friends.Which means you can tell me anything no matter how embarrassing, stupid, or illegal." He noticed the rolling of his eyes when he put emphasis on 'friends'…

Roxas rolled over onto his stomach, burying his face into his pillow. "Axel kissed me."

Well, no shit…

"That's it? That's seriously the end of the story?" Sora felt a giggle tear from his throat. "Your sole reason for Axel-induced rage? Just one kiss? That's silly."

Roxas huffed and buried his face further.

"Look, I don't get what you're so mad about. I mean, it's not like he hasn't before…" but his voice failed him when he remembered the night Axel came into their room. He stillhadn't told Axel he was awake, so would it be okay to tell him about that night? Maybe… maybe it could help them resolve this "kiss" issue.

Sora could feel Roxas's glare when he shifted to look at him. "That was when we were kids, Sora. I told you already; it was just an accident."

Axel's permission or not, I've gotta tell him...

Xion: (bitchin' mad) WHY THE CLIFFHANGERS? YOU'RE JUST PROCRASTINATING MY ARRIVAL, AREN'T YOU?
Miku: I'm sorry Shi-chan! I-I drew a blank as to how to end Sora/Roxas's conversation, so until I can think of something, or someone ACTUALLY RESPONDS TO THE PROMPT AT THIS link ( .com/journal/39787406/ ) Chapter 11 ends here and the rest is in 12. So there.
Xion: Gaaahhhhh I want in already!
Axel: I know how you feel. (pedo-longing glares at Roxas)
Roxas: ...oh god I just got that...
Miku: You bettah run, boy. (pats his shoulder)
Axel: ^3^ ~ 3
Roxas: T_T;;