I have been forgetting to post this update! Sorry!

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Previously:

"Because… I' am not who you think I' am," I didn't recognize my own voice. It sounded emotionless, somber. I took advantage that Edward was frozen and ran to my car. It wasn't far, I didn't think he followed. But I didn't look back as I got into my car and took off.

I was so stupid! An idiot to think he would love me. Bella and him…it was almost as if they were meant to be together! Why did I even go to the party?

My phone began to ring in my purse and I grabbed it to look at the caller ID. Of course. I was being so selfish by not answering, but…when did I ever take time to myself? Not any time I remember. So I put the phone on the passenger seat and continued driving. As the rain poured from the sky, it also poured on my face. The sky was crying.

When I got home, I threw my keys on the center table and put my purse on the kitchen counter. I was drenched and freezing so I went to the bathroom and opened the hot water. I got in with the dress on. Who cared if it got ruined? It was already ruined from the rain, if anything it would be cleaned.

I'll just have this one night, just one, to myself. I'll have it to be careless and selfish. Then tomorrow…tomorrow I shall face my consequences and tell Edward I was drunk or something.

I hit my head against the shower wall. I needed to stop thinking about that. Tonight was my selfish night. I would mop around all I wanted then I'd stop and I would go to work and act normal.

I got out of the shower and went to make some hot chocolate. My apartment phone began ringing and I leaned in to smell the hot cocoa. Mmmm…smelled so good. Ring! Ring! Maybe some popcorn would be good too, and I could watch …A Walk to Remember. Rng! Ring!

I opened my cabinet and took out a popcorn bag and put it on the microwave. RING! CLICK. Hello, you have called Angela Weber but you probably already knew that because well…you called so I'm really sorry I wasn't able to answer your call but feel free to leave me a message and I will call you back as soon as I can. BEEP.

I turned off the stove and took out a cup to serve myself some hot chocolate.

"…Hey Ang. I'm Edward…. God I feel like an idiot… Umm…could you please, answer the phone? This is the third time I leave a need to talk….Please Angela, I know you're listening." I reached the cupboard for the marshmallows. "I've been calling your cell phone countless times and you don't answer. It's been an hour. You MUST be home. PLEASE Ang. I just…I just NEED to talk to you. I need to tell you that—" BEEP!

I put the marshmallows next to the cup. Forgetting completely to put them IN the cup. The microwave beeped and I didn't even glance at it. I went towards the phone and saw a red light blinking. I clicked.

"You have 5 new messages. First message received Friday, December 25, 2010 at 11:22 pm from 602 459 12 34." BEEP!

"Angela! Did you go home? CALL ME!" Said Alice's perky voice. I clicked the button to go to the next.

Next message received Friday, December 25, 2010 at 11:34 pm from 602 478 45 63"

"Hey…uh…Angela…? I…ugh what the hell am I—click"

I did not bother t look the next messages. I just disconnected the phone and went to get my stuff and movie.

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